mudai

I want to teach you a lesson.           In the worst kind of way. [ demon!dirk strider rp blog. potentially nsfw. ] m!a: none.

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indefinite hiatus

[praevians]

> Indulging in your more selfish side was something you simply weren’t taught to do. You were trained to be a good soldier and messenger of God. And you were, even if you are dating a demon. You were sure you’d be forgiven for this… probably. You didn’t mind having people talk to your or entertain you, it’s just that you’re a simple person with simple needs. So if it was just his company, you wouldn’t mind that. In fact, you’d love spending more time with him. “And you succeed.” >With your wings folded back as far as they could, you rested against him, smiling into his kiss while humming lightly. “Are you cold?”

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[ You'd try and get him to at least once, hm. Though you would have previously done so just to spite him, this time it was to try and make him happier. If you couldn't always be near him he still deserved to be happy and have a nice time. ]

"Good."

[ You smile back at him and give him a few small kisses. ]

"A little."

[praevians]

> You were fine with that though. At least Dirk was willing to keep you company. You’re not sure why, but he was! And that made you happy. So if he wasn’t there, you wouldn’t be so lonely. But you couldn’t be greedy either. An angel must be modest, after all. But you really can’t help the desire to just stay with him. It’s all you wanted to do lately.  “Such a kind demon you are. And a wonderful boyfriend.” > Your cheeks are brimming with a rose hue as your lips curved into an innocent smile. And once again, your lips find their way to his, a slower and somewhat more passionate kiss being given.

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[ Modesty was no reason to allow himself to be lonely, not in your mind anyway. You'd rather him be a little selfish and get people to entertain him if he ever did feel alone. If he didn't want to, you'd just have to spend more time with him. That was a nice plan. ]

"I try."

[ You laugh a little bit holding him closer with your free hand and pressing into the kiss, closing your eyes as you do so. ]

[praevians]

> To be frank, you were lonely without him. You don’t talk to many people on Tumblr and Dirk is really the only person you talk to in general, so you’re lonely without him. But at the same time, you were growing fond of his presence, it was so very, very lovely. You wanted to lay in bed with him for hours and kiss him and be held by him and just talk for hours about anything, even if they were small. Strange? “I’m so happy! I promise you that I’ll be a good host.” > Your arm falls, searching for one of his, lightly prodding one of his hands with your own, nudging them together.

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[ He really should talk to more people, maybe that was something you could get him to do. It'd be a nice thing to try, wouldn't it? And then he wouldn't be so lonely without you. Not that you wanted him to be without you at all, spending time with him was definitely your favourite thing to do. Just being around him. ]

"You always are."

[ You smile and rest your head against his, squeezing his hand gently in your own. ]

[praevians]

> You couldn’t really even begin doing something malicious. When have you ever been that angry? Despite how much of an ass you can be when you want to, you’re generally a nice person. Which makes one wonder how you ended up dating a demon in the first place. But… you like him. Even if he is what you’re supposed to hate, you like him and like having him around. So odd. “So can I ask you to sleep over with me this time?” > You were nervous now, but you you kept your lips lightly pressed against his. You scooted closer.

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[ You're not sure why he asked, right now you would do almost anything he wanted to. And if it was to spend time with him? You'd be more than willing to do that anyway. You didn't have anywhere else to go right now and wouldn't rather be anywhere else but here with him. ]

"Yes, I'll sleep over."

[ You kiss him again, enjoying simply being close to him. ]

[praevians]

> You were hoping you could try and change him from his ways. You wanted to make him a good person so badly because not all demons had to fall prey to their basic instincts. You were hopeful that you could do it. It may take a long time, but you think it’d be worth it. You didn’t want to have to break up with him because of how different you two were. You were sure that with some effort, you two could meet each other halfway.  > You give him a hug, staying there for a moment. “Whatever I have to do to get some time with you.” > You lean in again, delivering a sweet kiss to his lips, staying still for a few moments. Mhmm kisses.

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[ That was looking a little unlikely, especially when you'd been doing the same things for so many years. Right now though you were... a little willing to try and change somewhat. It would make him happier, wouldn't it? And you wouldn't end up feeling this guilty. ]

"You can spend time with me whenever you want."

[ You press into his kiss happily, only moderately concerned that you could  hear your heart beating at the action. ]

[praevians]

> The scent of blood is something you take note of, initially making sure it’s not his blood. But you’re not surprised really. He is a demon. You were just glad you didn’t have to witness anything gruesome. You’d be so disappointed in him. > You’re unaware of his sudden change though as he appeared normal as ever. When he gave you the offer, you smile and took the spot to his right, leaning in to kiss his cheek softly. “Don’t mind if I do?”

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[ You were a little worried about what his reaction would be, would he be disappointed in you once he came in? There was really no avoiding the fact he'd be against whatever you do, he was an angel and there was no changing that. It was a little sickening to be worried about that, you shouldn't have to care about what anyone thought about you.

When he sits next to you there's a brief pause, then you wrap your arms around his waist and kiss his cheek in return. ]

"Thanks."

[praevians]

> And with that, you shift out of bed and saunter off the bathroom, rasping your knuckles against the door before peaking your head in.  “Room for one more?”

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[ You're sat in the bathtub, legs hung over the edge. A while ago you discarded your bloody shirt, throwing it across the room from your position, not moving since.

This anon was out to get you, you were sure of it. It was proved by the odd sensation in your chest when you catch sight of him. ]

"Feel free to join me."

[praevians]

well then i’ll come right in and maybe some kisses will make you feel better?

[sumoki-blog]

Ah, maybe. Okay.

[praevians]

you sure? if you’re not well, i can try and help the best i can.

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I'm fine. You can come in if you want, but there's nothing to help with.

[praevians]

well i do. are you alright in there? do you need me to come in?

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Okay. Of course I'm okay, I'm just sat here. It's fine.

[praevians]

why wouldn’t i want to talk to you? then come see me! where are you?

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I'm not sure. I'm in your bathroom. I probably shouldn't.

[praevians]

but i want to talk to you, so i can’t.  are you still in my apartment?

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You do? ...Yeah.

[praevians]

am i no longer allowed to log in?

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No. Stop logging in immediately.

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praevians replied to your post: I need to go bury myself alive for a week.

why?

Oh you would look at tumblr now.

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I need to go bury myself alive for a week.

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love: praevians for a week.

Oh.