SUMMER SUNS

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INDEPENDENT / PRIV / EXTREMELY SELECTIVE … LOW ACTIVITY RP blog for ALEX SUMMERS / HAVOK … est. 2016, revamped 2026! & BUFFY SUMMERS , THE VAMPIRE SLAYER (my new addition to this blog) heavily hc-based & personally developed beyond canon constraints. multi-verse & multi-ship.

STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION. ALEX MUSE INFO VERY BARE. PLEASE BEAR WITH ME I AM SO LOW ON ENERGY LATELY :(

WHO HAS THE BRAIN CELL RN: BUFFY

001. info / rules here 002. memes 003. icon border cred / psd cred

blogroll: @pinnedwings

xtra rules + disclaimers under the cut ! pls read!

001. I SHIP BANGEL!!! I SHIP SPUFFY!! I SHIP FUFFY!!! obviously, i am not and will not be writing ships with underage buffy, but if you don’t want to see toxic relationships portrayed or talked about, my blog is likely not a place you will enjoy. im not saying it will be every thread, but i am an angst enjoyer & those themes and other things will be present often. all trigger tags will be tagged as “topic //“

002. i don’t much care for the mcu, but my alex has SOME xmcu influences. i like lucas till as my fc for alex even though a lot of my icons will likely be from the comics, he has a passion for the character and i like him as a general face claim for alex.

003. if you can , let me know if you have a particular version of alex you wanna rp with more. specifically important to fellow summers’ siblings @ gabe & scott… i will play alex as both the older or younger brother, but the alex im used to portraying is the older brother to both of them. if this bothers you, or you prefer it, let me know!

004. alex i have almost a decade+ experience writing. this is not true for buffy, i simply liked the gimmick of having the two summers’ i love on the same blog. i may decide to move buffy back to my multi, i might keep her here for good… i’m not sure! but please be patient with me as i try to find my own unique voice for this character i love so dearly.

005. i love plotting! i love chatting before interactions! please hit me up with any questions, i do not bite unless you ask me to. i really love ooc interactions and find them just as important as ic tbh

i think that’s it!!

[summersbond]

@plasmablasts this is making me howl rn

[vamplire]

vampire grazing their fangs up ur thigh hell yeah

[astrronomemes]

AND WEAPONS DON'T WEEP: STARTERS

a collection of dialogue prompts for or about characters who have been treated or trained as weapons by others, valued only for their capacity for violence, destruction, and harm. trigger warnings for mentions of murder and violence. change & alter as needed.

THE WEAPON:

"I'm not proud of the person they've turned me into. But it's all I know. And it's too late for me to change now."

"If there was ever any good in me, there's none left anymore."

"I don't know where the blood ends. Where my hands begin."

"I do what it takes to survive. And I don't care if that makes me a villain."

"I'm good at hurting people. I'm not going to apologize for doing what I'm good at."

"I'll never know who I could have been if they hadn't made me into this."

"This is your fault! You did this to me! You're the reason I'm like this!"

"Don't try and get close to me. You'll just get yourself hurt."

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm... I'm not very good at being good."

"I don't really know how to be gentle."

"I'm not nice, and I'm not going to pretend to be. Deal with it."

"They made me a monster."

"They're all afraid of me. And they're right to be. You should be, too."

"I know I'm a villain. I don't need you to tell me that."

"Look at what they did to me! Look at what they made me into! It's their fault! They ruined me!"

"I wish they'd just killed me. I wish they'd just killed me instead of turning me into this. Being dead is better than being a monster."

"I know you're scared of me. It's okay. Everyone is."

"What does it matter whether I feel guilty about it or not? I still did it. Being sorry doesn't change that."

"Who am I if I'm not a monster?"

"No one could ever love me after everything I've done."

"Why aren't you afraid of me? How can you not be afraid of me?"

"I don't even know who I am without them pulling my strings."

"You want me to be the villain so bad? I can damn well provide."

"I don't want to be like this anymore. I don't want to hurt people. I want to be gentle. I want to be good."

"Who am I if I'm not what they've made me?"

"I don't need a weapon. I am one."

"Do you think I have it in me, to be good?"

THE WIELDER:

"You look so beautiful covered in somebody else's blood."

"And where did this little crisis of conscience come from all of a sudden?"

"You don't get to say no to me. Not after everything I've done for you. You owe me."

"You belong to me. You're mine."

"Where would you be without me? Who would you be without me? ...That's right. So let's try and be a little more grateful, hm?"

"I gave you everything, and this is how you choose to repay me?"

"I made you! You're nothing without me!"

"You don't make the rules, darling. That's my job."

"You are a dog, and I hold your leash. Never forget that."

"I didn't make you a monster. I just brought out what was already there."

"Look at you, coming when I call, eating out of my hand, doing everything I tell you... such a good dog, aren't you?"

"You think you can just walk away from me? Where are you going to go? Nobody else could possibly love a sick thing like you!"

"Monster is such an ugly word. I prefer to think of it as... helping you reach your fullest potential."

"I've got you trained so well, don't I?"

"I thought you knew better than to disobey me."

"Do you really think you can be a hero? After everything you've done?"

"Well, then, if I really ruined your life like you say, why don't you just kill me? We both know you're good at that."

"This is all you're good for. Don't go getting delusions of grandeur on me now."

"You couldn't survive without me. Don't ever delude yourself into thinking otherwise."

"I give the orders. You take them. Not the other way around."

"Destruction is really the only thing you're good at, darling. Take that away, and what's left?"

THE OBSERVER:

"You don't have to be what they tell you to be, you know? You're not stuck. You can change."

"You're not a monster. You're my friend."

"Being gentle doesn't come easy to you, does it?"

"You're a good person. I'm sorry they made you think you aren't."

"You kind of have a little... blood... on your face. ...Don't worry, I'll get it for you."

"I'm not scared of you."

"So, have you ever... you know... killed somebody?"

"You're sick, you know that? You're really sick. I can't believe you seriously do this kind of shit."

"Look, I know who you are. I know what you've done. And I'm not running away from you. You can't scare me off."

"You really are a monster."

"Why do you listen to them? Why do you take orders from them? You don't have to obey everything they tell you."

"So, let me get this straight: you know how to kill a man fifteen different ways, just with your bare hands, and you wouldn't even break a sweat... but you don't know what to do at a party?"

"You're not as mean as you want everyone to think you are."

"You say you're not a dog. So why do you blindly follow orders like one?"

"You don't have to do this. You don't have to be like this. You can choose your own path."

"You really are as bad as they say."

"Don't touch me. You have blood on your hands."

"I know you won't hurt me. I trust you."

"No! Stay away from me! Don't come any closer!"

"The world isn't just heroes and villains. You don't have to be one or the other. And just because you've been one doesn't mean you can't be the other."

"You don't have to listen to them. You don't have to obey."

"They don't get to decide who you are. No one but you gets to decide who you are."

[summersbond]

@timelovcd posting about dum - e is making me want to add buffybot to the roster….

[gloomglimmer]

✹      CATALOG  001    ›       i.    (   type:  tense  scenarios  )     

this  catalog  is  inspired  by  “writing  action”  by  the  san  francisco  writers'  grotto.

[001]  when  confronted  [R]  is  asked  if  they  betrayed  [S]

[002]  in  a  dimly  lit  room  [R]  is  tied  to  a  chair  by  [S]

[003]  when  their  chin  is  held  [R]  breathes  out  when  [S]  tightens  their  grip

[004]  after  an  attack  [R]  is  handed  a  damp  cloth  by  [S]

[005]  during  a  moment  of  crisis  [R]  is  saved  by  [S]

[006]  in  the  heat  of  the  moment  [R]  kisses  [S]  to  distract  them

[007]  in  a  moment  of  tension  [S]  backs  [R]  against  a  wall

[008]  in  the  aftermath  of  violence  [S]  wipes  blood  from  [R]’s  cheek

[009]  during  an  interrogation  [S]  whispers  something  only  [R]  can  hear

[010]  in  the  silence  before  dawn  [R]  reaches  for  [S]  without  looking

[011]  when  they’re  undercover  [S]  places  a  hand  on  [R]’s  thigh  to  keep  up  appearances

[012]  in  a  hidden  corridor  [R]  presses  a  blade  to  [S]’s  throat  before  realizing  who  it  is

[013]  as  the  safehouse  burns  [S]  refuses  to  leave  without  [R]

[014]  when  patching  up  a  wound  [R]  flinches  and  [S]  says  “it’s  me”

[015]  after  a  mission  gone  wrong  [R]  collapses  into  [S]’s  arms

[016]  just  before  pulling  the  trigger  [S]  hesitates  when  they  see  [R]

[017]  in  a  dark  motel  room  [S]  asks  if  [R]  ever  really  cared

[018]  when  [R]  tries  to  walk  away  [S]  grabs  their  wrist  and  says  “don’t”

[019]  when  forced  to  dance  at  a  party  [S]  spins  [R]  just  to  whisper  in  their  ear

[020]  while  bandaging  a  wound  [R]  winces  and  [S]  softly  apologizes

[021]  when  alone  for  the  first  time  in  weeks  [S]  touches  [R]  like  they  might  vanish

[022]  in  the  middle  of  an  argument  [R]  confesses  something  they  shouldn't

[023]  when  [S]  is  hurt  [R]  tears  a  piece  of  their  own  clothing  to  stop  the  bleeding

[024]  when  they  reunite  [R]  refuses  to  let  go  of  [S]  for  just  a  moment  longer

[025]  when  [R]  is  almost  killed  [S]  panics  in  a  way  they  never  have  before

[026]  when  the  blade  is  at  [S]’s  throat,  [R]  whispers,  “give  me  a  reason”

[027]  after  the  scuffle,  [S]  wipes  blood  from  their  mouth  and  smirks  at  [R]

[028]  after  the  fight  ends,  [S]  holds  [R]  at  gunpoint,  trembling

[029]  [R]  tackles  [S]  through  a  doorway,  both  landing  hard  and  breathless

[030]   [R]  lunges  first,  but  [S]  has  them  pinned  in  seconds

note: [R]  =  receiver  +  [S]  =  sender.   

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR TOUCH-STARVED MUSES *  adjust as necessary, send 'reverse' for the reversal of action prompts

DIALOGUE PROMPTS

could you... do that again?

please come back.

hold me again.

i need to feel you close.

we could share the same bed.

could we try holding hands?

right there. just like that.

i want to know how it feels.

i like it when you're nearby.

if you could just... stay here for a while.

lean into me. it's okay.

i like your hugs.

i want you here.

please touch me.

your arms feel so safe.

stay close to me.

the bed feels so cold.

come into my arms.

let me hold you.

cling to me.

you can keep doing that.

you don't have to let go.

i feel safe when you're near me.

that feels so good.

that was... really nice.

i like it when you play with my fingers.

could you come a little closer?

you can play with my hair if you want.

you don't have to sit so far away.

would you sleep here with me?

you feel like home to me.

if you keep doing that, i can't promise i'll behave.

can i lay on you?

would you touch me again?

don't let go of me.

stay like this.

don't go.

ACTION PROMPTS

[ reach ] sender hesitantly reaches for receiver's hand, unsure if the action will be reciprocated

[ instinct ] sender takes receiver's hand on instinct in reaction to a startling sight or event, not even realizing they did it

[ cling ] sender wraps both of their arms around one of receiver's arms and clings

[ rest ] sender sits next to receiver and rests their head on receiver's shoulder

[ doze ] sender falls asleep with their head on receiver's shoulder

[ play ] sender clings to receiver's hand and begins absentmindedly playing with their fingers

[ reassure ] sender reassures receiver by rubbing their arm up and down, hoping to ease their stress

[ heart ] sender guides receiver's hand to their heart

[ quiver ] sender and receiver's hands brush with slight contact, causing receiver to shiver on instinct

[ come back ] receiver took their hand away, so sender reaches for it a second time, taking it back and refusing to let go

[ first hug ] sender pulls receiver into their first hug

[ lasting ] sender and receiver's innocent hug lasts a little longer than they both expected

[ trace ] sender lightly traces the shape of sender's face, exploring every part of their complexion with tender fingertips

[ comb ] sender takes their time brushing receiver's hair

[ refuse ] when receiver insists they break their hug, sender refuses and only tightens their grip around them

[ cuddle ] sender moves closer to receiver as they sleep and snuggles down beside them, finding comfort in their presence

[ pull back ] sender pulls receiver back into bed with them

[ nuzzle ] sender nuzzles into receiver's cheek with their nose

[ cheek ] sender caresses receiver's cheek

[ nose ] sender lightly taps the tip of receiver's nose

[ lips ] sender caresses receiver's lips with their fingertip

[ chest ] sender smooths a hand over receiver's chest

[ legs ] sender starts to drag a hand back and forth over receiver's legs

[ inner thigh ] as sender caresses receiver's thigh, they gently slip their hand between receiver's legs

[ distance ] unable to touch or embrace receiver, sender self-soothes by wrapping their arms around themselves

[ pinky ] sender and receiver hold hands by their pinky fingers

[ smooth ] sender takes their time caressing over every part of receiver's body

[ blanket ] sender wraps a blanket around their body and receiver's body, hudding close together

[summersbond]

ALL ROADS IN MY MIND TAKE ME BACK IN MY MIND

mutuals-only. duo muse. multi-verse/ship & OC friendly. 10+ yrs exp.

rules page / alex info (full bio under co.) + more rules in pinned!

[summersbond]

the way i wanna be here but i just wanna write buffy rn …,,,,,,

[summersbond]

please like this post if you would like some memes from me!

[summersbond]

MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!

[drwlf]

I NOTICE THE AWKWARD HAND GESTURES AND, INSTEAD OF OFFERING MY OWN, I SIMPLY NOD.

Not that the grime would’ve been an issue, since I’m wearing riding gloves anyway, but I get it. It’s just an attempt at a polite greeting that is not really needed.

Securing the bike with a kick on the kickstand and removing my helmet, I swing my leg over and stand, moving closer to look under the hood myself. There’s not much to see at first glance, but the issue could be due to any number of factors.

"The battery could be the problem, yes. But sometimes it’s not the battery itself that’s dead, but the starter that short-circuited."

Electrical issues can be tricky to diagnose on the side of the road, but there are often usual suspects involved. Straightening up, I turn back to him.

"Do you have jumper cables? We could try to jump-start it. I’ve got the bike already--it’s worth a shot."

[summersbond]

Alex rounds the car and opens the trunk, finding an old t-shirt he can use to wipe the grime and grease off his hands, sighing exasperatedly as he does so. he begins searching the floor for those jump cables he swore were just there. “You clearly know more than I do, then.” Finally, his hand found them, slinking out from the space of the trunk his other hand was dragging a little cooler along with it.

“Well, I already called the service so..” He offered the cables to the man, but with a shrug. “We could just sit and have a beer instead, you got somewhere else to be?”

[summersbond]

please like this post if you would like some memes from me!

[summersbond]

ALL ROADS IN MY MIND TAKE ME BACK IN MY MIND

mutuals-only. duo muse. multi-verse/ship & OC friendly. 10+ yrs exp.

rules page / alex info (full bio under co.) + more rules in pinned!

[pinnedwings]

i think i am officially taking a break for a few days i went a whole month after my worst nightmare happened to me still being active on here…. now it is time for me to clean my room and properly take care of myself like i have been tbh neglecting. so pls be patient with me i’ll be back in a few days hopefully with replies for all you lovely people waiting on me <3 blowing kisses to u all

oh if anyone wants my d.cord in the meantime even though im just as slow to reply on there — you can dm me ill freely give it if anyone wants to chat or plot

[summersbond]

ALL ROADS IN MY MIND TAKE ME BACK IN MY MIND

mutuals-only. duo muse. multi-verse/ship & OC friendly. 10+ yrs exp.

rules page / alex info (full bio under co.) + more rules in pinned!

[busyw0man]

⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆   𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞  𝐨𝐟  𝐲𝐨𝐮

𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 - send  ‘reverse’ for the sender and  receiver to  swap.  adjust wording as needed!

[  fever  ]  sender  presses  the  back  of  their  hand  to  receiver’s  forehead,  brows  knitting  with  quiet  concern

[  medicine  ]  sender  sets  alarms  on  their  phone  just  to  make  sure  receiver  doesn’t  miss  a  dose

[  blanket  ]  sender  layers  blankets  over  receiver,  adjusting  them  until  they’re  just  right

[  soup  ]  sender  blows  gently  on  a  spoonful  of  soup  before  offering  it  to  receiver

[  water  ]  sender  holds  the  glass  steady,  murmuring  encouragement  until  receiver  takes  a  sip

[  hair  brush  ]  sender  carefully  brushes  receiver’s  hair  back,  slow  and  soothing

[  ice  pack  ]  sender  wraps  an  ice  pack  in  a  towel  and  presses  it  gently  where  it  hurts

[  temperature  ]  sender  wakes  up  in  the  middle  of  the  night  just  to  check  if  receiver’s  still  warm

[  pill  ]  sender  places  medicine  in  receiver’s  palm  and  waits  until  they  swallow  it

[  quiet  room  ]  sender  dims  the  lights  and  turns  everything  down  low  so  receiver  can  rest

[  slow  ]  sender  stays  at  receiver’s  pace,  arm  ready  in  case  they  stumble

[  bandage  ]  sender  changes  the  bandages  carefully,  apologizing  even  when  it  doesn’t  hurt

[  lap  ]  sender  lets  receiver  rest  their  head  in  their  lap  while  they  stroke  their  hair

[  night  watch  ]  sender  refuses  to  sleep  deeply,  listening  for  every  shift  or  breath

[  warm  cloth  ]  sender  presses  a  cool  cloth  to  receiver’s  neck  or  wrist

[  cough  ]  sender  rubs  slow  circles  between  receiver’s  shoulders  through  every  coughing  fit

[  carried  ]  sender  helps  receiver  move,  taking  more  weight  than  they  should  without  complaint

[  pain  ]  sender  distracts  receiver  with  quiet  stories  or  memories  until  the  pain  dulls

[  soft  voice  ]  sender  speaks  more  gently  than  usual,  like  anything  louder  might  hurt

[  held  ]  sender  sits  behind  receiver,  arms  around  them  so  they  don’t  have  to  hold  themselves  up

[  protective  ]  sender  stays  curled  close  even  after  receiver  falls  asleep

[  food   ]  sender  convinces  receiver  to  eat  “just  a  little  more”  with  a  smile

[  stay  still  ]  sender  gently  stops  receiver  from  pushing  themselves  too  hard

𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

❝  hey.  i’ve  got  you.  ❞

❝  don’t  rush.  we’re  not  going  anywhere.  ❞

❝  let  me  do  it  for  you,  okay?  ❞

❝  i  know  it  hurts.  i’m  right  here.  ❞

❝  you’re  allowed  to  rest.  i  promise.  ❞

❝  just  focus  on  breathing.  i’ll  handle  the  rest.  ❞

❝  you  don’t  have  to  be  strong  right  now.  ❞

❝  tell  me  where  it  hurts.  i’ll  be  careful.  ❞

❝  i’m  not  leaving  until  you  feel  better.  ❞

❝  i’ll  stay  up  with  you  if  i  need  to.  ❞

❝  it’s  okay  to  lean  on  me.  ❞

❝  shh…  you’re  safe.  ❞

❝  i’ve  got  time.  all  of  it’s  yours.  ❞

❝  you  don’t  have  to  say  thank  you.  ❞

❝  let  me  take  care  of  you.  ❞ 

❝  you’re  doing  really  well.  ❞

❝  i’m  right  here.  breathe  with  me.  ❞

❝  don’t  apologize.  this  is  what  i’m  here  for.  ❞

❝  rest.  i’ll  wake  you  if  you  need  anything.  ❞

❝  even  like  this,  you’re  still  my  favorite  person.  ❞