𝕽𝖎𝖛𝖊𝖗/𝖈𝖚𝖕𝖎𝖉

He/it/hymn | a very new alterhuman exploring its identity as an angel. {sideblog}

[sunkith]

New intro~

Hello! I thought I’d make a new intro post since my birthday was the other day and I’ve learned some more things about myself!!

My name is River/cupid, I’m 18, my pronouns are he/it/hymn and I’m an angelkin!!

I’ve only been an angelkin for about a month now but I’ve had connections to angels for much much longer!

My angelkin is a result of my spiritual beliefs along with my neurodivergency and mental health.

I do not know my angel name yet, but I do believe I was an angel of love and maybe something else I have yet to discover.

I think that’s all for now, thanks for reading!! Byee!! <33

Blankie by- @bedazzling-blinkiez

[sunkith]

And then I’ve got some big boys over here

@cryptjawz

[cryptjawz-deactivated20230127]

These are so stunning. You have such an amazing collection, I am so envious. /lh /pos

[sunkith]

Ah! Tysm!! This collection has been my pride and joy ever since I started it nearly 5 years ago, but it has truly flourished since a new store opened up in town! I’m very excited to see what gets added to the collection next :))

[sunkith]

And then I’ve got some big boys over here

@cryptjawz

[sunkith]

I got a little crystal angel from a local shop :’)

[sunkith]

I revamped my angel altar from when I just worshiped angels into an altar that celebrates my divinity as an angel :)

[sunkith]

More things that feel angelic to me!!

Doilies

Warm showers

Coloured glass dishes

Metal teapots

Lemons!!

Mosaics

Lockets

Eye imagery

Rabbits

Archery

Pearls (especially pearlescent things in unnatural shapes)

Old statues

Alchemical drawings

Old world maps

Coins

Tudor homes

Koi fish

Isopods

Clovers/wood sorrel

Insect wings

Teeth jewelry

Dried fruits

Orreries

[sunkith]

I feel as if I could also be an angel of love.

An angel of love, bringing love of thy self and love of others to humans and the like. I’ve always had an otherworldly connection to love despite my aromanticism.

While I want love for myself, I don’t feel that feeling very often. Which leads me to believe that my connection to love may be that of an angelic connection. It could be that I am meant to bring love for others, which would explain why I can’t seem to bring myself to love like that.

Seeing others in love makes me feel warm and fuzzy as if I was experiencing it myself even though I’m not. Almost as if I had fulfilled a purpose of sorts.

[blueseaelk]

Bruh I think that’s called a Cupid

[sunkith]

I believe cupid was a god actually!!

[sunkith]

I feel as if I could also be an angel of love.

An angel of love, bringing love of thy self and love of others to humans and the like. I’ve always had an otherworldly connection to love despite my aromanticism.

While I want love for myself, I don’t feel that feeling very often. Which leads me to believe that my connection to love may be that of an angelic connection. It could be that I am meant to bring love for others, which would explain why I can’t seem to bring myself to love like that.

Seeing others in love makes me feel warm and fuzzy as if I was experiencing it myself even though I’m not. Almost as if I had fulfilled a purpose of sorts.

[sunkith]

I think I may have had multiple forms, or at least been able to shift my form ever so slightly. As sometimes I feel I should be smaller than I am in this life, and other times I feel as if I should be much larger.

Now the latter may have something to do with my height dysphoria as I am a trans man, but I do believe it has a spiritual aspect to it as well

I may try to draw out my multiple forms to try and experiment with what feels right. I have been working on a drawing of my humanoid form, but something about myself still feels very inhuman.

[sunkith]

Thinking about moving this to my main blog @riverxport but idk, might be a hassle

[sunkith]

Not me telling my friends about otherkinity and them being like “oh- I think I’m celestial kin” or “oh- I think I’m plant kin/tree kin” and me now having irl otherkin friends 🤭🥰🥰

[sunkith]

Omg another friend of mine is questioning deity/dragon kins now 🤭🤭

[angelic-eros]

I think I love too hard. Too much, too fast. Like the stars all circle a person until they leave without warning and I’m left dreaming of heaven together and sunrises in bed and roses on the windowsill and a loveless marriage.

[sunkith]

Not me telling my friends about otherkinity and them being like “oh- I think I’m celestial kin” or “oh- I think I’m plant kin/tree kin” and me now having irl otherkin friends 🤭🥰🥰

[sunkith]

Convinced my celestial kin friend to make a kin blog 🤭 @neptunekith

[koranthrope]

[ID: mahpiohanzia. N. The frustration of being unable to fly, unable to stretch out your arms and vault into the air, having finally shrugged off the burden of your own weight, which you've been carrying your entire life without a single thought.

Lakota mahpiohanzia "a shadow caused by a cloud." Pronounced "mah-pee-oh-han-zee-uh." End ID]

Wake up all wingedkin new word just dropped.

[sunkith]

Not me telling my friends about otherkinity and them being like “oh- I think I’m celestial kin” or “oh- I think I’m plant kin/tree kin” and me now having irl otherkin friends 🤭🥰🥰

[sunkith]

“I’ve forgotten all their names, so why should you remember me”

[sunkith]

I did a picrew of what I believe I looked like from what I know about my life as an angel so far :)