escapism

sümeyye zorlu 514. vampire. artist. i forgot i was a bad bitch breaking all the rules 'cause they were only habits cinderella's dead now

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[sumeyyezorlu]

If you think I'm pretty, lay your hands on me Know you can't stop thinking 'bout it I know that you're shitty and you're bad for me But I can't stop thinking 'bout it

[domxbirchall]

No one said he was articulate. Or smart. Well, he was smart, but not this kind of smart. Moreso street smart if they were going to get technical, but Dom wasn't going to linger on that. "No, I guess not, but I was just...making conversation." Things were awkward, he knew that. He'd fucked her, then walked out while they had a moment to spare, it wasn't like they had a manual on this stuff. "I don't know. What the fuck, Sumeyye. We died. And now we're here. What the hell do you want me to do, love? Invite you over for dinner?"

[sumeyyezorlu]

Sümeyye never needed to take any breaths at all, but she found herself taking a very deep one now. She didn't know what she should have expected from Dominic. He was different now. He'd been through things she could never truly understand and it really had broken her heart seeing him the way he had been just a few months ago. But here he was now and he was relatively okay excluding the whole need for revenge that he rightfully deserved. He didn't need her. Yet she always felt like she needed him. That was how it'd felt since she had gotten him back and she wasn't sure that would change regardless of what they were or what they meant to each other. "You don't have to do anything, Dominic. Just don't jerk me around. I've dealt with that enough and I can't...I can't do that again." Even as she said the words, she knew them to not be true. She always bent over backwards for the people she loved that didn't love her back. This would be no different.

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[sumeyyezorlu]

You're the worst bitch on the Earth I hate you and your guts I think you should shut the fuck up and die You get on my nerves Fuck you, you dumb bitch Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you

[sabinabrutus]

who: @sumeyyezorlu where: the art gallery

She had died in the arms of her angel because of his destructive nature and she remembered the last bloody cough before her lungs seized and collapsed -- she does not remember what comes after. The Inferno had kept its heat on her back still, the flames still licked her heels and so she painted -- she painted vague ideas of what came after. Horror, mud and drowning bodies were reflected back on the landscape and she couldn't forgot how the others died, her memory projection power wouldn't let her. Another artist shared the exhibition space and as she approached, glass of red wine in each hand -- she spoke and offered something that went deeper than surface level. "Want a drink?" She wanted to feel out of her own body.

[sumeyyezorlu]

Sumeyye hadn't really made any art in a long time now because she'd been so preoccupied with everything else going on in her life. For one, she couldn't keep a relationship. For someone that craved validation as much as she did, that was just the biggest slap in the face she could think of. Whatever, she could still enjoy some of her old art. It was still as good as any new things she could paint. "Absolutely," was all she said as she took the glass of wine and downed it. "I can't get drunk fast enough. I need about twenty bottles to even feel something."

[adriannicodemus]

"I hadn't exactly given you any reason as to why I wished to see you," as petulant as Sumeyye could be with her, erm, nicknames, there was also a sliver of the Cardinal that could see her outright aversion to him. Perhaps it was his tether to the magistrate, the church; most looked at him a touch sideways when they realized he was that priest who sat in the confession booth or the Cardinal dressed in crimson who carried out sermons and liturgy. A smirk, however, playing into Sumeyye's distaste of the church and his own raging sarcasm, "It's good to know you had enough Faith in me to show up, however."

[sumeyyezorlu]

"I mean, you don't really need to. Hot people call me and I come running obviously." Sumeyye couldn't really say that she hated anyone. Well, actually, she hated Theo pretty damn much and he was now the king. Was nobody else aware of how fucking horrible he was? She still felt like her fangs were growing back from his absolutely unhinged behavior at that wedding. Whatever, he was out of her hair now and she didn't have to deal with him unless he went out of his way to talk to her. She was sure that he had much more important things to worry about than what she was doing with her time. "Are we really bringing up faith now? Should we ask the church to throw a pride celebration this June in honor of our dear Cardinal?"

[acolyterose]

@sumeyyezorlu location: Hakanalia notes: bitch u look good

"Mrs Steal Your Man." Atlas praised as he catcalled the vampire, she looked good, but then again the necromera couldn't remember a time when she looked anything back. He greeted her the same way they always did, shallow kisses on either cheek before he offered the vampire a drink. In a glass, obviously. "How has it been..." He didn't want to think about how long it had been, the world had ended since they'd last hung out. "anyways. Please tell me everything I've missed."

[sumeyyezorlu]

Atlas really was the only man she respected sometimes. Other than Jamie of course, but still. Never once did she feel disrespected in their presence. Nor did they ghost her ever. But that was just a situation to handle another time. If she thought about it, she was going to end up losing it and she just didn't have the capability to have a shattered mental state right now. She did a hair flip before they were leaning in for the usual shallow kisses to both cheeks. "Oh, that's all you, Atlas, but we can both have the title." She grabbed the drink that was offered to her, blowing a kiss at him in thanks. "Everything? You'll have to pick a specific thing because there's a lot happening in my life right now. We'll just have to go back and forth with the update because I'm sure there's a lot for you, too. You smell different."

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They'd died. Well, Dom had died. He was sure of it. The memories, though? They faded, over time. For now, though, he was actually grateful to have slowly forgotten what he'd done or said to Sumeyye. His sire was with him, now, as they stood awkwardly in line. Dominic was horrible at this; horrible at the way he had been so intent on ghosting her, or whatever that had been. Now, though, he stood with her, asking her to meet – and yet he had nothing smart to say. "So...you bummed your ex is now like king of the vampires?"

[sumeyyezorlu]

Of all the things he could possibly say after ghosting her for as long as he had, that was what he had settled on. Sumeyye wasn't sure if he was just fucking with her at this point, but she really wasn't sure what emotion was going through her at the thought. She had given so many people her time and, often, they didn't deserve it. She should've known that and still, she found herself giving herself over to the first person that even looked at her like she was worth something. She had done so with Angel, with Theo...Ugh, she didn't even want to think of him. Hence why she was so annoyed by the fact that Dominic felt that it should be brought up in the middle of a party. "Did you seriously ask me to meet you here to ask about my ex, Dominic? Seriously?"

[adriannicodemus]

a starter for @sumeyyezorlu, location: whats up mtv welcome to my crib

Sumeyye's been here before, several times, since Adrian and Jamie established it as their own place. She's Jamie's closest friend and though it's still a little off-putting for Adrian to know any Mars vampire outside of his church enclosure, it's also more alarming to note that it was Adrian who asked her by this time around. He's hardly hip or cool, the Cardinal is literally the opposite of anyone's envisioning of a vampire and even as Sumeyye walks into the apartment and makes herself known, he's struggling on how to present himself. "You actually came," Adrian blinks in surprise, even though he's... with Jamie, he hadn't imagined Sumeyye to ever go anywhere based on his invitation.

[sumeyyezorlu]

Every time they spoke, it was as if Adrian was just...well, she wasn't even really sure how to describe how he acted around her. She guessed anyone would feel a certain way if someone kept calling them Daddy when they were a man of the Lord. Sumeyye was no woman of the Lord though so she didn't care about calling him that ever. Still, she was often surprised if he bothered to reach out to her at all. None of the Mars vampires really did so. She mostly just ran into them out in the wild. Unless it was Jamie or...even Dominic had been ghosting her. What the hell was wrong with her that nobody wanted her? That was too much to unpack right now and she wasn't about to have a breakdown in front of Adrian. "Yes, I did. Did you think I wouldn't?"

[sumeyyezorlu]

sümeyye zorlu | saturnalia

Yeah, high heels on my tippies Dolce and Gabbana, that's on my titties Cop me Vetements when I ride the dickie I still got the juice, bitch, buy a sippie

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[sumeyyezorlu]

When I need my space, you give that When he broke my heart, you fixed that

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[sumeyyezorlu]

Yeah, we hooked up, then we broke up, then I said you really hurt me But I still got your number and your necklace, kisses to my exes