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My dad had once told me it would be abnormal to be normal after all you’d been through and I’ve been looking at life differently ever since

-𝘢𝘺𝘢 //𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘹𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘱𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘳𝘢𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘴𝘦

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hello guys! quick tanong. if from Pasay going La Union tapos Partas ang sasakyan, every hour ba ang byahe ?? OR kung PITX kaya??

initially napag usapan na namin ito ng friend ko na pupuntahan namin doon for her wedding.

sabi niya, if Pasay to La Union may oras tlga pero kung Pasay to Ilocos- EVERY HOUR. so pwede na going to Ilocos ang sakyan then baba ng La Union. kaso upon checking ngayon, wala kami makita eh 4 AM na byahe sa Friday ang balak namin. di na sya ma ask now ksi resting na si bride, pero sana ma seen pa din nya mga chat namin sa GC huhu. HAHAHA sabi ko baka outdated na yung alam nya??

*still trying to check other infos pero kung may alam kayo pa tulong naman. thank you!!

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messages I recieved from two "my" BR (biochem researcher) bbys from Samar.

warms my heart to be appreciated like this ng mga staffs that I handle. sila, both the field and laboratory/office staffs, nalang nag lilift ng spirits ko sa pagttrabaho dito. Its like I want to say na wala na akong pake kung di ako seen ng bosses ko (but fck need nilang mas taasan sahod ko).

just wanna drop this here kasi anxiety so much last friday dahil sa arrangements I am coordinating, re: cargo ng supplies papunta sa field at freight ng samples from the field to our home office.

separate situations yung dalawang messages and yung isa (nasa upper left) lang ang may kinalaman sa recent "arrangements" but both is nasa context na yung BR staffs are having some problem/ misunderstanding with their team leaders.

also, eto yun eh. kaya dapat mas mataas sahod/position ng apat (magiging lima) na designated as project coordinators. WE HANDLE PEOPLE, hindi lang sarili naming trabaho ang dinadala namin, kundi trabaho ng staffs assigned sa amin. In my case, lima (magiging walo) na BR/medtechs, in addition sa full teams namin each, with 10-14 staffs. Anjan pa yung concerns and issues nila. minsan kahit weekend, kailangan ko mag serve as some kind of a "counselor".

for me, duty ko na pangalagaan yung medtechs pero hindi ako pwede maging bias kung nagkaka conflict sila with other staffs especially their TLs. I have to find the right balance with everything and everyone para hindi mag worsen yung situation. Ang bigat na trabaho non.

welcome to my TED Talk. chareng.

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litol guy is evrywhere

Halloween 2024

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01 Oct 2024

dedicated photoset for this lambing bby!! 🥹

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01 Oct 2024

some alone time after "that" rejection email

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RIP sa magazine collection ko at mga collage na hindi nasimulan o natapos gawin. minsan naalala ko pa din kayo. 🥲

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nahila at nalibre @ Opus Mall

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"..reacting as you are expected, to instead how you feel inside."

or something like that,

sharing this part of a reel I just watched on FB kasi speaks of how the last few weeks were for me. especially after talking to one of my bosses.

yung night before yung discussion, I made a "script" ng mga bagay na gusto kong malaman nya. habang tina-type yun I was feeling a lot of frustration na feeling ko maluluha ako habang kausap sya. i was even worried to spill things na I know could be out of the line not only professionally, pero personally. like I know I am not "that" person pero kung ano man masasabi ko, totoo syang nangyayare.

pero hindi. sabi ko na nga lang sa mga napagkwntuhan ko after ng pag uusap, at least I got my point across: 1. bawasan nila trabaho ko, 2. dagdagan nila sahod ko (naming 4 coors)

how it turned out that way isnt really new to me. lahat ng shits na pinag daanan ko, even that one with my ex who sucked the life (and money) out of me, kapag kinwento ko even nung fresh pa, you wouldn't know how my world was falling apart.

anyway, di na ako mag sabi na ikwento ko here kung ano mga sinabi ko sa boss ko. siguro if I would, sisimulan ko muna sa events that triggered this. mejo context na yung work post from first week of october.

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gusto ko lang ishare kasi HAHAHA bago talaga ito, like as far as i remember never ko pa nadinig from anyone.

so may new staff kami. kanina sabi sa akin ni Ate R ang sabi daw sa kanya kamuka ko si Angel Locsin HAHAHA

ehh yung bagets hindi rin mahiyain, pag pasok nya ng office sabi "mam charm, may kamukha ka po", kunware di ko pa alam kasi na caught off guard din ako na sasabihin pa nya sa akin so tinanong ko kung sino. sabi nya "si angel locsin po"

HAHAHAHAHA. di ko alam san banda pero bigla ko naalala I have this HS friend na mula freshman year (transferee ako), dami nag cocomment na may hawig kami. eh sya parang sinasabihan (or sabi nya) na hawig ni (niya si) angel locsin. *pero for her, yung ate niya ang kahawig ko for the fairer complexion at fashion sense.

HAHAHAHAHA. yun lang byee.

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last sunday.

late 1st birthday celeb ng 2 bbys namin. so cute noooh?? 🥹

Months ago sabi niya mag Jabi foodtrip kami, so naisip ko itapat nalang sa bday celeb ng kids. mejo nag cost cut kami kaya di namin tinodo yung orig plan ng foodtrip. then bought muffins and ice cream sa Landers.

"I" gave them to me after my Elyu vacay with friends. parang first time ko mabigyan ng stuffed toys ng SO. 💗

love them bbys.

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mula monday at lumabas results, napapa tanong na ako sa sarili ko kung ego ko lang ba ito at feeling entitled ako as pinaka senior kaya disappointed na hindi ako yung napili for either position. in the first place mejo napilitan (with the boss' encouragement) lang din naman ako applyan yun kasi yun na ang best opportunity na meron ako rn at para sa parents, lalo sa mom ko.

kanina, i opened this up sa GC. sabi ni Rem hindi yon ego. nasasaktan ako ksi alam ko na mas deserving ako at yun din tingin ng mga mismong nakaka kita kung paano ako magtrabaho.

also, mas extreme pa ata reax nila nung monday kesa sa akin. saktong confused lang ako non Hahhaa

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The Palestinian (1977)

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last minute MIBF with I last sunday, interested ako mag ikot lang and really have no plans to buy books bilang "book admirer" lang naman ako. at meron akong mga di na natapos o nasimulan man lang basahin.

I just also wanted to show some support sa officemate na si Tiffany, yung zine lang talaga nya ang target ko bilhin kaso hindi na kami nag kita doon at yung last copy ay nsa kanya kaya sa office nalang kami nag abutan.

she also gave me a copy ng another zine nya. or baka yung binayad ko is for 2 na?? HAHAHA idk bsta ang alam ko kasi isang zine lang nya yung nasa booth and yun ang plan ko bilhin tas pagka open ko ng paper bag may signed copy na nya both. 🥹🥹

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GUYS GUYS GUYS‼️‼️‼️

This is Mohammad and his family! He has a three children, Mira, Bakr, and Maria (and they’re all adorable) And they need help getting out of Gaza. Their home was severely damaged, and there’s no electricity, no education, no healthcare, etc. They need 40,000$, but as of me taking this screenshot above, they only have 85 of that total.

So I’m sharing this post and asking my mutual and my friends to donate!!!!!!! Or if you don’t have the money PLEASE PLEASE REBLOG AND SHARE!!!!!

Here’s the link!

Donate to Help Mohammed's Family From Gaza Rebuild Their Lives, organized by Mohammed Abu Swierh

My name is Mohammad Salem Abu Swierh, a husband and father of… Mohammed Abu Swierh needs your support for Help Mohammed's Family From Gaza R

(The character in the photo is named Atlanta, a Splatoon oc of mine. She stands with Palestine, as should you!)

(This is Mohammad’s tumblr account @mohammedswierh Let me know if I forgot anything in this post that you would like me to add!)