cherry₊˚⊹♡

“𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑒 / 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑖’𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑” — 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒑, 𝒓𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒐𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅

[sunflowerwinds]

hi angels! ⋆˚✿˖°

cherry.

21.

lesbian.

writing is the only thing that drives me both insane and makes me happy. former username — @astroph1les

my ao3

writing for ellie williams & abby anderson from tlou2, violet, sevika & caitlyn kiramman from arcane: league of legends, mizu from blue eye samurai (requests are open <3 !)

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[sunflowerwinds]

when’ll you post the next chapter of the mizu fic? 😛

hi nonnie :D!!! i know it’s been a long time since i’ve been on this account/updated but

i believe i should have the next chapter out next week, hopefully by the weekend :)

if anyone is wanting to follow my twitter which is where i’ll be posting updates for a majority of my works, you can here!

thank you guys for still supporting me and works. it means more than you’ll ever know xx

[sunflowerwinds]

to all my wonderful blue eye samurai angels,

i am writing and posting a mizu series on ao3!

if you guys are interested, the first chapter will be up this friday! my username is astrophiles on ao3 and i will be linking it on my pinned post!

i am incredibly excited to share this with you guys! thank you angels muah muah muah!

[sunflowerwinds]

this part is up now!

i love you guys <3

i hope you enjoy!

[sunflowerwinds]

inviting my angels to also request oneshot ideas for any of my characters

smut, fluff, angst, EVERYTHING!

[lost-in-eriador]

in 2026, remember how GOOD writing feels. remember how satsfying it is to get your characters to the point you have been dying to get to, where they will experience the love, fear, relief or whatever the feeling you want to bring to life may be. let this year be the year of writing, prgress and of satisfactory endings.

[sunflowerwinds]

to all my wonderful blue eye samurai angels,

i am writing and posting a mizu series on ao3!

if you guys are interested, the first chapter will be up this friday! my username is astrophiles on ao3 and i will be linking it on my pinned post!

i am incredibly excited to share this with you guys! thank you angels muah muah muah!

[sunflowerwinds]

hiiii, your work is so awesome and ive wanted to resquest something for a while so here it goes....sevika with a slightly deranged reader, please?! sometimes i just wanna see something different😞 but if you don't feel okay writing this, i totally understand ♡

i had gotten this request before i closed my inbox and i wanted to ask THE DYKE PUBLIC, to you all, if this means like harley quinn esque reader? because that’s what i’m envisioning!

like COULD BE A FUN TIME! lmk if that’s something you all would want!

[sunflowerwinds]

scrolling through my posts and finding this….

i’m wondering if this would still be wanted.

[sunflowerwinds]

hi cherryyy how are you?? also may i ask if you're planning to continue the soccer player Vi series?? 👀

hi nonnie!!! im doing pretty good! :) i’m actually not continuing my soccer player vi series! :( it’s a completed work and i don’t really have much else to add to it.

but

i am planning another series for vi because i’m obsessed with her, of course! (and other ideas for other characters!)

keep an eye out ….

[sunflowerwinds]

us

NO LITERALLYYYYYYYYY

[sunflowerwinds]

hi cherry babyyy, i just wanted to say that i hope you’re doing okay and taking care of yourself !! <33

hello nonnie! i have been doing SO MUCH more better recently and i feel like im finally in the best headspace to be able to give you guys more works!

i miss tumblr and writing (you guys, most of all)

[sunflowerwinds]

birds of a feather | s.a

⊹ ࣪ ˖ ꒰ঌ ♡ ໒꒱ ⊹ ࣪ ˖ summary: sevika never thought she would see you again. when she gets put into a universe where she has everything she’s ever wanted, how selfish will she let herself be?

contains: ANGST!!!! i cannot stress it enough, s2 ep7 au!, possible inaccurate timeframe (i have no idea how long ekko is in the au! so i winged it), mentions of character death, fluff, sevika has a big heart, isha mention!, seriously, the angst.

word count: 4.5K

a/n: the first sevika post i make in a YEAR and its pure torture. i love you my sevika gooners but i needed this. MUAH!!! comments and reblogs are appreciated <33 and more thanks to @korn-dawg @valeisaslut @inwithrin & @bambi-luvs for reading this over and making sure it was just enough pain! i love you all and please enjoy!!!!

Sevika couldn't believe Jinx.

Taking in a kid? In her state? God, the girl drove her up the wall but she knew she couldn't try to convince her to not. After everything that blew up with Vi, she knew she couldn't seperate the two.

She stumbled into her own home; the quiet falling over the space with nothing but exhaustion. Every single muscle in her body felt like it had been flatened to a hair strand; barely hanging on. She sucked in a long breath, tossing her cape onto her dresser as she makes eye contact with the slightly cracked mirror.

Her bags are more prominent than they've been her entire career but maybe it's age.

Fuck, my back, she shakes her head at her thought as she arches her upper body for some sort of relief.

The soft stomping of her heavy boots carry her to her bathroom, flicking on the dim yellow light. Twisting on the tap, she takes a scoop full to splash her face in an attmept to wake herself up a bit. The dirt and grime of now taking over Silco's positon; Vander's position.

What am I doing? She stares at her reflection, her eyes following over the lines of fain scarring on her cheek and neck.

This is the position she's putting herself in. A cycle that she's afraid to break because what else does she know?

Then she felt it. A pressure behind her eyes and crawling up to her temples. She grunts at the headache and covers her eyes to pinch at her fatigued eyelids, figuring it was because she probably hadn't eaten all day.

But before she could even step out of her bathroom, the pain tripled and she doubled over to groan into her sink. She gripped onto the porcelain so hard with her mech hand that a small crack spread through the side.

It pierced through her head so intensely she swore her head was going to explode. A ringing flooded through her brain before it went silent again.

She was panting harshly, releasing the cold porcelain as she stands upright. Her eyes are still closed as she continues to rub at the sore skin. Once the aching subdues long enough for her to open them, she's hit with a blinding light.

Not like the yellow dim light of her bathroom but the light of a scorching sun. Her eyes adjust themselves to see that she's… outside? She turns around to see that she's no longer in her apartment but what appears to be a farmer's market.

What the fuck?

Sevika's headache returns as she tries to conceptualize what the hell is going on. Her eyes dart from vendor to vendor, realizing that she's in the Lanes; not the Lanes that she knows but a cleaner, peaceful version.

Did she take too much shimmer again and was having a lucid dream? Is she hallucinating from withdrawals? As she's racking her brain over what is happening to her, she hears something or someone that runs her blood cold.

"Sev?"

No.

"Hey, honey? Are you okay?”

Then a familar grasp touching her inner wrist, fingertips brushing against her pulse. A touch that she hasn't felt in Janna knows how long; so gentle and with nothing but pure intent.

It's not possible.

"Jesus, Sev, you look like you're about to hurl."

Another hand touches her upper bicep to tug her body to face what she's been convincing herself isn't real. You can't be here. The hand that was on her wrist reaches up to touch her face and she flinches.

Hard.

"Vika?"

The way your voice twinges with concern causes an image of your last moments with her to flash through her brain. How shameful she felt to leave you like that.

"I-I'm fine." She manages, still avoiding your face.

It hurts too much.

"Did you wanna go home? We can come back tomorrow if you're feeling sick." You attempt to understand how she's behaving.

Sevika's swallows the lump in her throat and forces herself to look into your eyes. Hot tears prick at her waterline as you somehow look even more beautiful from the last time she saw you.

You look… alive. Like you aren't living off of scraps, like you weren't pushing and fighting anymore. You look healthy and it's aching Sevika's heart.

"Okay, how about we go and get Isha and go home, yeah?" Your hand reaches for hers.

Sevika hesistates, guilt flooding her system. You don't let her think about it too long as you gently intertwine your fingers with hers.

She shuts her eyes to push back the tears.

Just as warm as she remembered.

"Y-Yeah, I think I just need to eat something." She lies as she allows you to practically drag her through the streets.

"Good thing we're going to Vander's. He always keeps your damn jerky sticks there." Your voice is light and teasing as you scrunch your nose up at her. "Plus, Powders got a ton of fruit hidden in her little lair."

Sevika merely nods along, trying to get her scrambled thoughts together. This is all just so confusing. How did she get here?

The second she enters The Last Drop with you, her eyes widen slightly at the brighter and more lively interior. What shocked her the most is seeing Vander right there at the bar and Silco's arm slung over his shoulders as they speak to Benzo.

That conversation ends the second they spot you and Sevika approaching the bar. Vander's eyes light up and Sevika's chest tightens as she remembers the last thing she ever said to Vander.

"You look weak."

"Mrs. and Mrs. Trouble. Good to see you guys around. I hear Powder's got Isha for the day." Vander's eyes crinkle as he dries off a glass.

Sevika's broad figure stands still as she watches you release her hand to give Vander a quick hug over the bar, cheery giggles leaving your mouth.

"Yeah, well, Sev's not feeling so good so we're gonna take her home."

Sevika still hasn't said a word to anyone since she entered the etsbalishment, feeling like a fish out of water. Everything is so… peaceful. She can't believe that this is her reality right now.

"You alright, Sevika?" Vander turns his attention to the silent, dazed woman.

Her grey eyes flicker to the man, nodding curtly before breathing out a weak 'yeah'. His eyes linger on Sevika for a second, obviously wanting to ask more questions but decided to keep his concern to himself.

Her gaze follows across the open, bright area of the new Last Drop, locking on the familiar white haired boy. Her eyes squint for a moment before realizing that he was staring right back.

"There a bug goin' 'round? Ekko's been a bit out of it since this morning. Maybe Sevika's caught the damn thing as well." Benzo's curious tone causes Sevika's head to snap to him.

You hum as your hand caresses her upper shoulders, shrugging to yourself. Is Ekko—?

Another familiar voice immerses from behind the bar before Sevika can finish her thought.

Sevika almost sighs but when she sees the blue haired girl, her eyes soften when she sees Isha standing right next to her. Her small hand holds onto two of Powder's fingers. Her big golden eyes widen and she lets out a squeal of excitement at the sight of you and Sevika.

"You're back early." Powder's lips curl into a small smile as she releases Isha to let her run up to Sevika.

Sevika stares down at her for a moment before kneeling down to pick her up like it was second nature. She blinks at Isha who signs something that she doesn't understand.

"Mama is not feelin' too good, angel. Do you want to come home or stay with Aunt Powder?" Your voice is low and sweet as you rub Isha's small back from her clinging position on Sevika's arm.

Mama.

You two are parents. To Isha.

Isha lifts her head up to stare into Sevika's eyes: gold meeting grey. She can feel her throat tigtehning, overwhelmed by the entirety of the situation and not knowing what to do with herself. She's trying more than ever to keep it together but it feels cruel.

Sevika leans her head to Isha's and presses her lips into her scalp, closing her eyes as she feels Isha's small arms wrap around her neck. Her tired sounds only make Sevika's heart ache even more than it was.

"Yeah, I think it's home time now. We'll catch you guys later then." You speak up for your small family.

Powder curtly nods, raising her hand to wave at you three. She signs a goodbye to Isha as she raises her two fingers to her forehead to wiggle them like a bunny. Isha giggles at the sight over Sevika's shoulder and does it back with the little energy she has left.

Sevika keeps Isha tightly to her with one arm underneath her bottom and her other hand finds yours as you make your way back to her place. Well, hers, yours and Ishas in… whatever place this is. A pocket dimesnion of what could be?

It was a blur of walking before Sevika's standing at the front door, you pulling out the key from your satchel to insert it into the slot. Isha had fallen asleep against her shoulder, arms now limp at her sides from her slumber.

"I think Powder just has her run around in circles until she gives out. She always knocks out the second she gets home." You chuckle as you push the door open to be met with the lovely smell of the candle that had been burning before you left the place.

Sevika hums to show she can at least hear you. Your brows set in a furrow as you shut the door behind you.

"Okay, Sevika, what is going on with you? Do you really have a bug like Ekko because truly, we'd have to go and let everyone know just in case they've been in your vicinity and if it's a bad bug, I don't need people calling us irresponsible parents especially if Isha starts to feel sick and she's been playing with the other kids down the street. I don't want to spread anything and have people calling—"

Sevika reaches forward to grab your shoulders with her two flesh hands that she doesn't even remember having. It's been so long since shes had both of her limbs.

"I'm not sick." Sevika emphasizes as she finds your frantic eyes.

"Maybe not but I know you, Sev. Something's up." You sigh, rubbing your forehead. "We've been together for a damn near decade and you don't think I know when somethings up with you?"

The only person who could ever see right through her bullshit. One of the things Sevika missed most about you. How you never cared about how 'scary' or 'intimidating' Sevika appeared to those around her; you were the only one to call her out when she acted even slightly differently.

"I don't…" Sevika raises her hand to her bridge of her strong nose, pinching at the cartilage in an attempt to suppress her headache. "I don't know what's wrong. It's going to sound—"

"Unbelievable? Weird?" You finish for her, crossing your arms in front of your chest as you stare at her with an unamused expression.

"Sev, I've been through everything with you. Just… talk to me, please. We'll figure out, okay?"

Sevika recognizes that tone. The same one that you had that night. The night she lost you. A mix of concern, frustration and devotion. Her eyes flutter shut for a moment to give herself a reset so she wouldn't burst into tears.

So, she tells you everything she can remember as you guide her to your living room couch. How she thinks someway, somehow she got placed into this universe that isn't her own, how one second she's in her bathroom and the next she's outside. She doesn't mention how you aren't hers.

But you're smart. Fuck, you always were.

"And us? Is this…" You motion to the air around you two, "how we are in your universe?"

Not anymore, her mind echoes. Thanks to me.

"No."

Your brows raise at the vague response but you don't question it any more. Sevika stares down at you, eyes rounding with vulnerability.

"I don't know how or even if I can go back."

You hum as you reach for the necklace that Sevika hadn't seen until now, rubbing your thumb over the ridge of the pendant.

"Well," you clear your throat. "I think we know a few smart kids that could help us. Powder and Ekko are prodigies with this sort of… thing."

Sevika nods slowly, eyes flickering to the necklace as you continued to fidget with it. You notice her silence and look at where her line of vision is locked on, pausing your twiddling.

"You got this for me. For our anniversary two years ago," you smile sweetly as you seem to reminisce on the moment that Sevika wishes she could look back on as well. "Well I guess not you but… the other you?"

Sevika chuckles at your confusion and nods to confirm.

"It's beautiful." She tells you softly.

You agree with a gentle 'yeah' as your eyes meet once again. You smile small at her as you tilt your head to the side, resting on her larger shoulder.

"We'll figure it out, Sev. I promise." You reach for her calloused hand, intertwining your fingers with hers.

Sevika tenses for a moment but relaxes when you rub at the back of her hand with your thumb. Her belief in your words gives her a sense of a comfort; remembering how easy it is when you're around.

"Hey little man! Hey Pow!"

Your voice stretches to the pair who are in his little lair. Sevika is right behind you with Isha hoisted up onto her hip. Her hair is left in its usual manner with a singular gray clip.

"Hey guys." Ekko waves from his standing position at the chalkboard before going back to doing the equation.

It's been almost a month since Sevika's been on this pocket dimension and she strangely is already used to it. She quickly fell into her role as Isha's mother and what this universes Sevika is like. It came so naturally; like maybe this is where she was meant to be all along.

With Isha, with Powder, with you.

It makes sense. So… maybe she could stay.

She didn't know how to bring it up. You've been so caught up with the kids participating in the Innovators Competition.

She doesn't need you growing another gray hair because of her selfishness.

"Your machine all up and running now 'cause I gotta get Pow ready for tonight." You scold Ekko jokingly as you point at him. "And you should be getting ready too. Mylo and Claggor don't want you guys to be late."

Powder set her own things down, giving Ekko one last look before walking up to you three. She has her bag slung across her body.

Isha wriggles in Sevika's grasp when Powder approaches, practically jumping off of her mother into her aunts' arms. Powder groans dramatically as she holds Isha close, causing Sevika to smile at the sight.

She's too engrossed in the moment to see that Ekko is standing right in front of her now.

"Heimerdinger said this should be good for tonight so," Ekko sighs, too, staring at Powder and Isha giggling amongst one another as you poke at the golden eyed girl. You were probably telling Isha to stop rolling her eyes like her mama.

A smile spreads on her face at the thought.

Sevika merely hums, turning to him slowly and raising a hand to clasp down on his shoulder.

"Thanks, kid. I'll see you tonight then."

Ekko opens his mouth but closes it quickly before nodding curtly. "Yeah. I'll see you, Sevika."

His eyes held something… regretful but he didn't utter what his mind had been thinking about. Sevika didn't push either because she's sure her eyes reflected his own.

After leaving the secluded lair, the four girls made a little salon at your and Sevika's place. Powder's getting her makeup and hair done by you, Isha being your sous-hairstylist by handing you the tools needed and watching intently.

And, well, Sevika makes a quick lunch for everyone, zoning out as she stirs the potato soup. Today is really it.

She'll leave. She'll go back to the world where she had to pick your beaten to a pulp body up from the ground in the alleyway behind the Last Drop, stupidly thinking that she could save you in time. She remembers how Singed told her there was no possible way the damage could be reversed; that you had lost too much blood. She'll see your gravestone again with a reminder of how soon she had failed you.

What kills her the most is how she could've stoped it. The chembarons decided to take you the second Sevika was vulnerable; too swept up in Silco's plan to avenge Zaun from Piltover. You had gotten into an argument with her just an hour before.

You had begged her to please stop this. She should've listened. She—

"Sev, are you done with the soup?" Your voice calls from the living room, snapping her out of her dooming daze.

Sevika shakes her head at herself, feeling more ridiculous than ever. She brings over the tray of bowls, trying not to let herself tear up at the sight of the different sizes for each member of your family.

You're touching up Powders hair when she walks into the living room, cracking a forced grin as she sets the tray down on the coffee table. Isha reaches for her bowl but you put your foot out to stop her.

"Hey. Wash your hands first, please." You remind your daughter.

Isha huffs before scurrying to the kitchen. Sevika chuckles before folding her arms and staring at your concentrated face as you glide the straightener through Powders strands. You haven't looked at her since she came over with the food.

Were you two avoiding a 'goodbye' or plotting for her to stay? She didn't want to ask or pry. What would be the point? At the end of all this, you'd still have a 'her'. The slowness of getting ready quickly turned into a frenzy as not only did you have to get Powder ready but you had to get yourself done up for the event as well.

Sevika didn't have to do much to get dressed as she, well, won't be staying here for much longer. She winced at her own harsh thought but sucked it up when Isha came to her with a pout, signing 'mama, help, please'.

So, after getting both herself and Isha all ready, you inform Sevika that you and Powder are ready for the event. Powder is adorning a dress in comparison to her casual wear, making her look so much like Felicia it pained her.

Her eyes widen at the sight of you in a delicate dress that she's seen before in her universe; the one that you wore on your very first date. She can't believe that you even have it in this universe and look somehow even more beautiful. She forces her eyes to focus on anything else, not wanting this to hurt more than it already does.

The four of you made your ways down to the Innovators Competition, Isha immediately running into the crowd to find either Mylo or Claggor. Powder excused herself from you and Sevika, dissppearing into the crowd as well.

"Well, they left us." You huff as you turn to Sevika with a dramatic sigh.

"No surprise there." Sevika hums back as she's fully looking at you now.

Your eyes are scanning the crowd, definitely making sure that Isha is in your peripheral. Now that she's able to enjoy you for a bit longer, she notices the slight dark shimmer on your eyes and glossier lips. The necklace glistens underneath the multicolored lights from above, shining down on your skin making you look like you stepped straight out of a dream.

Sensing her burning stare, your head turns to your wife as you tilt your head in curiosity. Sevika blinks at you before avoiding your gaze, standing upright as she wipes her clammy palms on her pant legs.

Before Sevika can even look for a drop of liquor, Isha's running up to you two and grabs one of each of your hands with a whine.

"Woah, sweetie, where are we going?" You chuckle at her eagerness.

Isha jerks her head towards the people dancing to the familiar song playing above.

There's a girl in town and word's gone around, she's just fine

Powder's already motioning for you and Sevika to come and dance along with her and Ekko. Sevika's never been one to… dance. She would stand in the corner, probably something strong in a glass and maybe nodding her if its truly a song she enjoyed. But if this is going to be the last moments with you, she wants to do it right.

So I don't worry my head 'cause I know her heart is tied to mine

Sevika raises her hand with Isha's hand clinging to three of her fingers, twirling her around on her booted feet. You beam at the sight and grab Powder to copy Sevika's motion and spin her around. The two of you throw your head back in elated laughter. Light giggles leave Isha's mouth as Sevika continues her exaggerated movments.

"Switch!" Powder says aloud as she guides you into Sevika's grasp.

She practically snatches Isha into her space, raising her hands up and rolling her shoulders. The little one copies her movements as she faces you and Sevika to sign 'look, Mama!'. You clap at her dancing before leaning into Sevika's larger frame with one hand on her forearm and the other on her broad shoulder.

The life that we live and the love that I give to her

"Janna, she dances exactly like her mom." You whisper to Sevika.

She nods blindly in agreement, her eyes never leaving your bright expression.

Her mouth tingles with hesitation as she stares at your bright eyes and smiles. Should she really… leave all this behind? Leave Isha? Leave Powder?

Leave you?

Maybe it is a selfish thing but oh, how she wishes it wasn't.

Each day it grows more and more I'm sure, it shows

Sucking in a deep balancing breath, Sevika detaches herself from you. She mutters a quick 'I'll be back' before making her way out of the convention area. She doesn't look back when she hears a confused noise come from you; not wanting to see the hurt on your face.

The music fades behind her as she finally steps back into the night outside.

She leans on the metal railing as she ducks her head to ease her aching head.

"Sevika!"

Fuck. Your voice calls out as your steps become more prominent. Keeping her head down, she tells you as calmly as she can manage: "I'm fine. Just needed some air."

You don't say anything for a moment, allowing the silence to fall between the two of you. Only the distant sounds of the busy streets and the convention center fill the space.

"You don't have to pretend with me."

This causes her head to finally lift up from its dropped postion. Her posture straightens as she releases the railing to fully turn towards you. Your eyes shine with love and concern, taking a few steps forward to reach for her hand.

She lets you take it.

"I'm not pretending." A lie.

You merely hum. "Maybe not. But you're trying to hide which is damn near close to pretending, Sev."

The fact that she thought she could fool you even for a second was a mistake on her part. You see her. You always have.

“I’ve only ever truly lived when you were there. I can’t breathe the same without you.”

“Sevika,” you turn to her and take the other one of her larger hands, fingers brushing over the softening callouses. “Sometimes, moving forward means leaving a few things behind.”

Her chest tightens at your words, hot, broken tears lining her eyes and clouding her vision. Her head becomes too heavy for her neck as she drops her head to hide the tears threatening her waterline.

“I can’t leave you. Not again, I can’t.” She whispers as if she’s convincing herself that it’ll change what has to be done.

You watch her back shake and your heart aches. You feel for her and hate to see your wife go through something like this. You think for a moment before reaching your free hand up to your necklace; one that your Sevika had given you the moment, your thumb tracing over the ridges of your initials embedded into the metal.

“Here.” You tug the necklace off, turning one of her shaking hands palm up.

You carefully let it trickle onto her hand, smiling solemnly as you shut her fingers around it.

“I can always get another one here just like that. You can take this back with you. Not to mourn me by, Vika. To remember to live again.”

The seconds were ticking; taunting Sevika that the moment she left your side, she couldn’t hold you again. She tightens her fist around it before nodding slowly.

"And if I can't?" Her voice is weak, a bit strained in her throat.

She knows what she's insinuating and she's hoping you don't freak out and tell her to not even think about going that route. You only release her hand to cup her scarred cheek, running your thumb over the skin.

"Then we'll be together again, Sevika." You whisper, your own eyes brimming with beautiful tears.

Sevika leans into your touch, her free hand finding your waist to pull you into her. You gasp softly at the sudden motion when she buries her face into the crook of your neck, wrapping her large forearms around your torso. She lets out shaky breaths as she clenches her fist into the fabric of your dress.

Shivers run down your spine as you carefully wrap your arms around her, sinking into her familar warmth. The two of stay like that for a while; wrapped in the last moments of each others' embrace.

It isn't too long before Ekko finds the two of you outside, sheepishly telling Sevika that Heimerdinger has everything ready.

"We have to go, Sevika."

He, too, seems to have his own hesistant attitude with the entirety of this. Sevika winces as if Ekko had slapped her on a wound.

In a way, he had. Not an external one, at least. Sevika reluctantly releases you from her hold, standing upright. She rolls her shoulders to ease the hefty tension in them. You nod at Ekko, sending him a small smile as you fixate your gaze to Sevika once more.

You didn't have to say a word for her know what you were thinking. Your brows rest in a heavy-hearted manner yet a pained smile decorated your face.

Go before I convince you to stay.

I'll see you again, my love. In another life.

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heyyy queen, love your work!! i was wondering if you could tag me in the day two kinktober? i cannot find it ANYWHERE

hiii anon! i could tag you if you tell me your user but the reason you can’t see day two is because i haven’t posted it yet….

i’m so sorry i haven’t had the time or energy to write it so it hasn’t been uploaded but hopefully day 2 and day 3’s should be out on sunday!!

[bambi-luvs]

Click for better quality!!

first arcane drawing I’ve posted kinda nervous

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EVERYONE GO AND HYPE THIS UP!

aj you’re so TALENTED!!!!

her abs? ohhh lord

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how are u

IZZIE!!! hii!! i’m doing good! lowkey trying to pump out this oneshot but it might not go up until late!

BUT HOW ARE YOU?? :))

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pretty like this | e.w

summary: maybe ellie looks better writhing underneath you.

pairing: fem!reader x ellie williams

contains: modern!au, established relationship, 18+ content: bondage, safe word discussion, sub!ellie, dom!reader, bottom!ellie, top!reader, fingering (ellie!recieving), mentions of aftercare!

word count: 2K

a/n: kinktober DAY ONE! spoiling you all with submissive ellie! <333 reblogs & comments are appreciated, angels. enjoy!!!! xxx

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It was so sudden. Ellie spoke up in the middle breakfast as you're taking a bite of your toast.

"Could you tie me up one day?"

You sucked in a sharp breath at the casuality of her words, holding your chest to try and supress the cough itching at your throat.

"Like… handcuffs or rope?" You questioned back, needing to confirm of what your initial thought was.

Ellie merely shrugged her shoulders, a light blush tickling the tips of her ears. She expected you to be more hesitant but fuck, you were perfect about it as you are with anything.

"Either. I just… think it'll be hot." She admitted almost shyly.

You hummed in agreement. With a bright smile, you had leaned in closer to Ellie's figure sitting right beside you. You placed a gentle kiss to the hot skin of her cheek with a silent promise that you will do just that.

Within the next few days, you and Ellie had purchased a rope (of course, making sure that Ellie had a say in what kind and the material). When the time came, you and Ellie laid down the important rules.

Constant communication. Stoplight system — and don't be afraid to speak up when it's yellow: especially when it's red. Lots and lots of aftercare.

The session started light; like any other night the two of you would have sex. You and Ellie coincidentally both had off of work, the entirety of your afternoon and night being free to test this new exciting product in the bedroom. You, being the tease you are, left your prettiest matching lace bra and panties on while you had stripped Ellie down to just her boxers.

Her freckles highlighted her toned arms and shoulders, turning your mind to mush for a moment. How lucky are you.

You gently lay her down on the comforter of your shared bed, eyes locked on hers to make sure there's no confliction in her eyes. No, all you see are her awaiting expression.

"Arms up, baby." You instruct as you grab the rope from the bedside table.

Ellie hips shift on the mattress before carefully raising her wrist above her head, watching you walk around the bed. Her green eyes round as you praise her quietly for listening to you. You loop the rope around the metal headboard, her wrist tied not-too-tightly but just enough to make her feel that restraint.

You hum once it's secured. She's staring at you, waiting for you to touch her. You had already kissed her upper body all over as you had undressed her before this and now she's nothing but an aching mess.

"Such a good girl for me, Els." You place a gentle kiss to her lips, reaching a hand down to cup her small tit.

Ellie makes a whimper against your mouth, already tugging on the rope. You merely gently rub your thumb at her pebbled nipple, a smirk forming on your lips at her squirming.

"Needy already, baby? We just started." You tease as you lick over her trembling jaw.

Your wide-eyed girlfriend keeps her eyes locked on your figure, trailing up and down your body to admire you and twists her wrists in the binds desperately. The lingerie you purposely chose is driving her insane; her mind turning to mush at the sight of her hugging your perfect body.

Feeling over the moon, you begin to place gentle kisses all over her face and neck.

"Color?" You ask gently against her sternum.

"Green. So fucking green." She assures with a small smile, panting as you lean your head down to wrap your lips around her left tit and kneading the other.

Fuck, you have to be the strong one right now. The way the words are leaving her lips is making you temporarily forget that you've got her tied up. Not the other way around.

Your hands reach down to her boxer-briefs, slipping one underneath the band to tease the tips of your fingers over her aching slit. She's just as wet as you expected. You suck on her nipple as you take some of her arousal and circle her clit with your middle finger.

Ellie's hips are rolling against your hand, chasing your touch as soft pants leave her lips at the double stimulation. Your flushed girlfriend shuts her eyes when you release her tit with a soft 'pop' and remove your hand from her pussy. Ellie mutters a frusterated curse at the loss of touch but is slack-jawed when you begin tugging down her briefs.

"My needy girl," you hum as you lean down to kiss her hip bone, nibbling at the skin.

Ellie huffs, already imagining doing this to you so you can be a flustered mess; feel the state of desperation she’s in. With her underwear thrown to the side, you climb back onto the mattress so that you're in between her legs. You spread open her tight legs, kneeding your palms into the meat of her toned thighs. Ellie lets you handle her because, well, there's not much she can do.

You're eerily giddy to have Ellie in this position and she can't help but feel desired.

"Oh, Ellie," you hum as your palms splay across her ribs, watching her naked chest rise and fall and her blown pupils staring up at you, undeinably eager for you to do something other than admire her. "You're so pretty like this."

Her tongue peaks out to wipe over her panting lips, a low whimper leaving her lips.

"Say it for me, baby. Say you're pretty tied up for me." You lean down to place a feather-light kiss right next to her quivering lips.

Her head lolls to the side as she tugs at the rope tied around her wrists, the headband squeaking along with her. She releases a shaky sigh out, attmepting to compose herself.

You don't want her composed though. You want her a mess; a pretty, restrained, eager mess.

"I-I'm pretty for you." She repeats with a tilt of her jaw to try and chase your mouth.

Satisfied enough with this, you give her what she wants and lock your lips with hers. You slowly make out with her as your hand finds her weeping cunt once again, carefully sliding one of your fingers into her. Her lips twitch against yours but she doesn't stop your hungry make-out.

Pumping your fingers in and out of her, your tongues are sliding over one anothers as you suck on her lips. Ellie merely bucks her hips up into the feeling of your fingers curling against her sensitive spot, the heel of your palm grazing her clit.

"Hear how wet you are?" You taunt playfully in her ear as you thrust in and out of her.

Ellie nods, chest lighting aflame at the sound of it. She had been so focused on how good you feel to even thinka about herself.

"All for me, right?" You hum as you kiss her hot nose and cheeks.

"O-Only you. Only you, fuck." She affirms as she stutters out a moan when you use your thumb to rub at her aching clit.

Your fingers switch between a medium to slow pace, wanting to tease and edge Ellie: keep her just at the verge of needing more. Ellie can't remember the last time she's felt this… whiny.

It's rare Ellie would let herself submit like this in your relationship. She feels so safe here in your hold, under you just centimeters from already cumming.

"More."

You listen to her breathy begging, not wanting to be too mean. This time. Your arm pumps in and out of her, watching as her eyes roll back a bit as you speed up your rhythm. She nods in approval of the pace change, cursing relentlessly under her breath.

Your grin grows wide as you can feel your fingers being clamped down from her cunt tightening. You love it when she cums so easily for you. It doesn't take too much but fuck, when it happens you wish you could play it on repeat in your mind until the day you die.

"I can feel you, Ellie. You gonna cum for me?" You question with sloppy kiss against her chest.

"Please?"

You pretend to think, keeping that delicious pace inside of her. Ellie sobs out a whine as her hips are completely off the mattress now, almost making you slip out of her. You press them down in an instant with a soft sigh. She tugs on the ropes again, wanting to thrash in frustration but all she can do is lay there.

"I don't know. You pushed me away just now, baby. I don't think you want it that bad." You say with a taunting frown, watching her eyes prick with agony.

Ellie shook her head frantically. "I do. I want it, please. I wanna cum."

You see her eyes pricking with tears, leaning down to meet her face with yours.

"Color?" You wonder as you gradually slow your pace down.

Ellie's eyes flutter as she finds your face, seeing your concerned expression. She nods with a gentle 'green' leaving her lips.

Once you get that confirmation that she's okay, you place a loving kiss to her lips before sitting back up to continue your fast pace. Ellie can't help the pathetic whimpers and whines falling from her lips as she lets herself feel every ridge of your fingers.

"You can cum, baby. Be good for me." You encourage gently.

Ellie let's go the second you give her the okay, letting out the most beautiful moans and whimpers as you feel her hot cum dribbling over your fingers. You watch her hips buck and stutter up in the air as you rub over her clit some more to add to that pleasure.

"Ah— oh! Babe, fuuuck." She draws out as she chases her high.

You can't take your eyes off of her. Her hair is a frizzy mess, forehead and chest glistening with sweat. Her toned stomach is contracting as she tries to calm herself down from her intense orgasm.

Waiting for her to breathe a bit, you gradually remove your fingers from her. Your own cunt clenched around nothing at the sight of her cum dripping down your pointer and middle fingers.

You raise your hand up to her lips, taking the other to ease her jaw up some more. Ellie feels the fingers brushing over her lip. She opens her mouth to take your slick covered fingers inside, lapping up the cum with ease.

"You did so good, Els. So good, baby. Fuck, you're so pretty." You praise as you carefully remove your digits from her bobbing head.

Ellie whines at the sweet words and slumps forward, shivering as she tugs at the binds. Fuck. Right.

Being as gentle as you could manage, you untie her wrists and toss the rope to the side without a second thought. You take Ellie's wrists and frown a bit at the reddening and raw marks. You thumb the hot skin before placing soft kisses to where it ached the most.

Ellie, still not having said a word, releases a long stablizing sigh. You whisper praises onto the freckled skin.

"Baby?" Your voice is ever-so-loving as you continue to sweet gesture down either of her forearms. "Can you move for me? "

A few seconds of silence pass before Ellie makes hereself sit upright from the pillows to snuggle her flushed face into your shoulder. You hold her without hesitation as you lay back on the mattress with her head on your chest.

"You're the one being tied up next. Fuck, that was torture," she clings to you with a huff of a laugh. "But so good. I thought I saw some sort of angel for a few minutes."

"You mean me?" You question as you run your hands down your back.

Ellie nods against you, snuggling more into your chest.

"Fuck yeah."

After a few more minutes, you gather the strength to barry both you and Ellie to the bathroom to pee and shower. You tentatively wash her body; focusing on her aching wrists. You gently massage every aching part of her, each touch a promise to always be this sweet.

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[sunflowerwinds]

first kinktober is coming out later today! my timezone is CDT so it’ll be out at 7:00pm for me!

thank you my angels for your patience! muah xx

[sunflowerwinds]

happy kinktober darling

happy kinktober indeed baby!!!