i hope no one ever reads this blog

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you died a long time ago. but your body hasn't caught up to your spirit

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solitude is a prison with bars so thick you can't see through them

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the disappointment you feel now is your reward for being so foolish as to hope

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with every move i die

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you are sisyphos 

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the skin on your wrist feels hot. open it up and let it breathe

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let go your earthly tether

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count your curses

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you will suffer as long as you live.

you will suffer as long as you live.

you will suffer as long as you live.

you will suffer as long as you live.

you will suffer as long as you live.

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you are venomous

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wear your idealism like an open wound. dress it in bandages and shame

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reincarnation is a prison

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parallel lines parallel lines

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shed your skin 

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take a deep breath. isn’t the air heavier here? 

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reopen an old wound. the scar tissue is more numb. 

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you better get it right cuz those hospital bills are a burden you can't take