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When you wake feeling worthless but lack the courage to end it all.

#total loser #bpd #mdd #ptsd #mental health #lost #sad #neverending #tw depressing stuff #anxiety #still here

#coastal life #shoreline views #australia #ocean

Im so tired of reaching out to people who really don't care

#not everyone cares #family are the worst #only rely on yourself to save yourself #ptsd #mdd #bpd #mental health #tired all the time #suffering in silence #tw depressing stuff #contemplating suicide

Gasping for air as I am drowning in my thoughts

#drowning in my thoughts #lost #mental health #self destruction #ptsd #mdd #bpd #tired all the time #tw depressing stuff #drowning #self hatred #running on empty #empty #sad

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Swallowing a bunch of pills in the hopes I'll no longer exist

#suicidal #lost #bad thoughts #ptsd #mdd #please end my suffering #self destruction #tired all the time #contemplating suicide #mental health #bpd #waste of space #alone #sad #feeling empty

Turn on all the lights for it's not safe inside my head

#demons #mental health #hauntings #mdd #bpd #self destruction #broken #all alone #failure #in darkness

Waking up brings tears of how much of a failure I am

#please end my suffering #mental health #self destruction #overdose #pathetic #mdd #bpd #ptsd #tears of failure #failure #waste of space

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suicidal-mousee

Suicide is the only thing on my mind these days. I might actually just succumb to the thoughts and do it. I just don't have any fight left in me.

#ending it all #overdose #hang myself #cut the wrist #drive into a tree #jump from the bridge #ptsd #bpd #mdd #suicidal #mentally unstable #kill myself #tw depressing stuff

I'm drowning in my sea of depression again.

#no life jacket #mdd #ptsd #bpd

I know I have very little self-worth, but you screaming and yelling at me for it only proves my self-assessment of myself.

#you'd be happier if i was gone #im just a burden #i'm sorry #mdd #bpd #ptsd #mental health #feeling worthless #please let me die #please end my suffering #tired all the time #sadness #cant keep living this way #shame #darkness #self worth

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…and how do you feel when you lost the only person you could talk to?

#lost #feelings #personal #i hate this #alone #so very much alone

suicidal-mousee

TW: could this really be my end

When you try to end yourself and consistently fail. What does that say about how pathetic I am. I can't even end my own life. No wonder nobody wants anything to do with me. I am just a waste of garbage that seems to be stuck in a society that doesn't seem to fit in anywhere. I am the trash people kick about, and I just have to accept that that's all I'll ever be.

I hope the people who have damaged me throughout my life eventually feel the same suffering that they have endured on me. I am tired of just accepting that shit happens to me, and I have to be the one to keep moving forward like nothing has happened. I wish it was that easy.. I wouldn't struggle to sleep every night. I would be able to have a relationship. I would be able to actually be myself and no longer have to wear this mask.

I am so just going to go all out and hope that this will be the end of me.

#suicide note #feeling suicidal #mental health #self destruction #suicidal #ptsd #lost #please end my suffering #tired all the time #tw #im sorry #mdd #sadness

I'll never understand why I always fail at trying to end my life

#another failed suicide attempt

Torn - between giving up

or

making good on future plans 🤔

#giving up #torn #lost #mental health #ptsd #self destruction #darkness #feeling worthless #bpd #feelings #helpless #mdd #feeling suicidal #contemplating suicide #lifeless

I am buried under layers upon layers of darkness

#darkness #buried #worthless #lost #bpd #mdd #ptsd #self destruction #feeling worthless #feelings #helpless #mental health #fea

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From the bottom of my worthless heart, I genuinely don’t know if I can survive another year.

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