dear soulmate... @sunlitsakuras - Tumblr Blog

whenever you are, I'd jump in my car just to see you today.

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🌸Sweet Sunlight☀️ - my posts

🌸Sunny Days☀️ - reblogs

🌸Sunrise🌸 - you!

🌸Sunset🍓 - us!

🌸Brightest Sun🌸 - things that remind me of you!

🌸Sun and Moon🍓 - things that remind me of us!

Character based tags:

🌸ebb and flow☀️ - Marina Iida

🌸love in music🍓 - pearlina

🌸woodland tea parties🍓 - flowerfox

🌸digital sweethearts🍓 - rinku/mikurin

🌸love crimes🍓 - kokofei

🌸bows are cute🍓 - m.y s.weet p.iano + m.y m.elody

🌸on a mission🍓 - agent 32

Small disclaimer: please do not reblog or interact with my posts tagged as #🌸sweet sunlight☀️ if they are not maintagged! They're 100% meant for just my bloomfriend, @/lunar-eclipsings

#🌸sweet sunlight☀️

for what its worth, i really really do love you

#🌸sweet sunlight☀️#i wanted to say it at least one more time. its so weird not reminding you of that every time one of us goes to bed #sorry im feeling. particularly bittersweet or just sad about this right now. Which is silly because i did this #its so. I Know Why i did. i had the worst of worst mindsets at the end and my sense of self became Just taking care and worrying for you #it just. its scary i guess.#im a really insecure person (thats how we got here in the first place i think) and the relationship was kind of my crutch in knowing-#-that i was special and important to you. i worry that nothing is ever gonna feel the same again #WHICH ITS ALRIGHT IF ITS NOT i think it could even be a good thing. separate self esteem will do both of us some good. and change is good #its also like.. im not particularly sure i should be something special to you above all else after everything i did. this is my fault #and i feel that its kinda selfish to keep you somewhere because im afraid of losing the bond that brought us here in the first place #. i really hope you do not see this. but also i guess i wont know until i log back in a few months from now. sorry. im so so sorry #um. My Point Is. i love you a lot. whether that is platonic or romantic i just do. i love you.#i am worried that this will foster more codependency issues. i dont want you to be anywhere you don't want to be for my sake. please #really if anything i beg of you to be honest with me. i want to know whats on your mind #its kinda silly. i hope you know that when i asked you about your day it wasnt to upset you. i just wanted to know and to listen #i guess i feel that a part of this too is that i never really got over what happened w lola #its just like. i told you so many times that she made me insecure and nothing ever really changed until something actually happened #its kinda funny. i remember one of my big moments was a year ago maybe. i reblogged one of those anonymous confession games from you #i sent you one and waited all night for one from you. i never got one‚ but she did. i felt sick for days after that #i never told you. a lot of things like this happened before and after and i never told you about those either.#i think this exact thing happened another time too actually. its just like .. how can you compete with someone's best friend when you dont #talk. especially when i used to be your best friend #sometimes it felt like i was fighting an uphill battle. there was always someone easier for you to talk to‚ be it lola or romeo.#fighting all the time is exhausting. and though im scared to become irrelevant to you . im so tired.#i guess another thing is like .. im a deeply unstable and unwell person. if that wasn't obvious already. and you're going through a lot #i dont want you to have to balance my jealousy and Genuine . Awful Mindset along w everything you've got going on #but maybe ive got that part wrong too? ive been trying to be perfect this whole time and thats not healthy.#i wanted to be me With You and as i am now thats not happening. I dont know who I am past a caretaker. you cant live like that forever #i think im a better friend than i am a girlfriend.#.... marlowe's tell all i guess. i had a point to this.

guh. ive been so sleepy and cold today ,, do u wanna take a nap together

#🌸sweet sunlight☀️

i keep staying up really late and getting Quite Scared so i think one must imagine me cuddling up to you

#🌸sweet sunlight☀️#bwehh... ive been Such a wreck lately im so sorry about that

puriichu

i have a lot to post (comm)

molabuddy

drew this post as a comic because its so fucking funny to me

veryluckyclovers

dailycatsblog

i have been feeling. particularly clingy like ,, all day

#🌸sweet sunlight☀️#aghhg

i say it like all the time but I can't wait to fall asleep in your arms,,wahhh

#🌸sweet sunlight☀️

hmnnmg.indy

#🌸sweet sunlight☀️#thank you for taking care of me these past few days you're so very sweet to me #i cant particularly. be Held or Hold righr now (ow) (owie) but i would still like to lay next to you...i should probably take a nap but #i want.my indyyy

veryluckyclovers

gif version lol.. accidentally uploaded the video version instead on my other post

malwaregoose

best website

malwaregoose

best website

im exhausted but the wind outside my window is so so loud i wish i was in your arms right now

#🌸sweet sunlight☀️

Hmnfhsjjdn.indyyyyyyy:(

#🌸sweet sunlight☀️

uweh.im thw worlds sleepiest sleeper i want my butch i want my butchhhh............

#🌸sweet sunlight☀️#sniffle. i wanna be in your arms :(

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