stuck in the world I don't belong in

I love cat

[suicidalkittyprincess]

Actually

to elaborate

since my 30th bday ive been dissociating and it won't stop? it feels like a whole new chapter but i cant comprehend it

[suicidalkittyprincess]

so now im 30 :)

not gonna lie I thought I'd feel better by now but alas

[suicidalkittyprincess]

wanna die

[opafginger]

[tmp-art]

“I met the night and they purred"  

Based on this post

[thenatsdorf]

Black cats are lucky. (via leahweissmuller)

[immaplatypus]

MAN [IN THICK ACCENT]: Black cat bring good luck.  Not bad luck.  I have black cat - See, him face - And I am not dead today: Good luck!

[official-mugi]

“See him face”

I sure fucking do see him face

[just-things-i-enjoy]

Him face

[luccorvus]

Reblog him face for good luck in 2021

[catsbeaversandducks]

Reblog him face for good luck in 2021 (2)

[bakarilennox]

Reblog him face for good luck in 2022

[pluralwizard]

Reblog him face for good luck in 2023

[dduane]

Always reblogging him face.

[suicidalkittyprincess]

asking the real questions, sHOULD I DYE MY HAIR

I already bought the hair dye but im scared?? ive been platinum for so long that it feels like a part of my personality at this point but im also SO tired of the upkeep of platinum

I'm just afraid I'd regret it bc every time so far when I moved away from platinum i ended up regretting it and going back

(and if I dye it black now there's no going back to platinum unless i cut it all off and start over from scratch)

(but at the same time if i dye it black i can live out my goth gf dreams so idk)

[sosuperawesome]

Wayne Tsay on Instagram

[madrewrites]

i have no idea whether bobbing the tea bag up and down actually does anything but it's nice to feel like i'm contributing in some way

[thcgummy-deactivated20211107]

First of all he’s perfect

[glyphsmash]

stung by bees

[suicidalkittyprincess]

my partner and I were walking around town the other day and we saw SO MANY dogs (it was nice and sunny and everyone came outside with doggies)

And I was thinking/talking to my partner about how I just can't help smiling and going "puppy!" whenever we see dogs (and it's nice and sometimes the person who's with said puppy will notice and smile!) but also how the few times we carried our cat to the vet on foot in a carrier i didn't really notice many people react/look (i always peek to see who's in the carrier if I see one, and go "aw kitty")

anyway it's a little bit sad to me that a lot of people seem to have lost that little bit of joy that comes from seeing a cute animal but im glad that I still seem to have it, even if it is silly

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

[sosuperawesome]

SewBeautifulx on Etsy

[softwaring]

these are the prettiest rings i love them sooo much

[chandelyer-deactivated20241003]

Heaven Gaia spring 2021 couture

[kirianthedivorce]

Absolutely losing it at this Reddit post

And the update

She buttered Jorts

[anoonzee]

The outrage summed in a perfect Tweet:

[notemily]

FINALLY

I've been collecting the best Jorts tweets and waiting until the moment he showed up on my dash to post them. So here you are, the curated best of the past, oh, day or so:

[dancing-coyote]

Poor Jorts doesn't know he's the crown meme of 2021.

[suicidalkittyprincess]

anyway, have you ever felt UNWANTED even though your brain is saying that realistically you aren't

But the other part of your brain says you're disgusting and it's no wonder they no longer want you (and really, would you want you if you were them?)

and the reasonable part IS saying that yes! they're stressed out because of work and other stuff that's happening and doesn't seem to stop! It's completely understandable!

but you believe the part that says "yep im disgusting" every single time