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OA Zidan in FBI 4x05 “Charlotte’s Web”

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Zeeko Zaki and Johnny Boyd

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OA Zidan || FBI 5x02

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∞ OA Zidan in season 2 s01e02 Green Birds

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OA Zidan || FBI 5x13

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OA Zidan & Tiffany Wallace || FBI 4x16

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Zibell + hugs

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PART 2 / A

Part 2 

So how did fall in love I mean  in infatuation . It all started on my first day as an image consultant at David and Davidson Agence . But everyone called it DD or double Ds . DD is talent agency.  basically if you are an actor , singer, comedian YouTuber, instagramer , tiktoker any influencer of some sort , you name it all. If you work in media and you need management it’s a one stop shop. My job was to figure out what the artist image should be,  working with them to elevate their look. Or help them find a new look reinvented themselves. DD was an up and coming agency with a growing business of 120 people. 

I got my little cubicle. With other image consultant there were 5 of us . Jenny a cool red head from Ireland the lead and also the person i was shadowing for the next 2 weeks , Shai the coolest effortless black girl I know next to me obviously  . Bob and Susan not their real names, its that  just they are boring. I can’t be bothered and they will not be appearing that much in this tale. On my first day at lunch Sitting with my friend Zoe the photographer who had recommended me for the job and got me an interview. 

Who is your photographer? “ Zoe asked . To be honest I was hoping I would be working with Zoe because she is amazing and would make magic together. Her and I did a couple projects together before that’s how we met . Anyways back to the story. 

“Aria Amari”. I said 

“Ooh” she grimaced and kept eating. 

“Omg what ?” I said in a panic. 

“Nothing I don’t wanna give you biased info , you will find out yourself.” She said as she took a bit of her sandwich. 

“ huh?if you didnt wanna give me biased info why did you say something at all. i spat at her “

“My mouth spoke before my brain thought.”  She said 

‘Fuck Zo you better fucking tell me . You know my anxiety can’t take it” .i said 

“ Well he is really good at his job one of the best . but he is so unreliable . But amazing at his job probably one of the best besides me of course .he is a late person he shows up when he wants to be . He will get it done but when he wants too .” she said 

“Brooo are you joking ?”  I was filled with dread as I am a very punctual person. who meticulously plans everything to the t . 

“That’s not how I work at all. I like schedules and being on time”. i added  

“I know , I was his assistant when I first started and it was high key hell. I am so glad I got promoted cause I was ready to dip out of here .

“Zo!” I just looked at her. Stressful thoughts running through my head. 

“He is not that bad” , she tried to reassure me. 

“mmmmhmmm” i said. 

We stopped talking and kept eating. My mind raced thinking if I was up for the challenge. A couple mins later He walked in the kitchen. When I had just took a big bite of my sandwich. I almost choked on my food . My whole body straightened up

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part 2/B

couple mins later

He walked in the kitchen. When I had just took a big bite of my sandwich. I almost choked on my food

. My whole body straightened up . Like my grandmother had just told me to sit up straight and stop slouching . That’s how good looking he was. Hold on, let me quickly grab some water before I start describing what he looked like

It was lust at first time. No scratch that at the time I truly believe it was love at first sight. He was wearing well fitted black jeans , a pink rayon shirt with white polka dots. Holding a black sherpa denim jacket. he had wavy dark brown almost black hair that was in that awkward stage where its long but just not long enough for a ponytail his dark brown sexual eyes. Everytime he smiled they squinted sensually. He had a nose ring,* side note people. Any man with a noise ring is trouble. run away and run fast , he cant be trusted. His lips omg his lips he had these full pink purple lips. And his stubble was beautiful looked like it would be soft he was just tall enough later he did tell me he was 6 foot and a little on the skinny side. Not what I like I like man built like tom hardy. but i thought we can fix that a few protein shakes a month of lifting and we are in business. Here i was already changing a man I just met.i said I can fix him.

Back to the story

“Oh Aria speaking of the devil” Zoe said to him

I looked at her, to be like ‘”bro why would you say that now he knows we were talking about him” . She didn’t care she just grinned in bliss. This is a good point to tell you Zoe is a shit head she says what she wants to say when she wants to say it. She has no filter. I love and hate it. 

Anyways.

“He smiled you were talking about me”, he asked Zoe while looking at me. i tried to look away by i was mesmerized by his gaze on me 

“Yeah talking about how handsome you are. How it’s going to be hard to concrete. How is Liv going to work ,being in the present of one of God’s creation. The second coming himself.” Zoe teased him 

‘He rolled his eyes. You are such  a contemptible person Zoe , this is exactly why i got rid of you after working with you for 1 month, I had had enough of you” he teased her back

“Sure buddy that’s what happened” she said

“You must be Olivia (thats me i dont think i am introduced myself  my name is olivia or liv or oli  or O depends who you are ) he said.

He was holding a coffee in one hand and his jacket in one hand so his hand was already in a fist. He extended his fist to me. 

But someone please tell me me why I shook his fucking wrist why ,WHY WHY WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! I wanted to die. As soon as I shook his wrist i realized he wanted me to bump his fist instead of shaking his wrist.

I said “oh oops that’s embarrassing i just realized you wanted me to fist bump not shake your wrist.”

Zoe burst into laughter

we both glared at zoe and Aria looked back at me, smiled and said that was weird but it’s alright.

I looked at him heart beating fast , thinking “wow i never believed in love at first sight until today.”

He pointed to my face. 

“what?” i asked 

You are dripping he said 

i touched my nose 

Ooh shit he said. Zoe made a disgusted face and grabbed paper towels . It would seem like my nose was bleeding cause my brain was over whelmed by his beauty, 

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What is the stupidest think you have ever done for a man.

i will go first . Let me tell you. Let me tell you cause I got plenty.

It’s about a time I fell head over heels over someone , I had no business falling for. In this story you are going to be real mad at me and on my behalf. With that said I just want y’all to remove that judgmental hat. Because we have all been there.everyone is allowed to be a fool for some dumb ass once in their life. Looking back I am actually shocked at all the brainless decisions I made. And just how I let someone treat me this way . Like bro what were you thinking. Why were the lights on and you weren’t home. Did you have worm for brains? Reading this you will laugh and most importantly you will be angry on my behalf and and also want to punch me. . So get strapped in it’s going to be very fucking bumpy ride. You might even throw your phone away

. That’s how annoyed you will be. Also I would like to lie and say I am writing this from a point of enlightenment and forgiveness but I am really not. I am angry and wish he was dead . Alexa play fire burn by nicki Minaj then play Fire Bomb by Rihanna after. ok you get it. That's a bit much,i do wish the worst on him. maybe I would like him to be hit by a bus. Not enough to die or major injuries but enough to do damage and have him regret his life choices and have him apologize to anyone who he has ever done wrong. Someone said holding grudges causes cancer . So I am hoping writing this all down will be

Catha…. Cathauthic. Hold let me google it quickly. cathartic! and help me move on.

anywho

here goes nothing

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The lovely Lashana