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dillydallydarlingz-deactivated2

excuse me... miss? you forgot this. *reaches straight into my rib cage and extracts my entire bleeding heart*

#gore #blood #body horror #this is still my vibe @ my loved ones

its just me. screaming internally. it's fine. i'm fine.

weltenwellen

Kaveh Akbar, from “Personal Inventory: Fearless (Temporis Fila)”, Calling a Wolf a Wolf

i am baring myself whole and raw. once again. scared, excited.

also probably a big adjustment from a couple sleepovers a week to being present this week fully. weird slowing down. all gonna catch up to me.

definitely been in a weird happy little bubble as i call it. weird as in postpartum anxieties hit weird. weird as the adjustment period is weird.

#mental health

settling into something new. new purpose. new life. our child. as you remind me because i thank you for every little thing you do. sounds silly. sounds trite. but i appreciate you taking the time this last week to be present and a present partner + parent.

#ooc

lucidloving

@roach-works // Melissa Broder, "Problem Area" // Mary Oliver, "The Return" // @annavonsyfert // Koyoharu Gotouge, Demon Slayer // Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance // David Levithan, How They Met and Other Stories // Tennessee Williams, Notebooks

i'm grateful all the time. i'm sexy, and i'm kind. i'm pretty when I cry.

i am light as a feather, i'm as stiff as a board. i pay attention to things that most people ignore. and i'm alright with the movies that make jokes 'bout senseless cruelty, that's for sure. and i am built like a mother and a total machine. i feel for your every little issue, i know just what you mean. and i make light of the darkness. i've got sun in my motherfuckin' pocket, best believe.