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Here's a lazy Rhino sketch. Let me draw one before the world forgets. #sudan

"You made me love rainbow and ended stealing all colours from my life. Black and white is good anyway." -A

They still try to kill your light but in darkness you will glow. They still try to clip your wings but you will never fly that low. #FirstArtWork #2018 :) Can't remember the last time I did something like this. Needs more practice and a better camera. Saka white pencil. Beige kadi yan. Hehe

#2018 #firstartwork

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Fragments

“It was painful.” That is the only description I can tell you. I cannot accurately explain what I have felt because every time I try to remember, I feel like I just plunged deep into the abyss where no sunlight can reach the surface nor slightly break through the cold waters. And I’m just there, helpless, hopeless, swallowed by the deep blue sea.

“I want peace.” It is the only desire that I think I am certain of for the past few days. Sometimes I want to be saved, but sometimes I want to just fade away. It felt like I’m a lone object floating in space, in awe with the beauty of the world and of the silence and isolation, but unsure if I want to stay as such or I want to feel the warmth of a gravity that will pull me closer.

“I want happiness.” Everyone would fight for this and lately I have become a fool just for the sake of it. I negate the negatives and walk out from everything unpleasant. I became a coward, avoiding everything including my inner battles. I know I will be running around circles but right now I’m too weak to face sadness. I would let go of anything just to preserve the little happiness that’s left.

“It’s confusing.” This is the accurate description of what’s going on with my life. I want to hold on but it seems best to let go. I want to be held but I don’t want anyone to come close. I want to love but I’m so afraid that I turn out destroying and hating. I want to be happy but I don’t know if happiness is to be with you or to be free.

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HOLYSHIT I WROTE THIS YEARS AGO?! JUST WOW.

What did I miss?

I can’t remember the last time I held your hand.

I cant remember the last time I kissed your lips.

I can’t remember the last time I felt your touch.

I can’t remember the last time you smiled for me.

I can’t remember the last time I heard your laugh.

I can’t remember the last time I held you tight.

I can’t remember what it feels to be loved by you.

I wonder, was there really something genuine that I should remember?

or maybe I couldn’t remember because I was only living a lie... all this time.

#randompoem

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I am so afraid of disappointing the people I love, I often forget that I am someone I love too. And I need kindness just as much as I believe the people I love do.

Nikita Gill (via wordsnquotes)

Your future lawyers ☺️💕⚖️ #PostBarParty2017 🙌🏻

#postbarparty2017

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It’s quite an undertaking to start loving somebody. You have to have energy, generosity, blindness. There is even a moment right at the start where you have to jump across an abyss: if you think about it you don’t do it.

Jean-Paul Sartre (via quotemadness)

Here’s a decent photo and a groupie with one of the most dedicated law professors I know - Justice Antonio Nachura. :) #PoliLaw

#polilaw

Just gonna leave this one here. #BarOps2017 #TeamPoli #WarRoom :) 👊🏻📚⚖️

#teampoli #barops2017 #warroom

Thank you Legal Aid team for the awesome holloween party! #holloween2017🎃👻💀

#holloween2017🎃👻💀

Yo! Meet Keytee! No, not a new found friend again. Haha! We met in UP and we’ve been friends for 8 years now. If all my friends were stars, Kate would be a shooting star because sobrang rare po niya magpakita/paramdam sakin. Hence, the lack of photos together. Hahaha! Nevertheless, she’s one of the best. 👊🏻 Thanks for the awesome friendship, Keyt! 💕

This pair went thru color run 2015 and 2017. Haha! Outcome looks cute always. 🌈

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Saturdays. 💕

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