My Sacrifice- Bakugou Katsuki
A/N: wrote this on an impulse at 1am, so I’m sorry if it sucks.
You and Bakugou had been friends since you were kids and Though you hadn’t seen him in a couple of months, due to him being busy with his pro hero work. You knew he was always there whenever you needed him. So when you show up at his doorstep with a tear stained face from all the ugly crying you’d done on the way over, he’s more than just surprised. He pulls you inside without a word and you’re met with and confused to see 4 other people there. You hiccup an apology telling him you’d come back at a different time, but he hushes you and ushers you to sit on the couch where you’re surrounded by 4 very intimidating heroes.
“It’s okay y/n these are my friends from UA” “it’s nice to meet you” you mumble, it’s obvious you just ruined the mood of the fun night they must’ve been having. “Katsuki-kun can we-“ you gesture towards his room and once he nods you walk over. He doesn’t follow you just yet, just looks to his friends and says, “if we’re not out in the next 5 minutes, leave” and then walks to meet you in the room. Your face is full of shame, sitting uncomfortably upright on his bed, “I don’t want to interrupt your night, I can just go and come back tomorrow” “No idiot you’re gonna stay here with me tonight” “look I’m tired so maybe I’ll just crash in here and you can go have fun with your friends” but Katsuki sees the look in your eyes, he knows better than to leave you alone in this state. “What happened tonight ?” Three words, three words was all it took for you to break down once again. Your chest tightens, and the air in your lungs catches in your throat as you let out a pained choked sob. Your eyes glaze over and you start to cry. Your cry is loud and desperate to be heard. Once you start to release body trembling sobs, you go into a panic and you can’t catch your breath, you begin gasping for air while you sob. You’re trying to tell Him what happened but all that’s leaving your mouth is ‘I’ and ‘he’ and ‘lied’. Katsuki hugs you tight against him just as your knees give out, dropping your deadweight into his strong arms.
With the way you were crying the 4 heroes, assumed someone had died, and in a way someone had died, your spirit, your will to love, you. The remaining contents of your heart can be heard cracking through the heart wrenching cries that leave your mouth. Katsuki cradles you in one arm softly rocking you back and forth as he’s done for you many times before. His red eyes are filled with worry, he’s seen you cry plenty of times but never like this. This is the kind of cry he heard only from those he’s saved or from families of those who hadn’t been saved. The cry that’s reserved for only the most intense of pains, and it breaks his heart to hear you cry this way. He wonders, what could possibly have happened to make you feel this way? And at that thought his body tenses as anger fills his veins, wanting nothing more than to crush whatever it was that hurt you so badly. He tries to remain calm and comfort you, and thankfully after a while your cries calm down. You’re able to speak now but only the phrase “I’m sorry I lied” is falling from your mouth. It begins to sound like a chant, all you can say in the steady rhythm katsuki rocks you in.
“Why are you sorry?” Worry and fear lace his voice, and he’s praying in his head that you’re not talking about what he’s thinking, anything but that. “Hey, whatever it is it’ll be okay” “don’t hate me” he sighs “you didn’t” “I’m sorry, idk how it happened, it was supposed to be different this time!” You cry again, “don’t be mad” “y/n you’re better than this, why do you keep going back? I thought we had moved on from this” “I seen him at a coffee shop, we ended up sitting together and catching up, he seemed like he really got it together and idk one thing led to another and we decided to try again” “why didn’t you tell me?” “You’re always so busy and I knew you’d be mad at me” “damn right I’m mad, last time he left it took forever to get you back to normal. Do you know how hard that is for me?” He was being a little harsh but he had to, you’re so stubborn and he didn’t want to walk on eggshells like the last time you cried over that loser. Your eyes are wide and they well up with more tears, “I’m sorry I’m such a fucking burden to you, I’ll go somewhere else” “hey!” His voice is stern, “I didn’t call you a fucking burden, but don’t you know how much it breaks my heart to see you so hurt like this? And you won’t even let me go fuck the loser up!” Again you cry, and he wonders how you haven’t run out of tears, “katsu it’s different this time, he didn’t leave me, I left him” “okay.. then what’s the problem?” “I’m pregnant”
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