graveyard of dreams

local writer + artist everything I do is because of boredom posts will likely consist of me having an existential crisis amongst other things she/him/they

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INTRODUCTION!!! to me

(image by me!! @the_abyssmaker on pinterest!!!)

hello fellow beings…welcome to my page !! here’s some details worthy of your knowledge

I go by sulli/evan, aka both of my online personas. they are shown in the image above!

I am genderfluid!! I go by all pronouns, but he/they is what I most often prefer.

I am a traditional artist who engages in traditional art. occasionally you’ll see me posting my creations, and most times my header image thing is made by me.

I am also a writer! I engage in terrible poetry from time to time, but writing is a large hobby of mine. I may or may not end up sharing the actual stories I write, but every once in a while if I feel proud enough I’ll share my terrible poetry.

I also indulge in kandi. I enjoy manufacturing kandi and consuming beads. very therapeutic.

a lot of the things I do I share on my Pinterest, @the_abyssmaker, rather on here, so if you feel like looking at the outcome of my hobbies you can go and find me there.

warning!! this blog is mainly for personal use and may contain posts of depression and other similar things. basically vent posts. go find my Pinterest if you want to see me being whimsical and not depressed

other things I enjoy: reading exquisite literature, origami, decorating sketchbooks, psychological horror games on roblox and other platforms, collecting things, horror podcasts specifically TMA and TMAGP, and occasionally musicals and certain genres of music.

that is all of the details deemed worthy of your knowledge! have a nice day and remember to not overindulge in your brain!!

=)

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you see it appears that I’ve mastered the art of drawing adult figures in the form of a half body, but I still cannot draw adult figures in the form of a full body =( they all look like twinks =( and I have proof, but it is terrifying and will not be revealed to the public =(

how does one draw adult figures in full body =( I’m tired of drawing twinks!! I’m tired of drawing serotonin in half body 90% of the time because terrible things happen when I decide to draw him full body =(

chibi sero for good luck and motivation!! one day I’ll master the art of human proportions. oh and I can’t tell if the camera picked it up or not but I think I forgor his paranormal acne rash thing on his face but it’s ok

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oh hey more terrible poetry from that one sketchbook page I did like a month ago

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This was like, my first ever tadc art lol

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LMAO

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“as I’ve shed my skin, there is more room to breathe. the veil on my eyes is lifted, for the sky is a brighter blue than it ever has been, and now will always be. for I am no longer confined to mortality; to a body that suffocates me and drowns me in a sea of misery. I am no longer under the consequences that come from the human mind, and I am free.”

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I’ve spent the last month rotting away, but! I have been spending great time drawing in my sketchbook. unfortunately, it appears that the more that I create the worse the finished products are—-or, more accurately, not good enough for me to showcase them.

it’s ok though!! joy is the point and joy I am getting indeed. not everything one does needs to be good, as long as it brings joy.

heres a decent page though

you see! most of the art I create nowadays are terribly personal and rooted from the parasites that inhabit my brain. this one is sane enough to display to the public eye however.

oh and have a sticker interlude!! whenever I pack sandwiches I like to write notes on them. sometimes motivational! and always somewhat positive! coincidence the ones on this page were all to soothe anxiety though

when sketchbook pages get a large amount of stains from markers than I can tolerate I turn them into sticker interludes, where I turn notes from my sandwiches into stickers and slap them on there and decorate. stickers are very fun to make

beautiful couple

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this website cotains mentions of: physical, mental, and sexual abuse. child abuse. descriptions of torture/medical experiements. suicide and

enjoy.

next update will be in a few weeks.

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I am perpetually stuck in a state of wishing I were a good person and wondering if I’m too much of a good person

[bunnyplants001]

I think you look beautiful...

[kat-in-a-trashcan]

shout out to my local hot topic with this display in the window

[buzzzel]

This boy saved me from art block! By the way, I'm new on Tumblr, hi everyone (.❛ ᴗ ❛.)

[artstar2003]

🩷Clingy🩷

They're living in my head rent free. I love them so much.

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funnybunny yuri

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I just made my first multistitch cuff yesterday and halfway through the process it started to look like a flower cuff and now I cannot unsee it

is multistitch really just an elongated flower cuff. the thought is very scary for some reason

on the other hand I do like how it turned out and it’s very nicely made, but it barely fits my wrist so I’m either going to cut and remake it or keep it as decoration

[gold-and-glyphs]

Isn’t she lovely 🐰💜

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it’s me birthday yahoo

[lankyfeline]

Isn’t she lovely?

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ball

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i was so busy it made me exhausted but i made these decent enough refs for a few characters in the meantime. uhhh part 1 of ?

i particularly like england like i always do he's my favourite