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And so I thought

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I just find him beautiful in all ways.

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Hello! Goodmorning ✌🏻️

Good morning! :)

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It wasn't me. It's not me. You know I can't hurt you. I love you... I'm sad. I'm exhausted. I feel like I was betrayed by my own body. I still feel the pain. I'm drunk last night. I slapped you. It wasn't me. I'm unconscious. Please be the one that I can lean on to. Please understand I'm helpless. Pleasr understand I'm no where without you. Please don't shut everything out. You are my light. You are my right. Everything in me is wrong. You are the only thing that is right. I'm sad. I'm no where. I'm without you.

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And here he is, tired. Before he come home ge asked me "Would you please come and get me to the gasoline station? Im too tiiirred" ofcourse, I responded "Ofcourse, love!" As I walk in our village, I was thinking of this guy that I'm going to pick up. I missed him so bad. And I wanna hurry and get him there cause its a long walk from home, he really is tired. He don't have much sleep this days. He go to hospital and watch his father and go to work for 2 weeks. And this morning, he went home like 2am. I forgot thinking about him makes my walking slow. So I ran and got tired and I saw my man walking, I ran and embraced him. I saw his face smilling when ge saw me and his laugh when I already embraced him. This is perfect. And when he finally went to sleep after taking his dinner, he went straight snoring. And while Im asleep, this guy is unconsciously reaching out for my hand. Look at this guy. I really love this man.

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2am thoughts sometimes kills you. It makes you think about things that might happen, it makes you over think and makes you cry in your pillow.

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Loyalty is sexy.

Yes it is.

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Loyalty is sexy.

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What to call? Make love or Sex?

I like to create a blog about sex. What is sex by the way? Yun ba yung nakilala mo lang ng isang gabi tapos nag inom kayo at nabaitan/nagandahan ka sakanya kaya ka nakipag sex? Yun ba yung nakilala mo sa isang kaibigan tapos nung naging close kayo nag sex na kayo? Yun ba yung ginagawa ng mag jowa ngayun? Yun ba yung sinabi nya sayong mahal ka nya at mag tiwala ka? Yun ba yung pinag uusapan ngayun ng mga 13 years old and above? Eto ba yung nasa mga kanta lagi? Eto ba yung sinasabi nilang nag bibigay sakanila ng ligaya?    Ewan ko lang a. Sobrang gulo na kasi para sakin ngayun ng salitang yan.

Cause for me, sex is for the two responsible person. Hindi yung nagawa lang kasi nakainom sila. Nagawa lang kasi libog na sila. Kaya nga tinawag na “Make Love” eh. You know, niyakap mo sya, niyakap ka nya. Mahal mo sya mahal ka nya. Responsable kayo sa ginagawa nyo. Alam nyo ang consequences na pwede mangyari. For me, just don’t do it if you’re not ready yet.

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so true

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Summer dreams <3

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I find it really beautiful when someone prays for you without you knowing. I don’t think there’s any form of deeper and purer love.

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Depression...

That’s when I feel the last among the group. I always feel unspecial. I always feel second. Always the second person to see. What hurts the most is seeing the person you love seeing beauty in somebody else. Not in you. Even if he says that I am, I can’t feel it. Why can’t I be just like those somebody else? The ones who’s effort is appreciated. Who’s beauty’s not to be told but seen by eyes. Who’s always appreciated. Who’s loved and special to everyone they meet. Why can’t I be them? Why can’t I be that someone.

I like those dress. I like those shoes. Those are match with mine. Those looks good to me. -----No they don’t. Cause all you can do is see them. Imagine yourself wearing it. It’s not going to be yours anyway! You don’t even have 5 bucks for Christ sake! CRY! That’s all you can do anyway!

I don’t feel like going to school anymore. I don’t like it. Cause every time when I go to school I hear gossip about me. Bad pears come along. My grades are not appreciated. I don’t like my course. I wan’t to work already. They won’t allow me. I’m not happy! I get myself drunk because of depression. I’m over thinking. I’m going to vomit. I’m crying. No one else understand me! I’m going to kill my self instead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But I can’t... I just can’t cause... No one will care anyway...

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How can I stand alone when the person you expected to be there for you is the one who's not there to make you happy...

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Sarap Buhay

Oo. Anduon na tayo sa, masarap yung inum dito, inum duon. Gala dito, gala duon. Yosi dito yosi duon. Yan buhay ko dati. Masaya, oo. Kasi parang yung buhay mo puro tawa lang e. You'll meet different kinds of people. Tapos mga barkadang puro away ang nasa isip. Grabe. Kapag nag ka banatan na nag kakasubukan ng tapang e. Pag tapos ng gulo, kinabukasan pag tatawanan nyo nalang. Alam mo yun? Puro saya. Tawa. Halakhak. Alak. Lasingan. Usok. Nakikita nyo naman siguro yung picture ko? Oo. Sa club yan. But thats the last time I went to a club. Ayun. Ang masama lang naman sa alak e' yung literal na mga masasayang bagay hindi mo nararanasan. Yung hindi ka tumatawa. Natutuwa ka. Ngumingiti ka ng may kasamang galak na ang normal ng buhay mo. Hindi ka mukhang bitch/manginginom sa mukha ng ibang tao. Yung nirerespeto ka? Oo. Yun na ako ngayon. May boyfriend na nakilala ko sa dating buhay. Pero nag babago na kami. Umiinom padin pero hindi na ako gaya ng dati. Nag hahanap na ako ng trabaho para kung sakaling hindi kaya ng magulang ko, ako bubuhay sa sarili ko. Ang sakit sa ulo ng pera e. Minsan para maging productive gagawin ko lahat para mag ka pera at mag apply, at the same time na ii-stress naman ako kapag walang mahanap. Minsan kasi pag hawak ko na yung pera sige ang gastos ko, not knowing na may mahalaga pa pala akong dapat pag gamitan. Tapos maiistress nanaman ako. Tapos kapag nag trabaho ka mapapagod ka tapos yung sweldo na matatamasa mo mapupunta sa pamilya mo, wala para sayo. No, don't get me wrong. Wala pa akong anak. I mean pamilya ko. Magulang at kapatid. Nakakasawa maging ganto e. Nakakasawa problemahin ang problema. Parang minsan gusto ko nalang bumalik sa dating buhay na araw araw lang akong tawa ng tawa. Aalis, malalasing, tatawa, susuka, uuwi, makikitulog sa ibang bahay, uuwi sa sariling bahay, gigising at babalik ulit sa umpisa. Lahat ata ng katarantaduhan nagawa ko na pwera lang drugs at frat. Hay. Kaso alam mo kung anong pumipigil sakin? Si God. Kasi lahat nman ng problema ko sinusulusyunan nya e. Hindi nga lang agad agad. Hindi nga lang parang magic. Ganun Sya. Anjan pa yung times na nasisisi ko sya pero mali naman pala ako. Makasalanan ako pero mahal nya ako. Baket? Binigyan nya parin ako ng maintindihing pamilya. Mapag mahal na magulang. At nag mamahal na kabiyak. Binibigyan nya ako ng paulit-ulit na chance. Kung san pag saakin yun ginawa, mag sasawa ako. Nag papasalamat ako kay God. Dahil alam ko'ng anjan Siya. Ikaw ba? Bakit ka ganyan ngayon?

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Today’s Advice:

Lahat ng nakakasalamuha natin sa daan ay may kanya kanyang problemang kailangang solusyunan. Baka kaya tulala yung crew sa fastfood na kinakainan mo dahil kulang ang sweldo niya para sa tuition ng mga kapatid niya. Baka kaya matagal yung jeep magbyahe dahil naghihintay siya ng mga pasahero para dumami yung kita niya na sakto pampagamot ng may sakit niyang anak. Baka kaya masungit ang professor o boss mo dahil nagkagulo na naman sa bahay nila at siya lang ang tanging takbuhan ng pamilya niya pero kahit siya, hinang hina na rin. Baka kaya nagmamadali si Ate kaya ka niya nabunggo dahil nag-aalala siya sa kapatid niyang naiwan sa bahay mag-isa. Baka kaya antok na antok si Kuya sa jeep na sinakyan mo dahil kakauwi lang niya galing sa trabaho sa construction at tanging sa jeep na lang ang pahinga niya. Baka kaya naghihigpit sayo ang magulang mo dahil ikaw na lang ang natitirang pag-asa para sa inyo at okay lang kahit magkanda-kuba sila sa kakatrabaho, mapag-aral ka lang. 

Lahat tayo ay may kanya kanyang istoryang kinakaharap. Kaya kung kaya naman umintindi, gawin na lang natin. Kung kaya namang magpasensya at umunawa, gawin na lang natin.

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<3 Marcelo is an icon.

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Here I am, finding more reasons to love him more.