hi! this post is a bit long but at the end youāll find prompts and requests that you are free to use if youāre a writing blog :).
hi there!! if youāre reading this, i hope youāre doing well and staying safe. i just wanted to say that iām leaving this blog and iām not sure if iāll ever come back. the years iāve spent being a harrie have been great and itās been a crazy amount of time! pretty much since the x factor! however, for a long time itās also felt like iāve been forcing myself to be a fan of harryās. iāve put so much energy into being a fan of his that it hasnāt been fun for me in a while and neither has writing fanfiction, which is what this blog is mainly for. itās felt very difficult to sit down and write a fantasy about somebody who i might not even like anymore and in hindsight it seems a little dumb, but i did stress over writing all the time. this isnāt really about anybody iāve interacted with on tumblr because youāre all lovely but sometimes it feels as though harries donāt treat him like heās a human being and instead like heās a god. me, included. even though i know we joke about harry being the only man weād let degrade us or destroy our lives or whatever, he is still a person at the end of the day! it took me a very long time to realize that and thinking of him as otherworldly or completely perfect was my way of thinking for a while and i think it was pretty damaging. the fact that so many people would literally die for him is sad because unfortunately, none of us are going to be on hisĀ ālevelā, so to speak. we donāt know him personally and chances are we arenāt ever going to. ahhhh please donāt be mad at me for saying this, itās just something iāve realized i need to change about myself and i think itās something we should all consider about everyone we are fans of.Ā
anyway, the time and energy iāve spent on something so ridiculous is exponential and i really feel like itās time to put it in the past. iām dedicating this year to self-growth and part of that is learning how to be my own person. feeling like i have to be interested in something or someone in order to be normal has been a common theme in my life and harry has been that someone for as long as i can remember. this isnāt his fault of course but iām getting older and i donāt want to think of this time in my life as the era that i was obsessed with harry styles. instead, i want to form memories and real life experiences instead of using fanfiction as a way to cope with all of the things that i canāt handle in my life. it worked for a while but at this point iāve been reading it and writing it for so long that it feels like iām living inside my head, like iāve become dependent on it (obviously this is very bad lolol). so, long story short, i will be leaving this blog because it just isnāt good for me anymore. thank you to everyone who has requested things for me to write and anyone who has interacted with my writing. sorry i couldnāt get through them :(. iād also like to thank everyone i met through this blog because youāre all such amazing people and you deserve the world. i will leave my writing up but the sentiment still applies- iāve worked very hard on everything iāve written so please donāt repost any of it without crediting me, thank you.
below are requests i couldnāt get to and prompts(?)/works that i never got to finish. feel free to use them if you want and tag me in them bc iād love to see how you write them :)
1. paperboy harry!
i think the direction i wanted this to go in was kind of like a 40ā²s au? or just a long long time ago. not sure why i had this started seeing as i already have harry as a paperboy in a story of mine but go off ig
2. vampire harry!
i had a specific plot i wanted where harry was in a car wreck because of a vampire who ended up biting him in like an alleyway. reader saves him and is a vampire herself! she nurses him back to health n teaches him how to be a vamp with various shenanigans along the way
3. hospital au?
this one iām not too sure about but if youāve seen the red band society youād sort of know the direction i was going with this. thereās kind of an in-between for people in the hospital who are fighting death or going into surgery and in that in-between is a boy who has been in a coma for a long time. i pictured this as being angsty and for harry to be the boy who guides people in certain directions but he ends up falling for the reader while sheās there
4. ghost au!
self explanatory but i pictured harry as the ghost who kind of just wants a friend lol
5. tea au?
this would probably be pretty short, i just thought it was cute! reader has different kinds of tea all the time and itās a surprise each time he kisses herĀ
6. strawberry farm au?
reader has a strawberry farm LMAO maybe harry buys them from her or itās another vampire au, who knows!
7. threesome
most likely has been done b4 but a threesome w 2 guys and the reader where the guy is inside harry while he is inside the reader
8. chocolate by the 1975
a fic based on that song! it would probably be from harryās povĀ
9. space au?
hmm i think i probably saw something that inspired this but all it says isĀ āharry sends letters to spaceā so iām assuming itās an au where he just decided to send letters to space out of boredom or something and mayhaps alien reader finds one?
10. assassin au!
harry is an assassin and in my draft itās super vague? and almost seems like heās stalking the reader? it could go in any direction really but iām assuming the reader is dating him and doesnāt know heās an assassin
11. chapstick
very similar to the tea one! just w the reader wearing diff chapsticks all the time
12. shower
this is inspired by something i read on wattpad a long time ago and iāve tried finding it but i think it mightāve been deleted. the reader flicks da bean all the time in the shower and is really loud about it, harry is distracted and confronts her
13. dang ANOTHER threesome
but this time harry is on a date with a girl and theyāre at a bar- the girl is looking around, sees the reader and thinks sheās gorg and they end up having a threesome
14. photography au!
harry is a photographer who somehow ends up taking pictures of the reader. in my draft the reader asks him to delete the ones that are ugly but he keeps them all hehe
15. scrapbook au
similar to the last one, harry takes pictures of the reader a lot but itās not bc heās a photographer, he just thinks sheās pretty n wants to scrapbook. twist is that he has TWO scrapbooks- one of innocent pics and one thatās lustier (consensual ofc)
16. habits of my heart by jaymes young
self explanatory, angsty
17. roommate au?
this is for some reason also an assassin au? but theyāre roommates and reader doesnāt know what he does. theyāre bffs, mutual pining
18. donāt forget about me by clove
wow another song fic, big surprise
19. puppyy
harry gets a puppy who hates him :( but the puppy loves the reader!
20. mall au
lol this one is kind of dumb idk why i thought of it but harry is one of those kiosk people at the mall who sells perfume! dunno!
21. condoms
reader works at gas station, harry buys huge condoms
22. poetry
either person reads erotic poetry while touching the other
23. magic au
one of them makes a love potion, kind of dark? like making the other fall in love with them idk it could be an accident though
24. private chef
the reader is a private chef! thatās all iāve got!
25. message board
this is inspired by..... the sims lmaooo you can pin messages to the message board in your apartment building and i thought itād be cute if the reader and harry lived in the same building and he leaves notes on the board and she doesnāt know theyāre for her! she always thinks theyāre cute though
26. raisin theory
inspired by new girl! specifically a comment i saw in like a compilation? video of new girl on yt
i thought itād be cute for harry to be that person
āI think if you get something that you feel amazing in, itās like a superhero outfit. Clothes are there to have fun with and experiment with and play with. Whatās really exciting is that all of these lines are just kind of crumbling away. When you take away āThereās clothes for men and thereās clothes for women,ā once you remove any barriers, obviously you open up the arena in which you can play. Iāll go in shops sometimes, and I just find myself looking at the womenās clothes thinking theyāre amazing. Itās like anythingāanytime youāre putting barriers up in your own life, youāre just limiting yourself. Thereās so much joy to be had in playing with clothes. Iāve never really thought too much about what it meansāit just becomes this extended part of creating something.ā
Harry Styles for Vogue, December 2020
Photography by Tyler Mitchell
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