How is it possible
That a single human being
Could fuck you up so much
And make you feel as if your self worth has diminished
up to the point where you donāt even have confidence
Or believe you can find someone to make you happy
I wonder if you know,
how exactly you have broken me
How I look in the mirror and think,
I am not good enough.
I stare at myself and truly believe
no one will ever love me
at least not as much as I love them,
because I give too much and that is just exhausting.
I get anxiety all the time,
at the thought of you
At the thought of ever loving someone
The way I loved you.
Of getting attached
because I fear they will all become you,
constantly disappointing me.
I donāt have confidence anymore,
I canāt even talk to someone else
because I donāt think anything I say will be good enough
But I am fucking good enough
You just made me feel that I could never be.
Iām afraid of the world because of you,
Of people like you
That act so selfishly and call it,
āMaking myself betterā
When in reality
Youāre a shitty indecisive person
That cannot let go of the one person
Who gave you everything
And you realize a little too late,
they are all youāve ever wanted.
But guess what,
Iāve know that for a long time.
Iāve known you were all I ever wanted,
the sad part is
You changed.
You are not the person I fell in love with.
And Iām not the person you feel in love with
I am the person you destroyed
but I will also be the person
that will find happiness,
without you.
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