(SYSTEM BLOG TAKE 5)

:D!! might not actually be take 5 we havent counted found the pfp on google images and thought itd be funny :]

[sunny-moons]

pinned post!!

this is our system blog!!! we mainly use this blog for personal/random posts and reblogging terms for headmates! :D

anyways!!! we are pro endo!! we are bodily a Teenager and poc!! we like space aesthetics and the colours green and purple!! also cats!!

we may occasionally use the words sheep and star in place of headmate. and a few of us refer to the system as a flock!

heres the link to our member intro posts! :D

our member tags are "[emoji] name(s) tag"

👍 unspecified member tag is for either specific members that dont have tags or blurryness. ☀️🌙 collective general tag is for either things collectively or things many.

[sunny-moons]

frags i know of rn courtesy of the infragen!!!! 🌠novas helping on account of her knowing everything

lemon scented cleaning supplies.... kind of aligned with 🚰chlo in preferred enviornmental aesthetics? but is Light. has really long messy very light blue hair. fem presenting?

someone who desperately wants fangs. maybe a vampire? vibes of someone a tad younger than body but not significantly so... maybe 16-17?

a new pinkfluff. maybe associated with an animal of some sort? idk.. i cant tell if this frag is light and fluffy or dark and edgy.... might be two frags actually. twins maybe?

nova put in a request for a fishy and or space frag. so thats a maybe.

theres like. More but theyre really undefined. :( maybe 3-4 more frags? but idk.

one might be greenish? like. a dullish light gren.

cow? cow associated? idk

[sunny-moons]

"i will totally make those sideblogs i intended to today!" xe says. like a liar.

[sodastimz]

cottagecore themed stimboard for @goatgrove

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based around the top/bottom middle gifs. divider.

[sunny-moons]

i have been forced awake 😲 by illness! 🤒 uh-oh! 😵

[sunny-moons]

wawwawawawaawawawawawawawa

[funny-plurality-is]

funny plurality is the oldest member of the system (rarely shows up. treated kind of like a celebrity) suddenly appearing and diagnosing me with being catkin and mothkin?

🔅: *washing hands*

❣: *suddenly appears* you know youre a cat and a moth right

🔅: ???????????????

❣: *disappears* *does not elaborate*

this is funny plurality!

[teamqai]

healer flag

a general flag for being a healer. inclusive of those who are a healer in this life (however you interpret the word), those who were a healer in a past life, fictionfolk who were a healer in source, etc.

if you use these flag colors for other inspired flags like -cora etc, pls tag me bc i'd love to see!!!!

:D

[sunny-moons]

but mors important than that is yhat were goodniht!!!!! goodnight

[sunny-moons]

im. scared :D

[sunny-moons]

apparently i can actually feel a total of 3 emotions instead of only 2! how novel. heres the list:

FEAR FEAR FEAR AGONY EVERYONE HATES ME EVERYTHINGS AWFUL IM GOING TO BE HURT IM GOING TO BE KILLED SKMEONES IN MY HOUSE AND IF I MAKE TOO LOUD A NOISE IM GOING TO BE KILLED I NEED TO DELETE EVERYTJING IVE EVER POSTED PUBLICALLY I NEED TO BLOCK EVERYONE I NEED TO RUN AWAG IM A TERRIBLE PERSON AND I DESERVE TO BE ALONE I DESERVE TO DIE IM SO SCARED I CANT FEEL ANYTHING THAT ISNT FEAR IM GOINV TO CRY FROM HOW SCARED I AM

YAYY!! I LOVE EVERYTHING!! THE WORLD IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND BRIGHT!!! I WANNA LIVE FOREVER <33 I LOVE MY HEADMATES!!! I LOVE MY HEADMATES SOSOSO MUCH J LOVE BEING ALIVE JM SO HAPPY YAAYYY YIPPEE WOOHOO ^-^ :D!!!! THE POWER OF MY LOVE AND HAPPINESS WILL KEEP ME ALIVE FOREVER :D!!!

[neutral face] i should kill myself [0 intent to actually do so]

[sunny-moons]

going through my own tag and. stars. have i always been like this?? constantly alternating between absolute terror+misery and overwhelming joy+love every few weeks? i hope a happy time is coming up soon. if im doing this bad then surely itll be over soon. i dunno. i dont really feel anything right now. everything kinda feels fake. i keep thinking about killing myself which probably isnt good. i dunno.

[sunny-moons]

??? newt just like. looked at?percieved?thought about? me for a single second and went "you realize youre catkin and mothkin right." ???? am i????? what??? hi. what was that. why can you do that.

[sunny-moons]

ive grabbed front from suns and have taken us to bed. it seems like the host blues have hit sunny. and pretty hard too :(... but ill be here to support her best as i can! we all will.

uh. for future reference since i dont think weve ever mentioned the host blues before (partially since i just came up with that term literally right now) the host blues is the thing that happens to every host or hostlike figure weve ever had. they get extremely stressed, start getting worse, and if it gets too bad then they go dormant. happened to newt, nova, artie, mari, and the kid. and now sunnys getting it. :(

[sunny-moons]

i just keep getting hit by waves of even worse fear every few minutes. im already at a solid doing very bad fearwise and i keep getting worse for a few moments and its awful i hate this i hate this so much

[sunny-moons]

ive been so tense the past few hours that my back hurts

[sunny-moons]

id like to stop being terrified all the time please and thankyou