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Also unrelated but I like how non structural and just downright weird this blog has become over the years? Like half the things I’ve written down this year specifically are like subconscious high thoughts that may be related to something significant but I can’t remember so????

Like tbh this is just like a online diary/rant blog that I kinda want to delete but it documents a good portion of my unfortunate college years sooo... I feel compelled to keep it?

I literally could just write this sad shit in my notes app but... I love gifs. Also if I delete it, then it’s a portion of my personal history lost forever in the mass unknown computer binary.

So yeah I’ll keep it and if I happen to post then swag I guess

why does watermelon slap so fuckin hard

#mmmmmmm #delicious

I miss going outside and feeling tiny amongst the truer grandness of the world. Miss feeling meaningless and sick of self obsession.

Forcing myself to find closure again after another lost love lol

#at least it’s not too bad this time around

I’m scared the longer I stay alive on this planet, the more evil I will become

July really sucks every year

✨💫💕💖🐈 an emoji spell to keep Beez happy and healthy and safe while I am away 🐈💖💕💫✨

SO MOTE IT BE!

May the spirit of UNI protect him and everyone else while I am gone.

Me: please universe!! What should I do to help save my personal relationships, the world, and myself??

Universe: be patient. It’s not time yet.

Me: ...uhm okay, then what should I do in the meantime?

Universe: have fun :)

Me:

#FOR MONTHS!!!!!!#i am disgusted #i am revolted #i dedicate my entire life to our lord and savior jesus christ #and THIS IS THE THANKS I GET????

Crazy to think that two months into dating my first ex I should have seen the red flags already but my desperate desire to be wanted prevailed and resulted in two years of trauma that will stick with me for a lifetime 🤪

#its dumb bitch hours #could you imagine if 14 yo me had self respect?#and wasnt plagued by constant loneliness and fear of judgement?#damn

Me every time I remember that I have depression that debilitates by ability to function normally

#damn #we really just be existing like this huh

Everyone has me and yet I have no one ... or is it the other way around ?

#im useless #and i feel nothing so thats cool #(not)

Again, I wonder how serious is this situation going to become. Does anyone else see the future? Because there is so many different endings to this story and I’m only hoping for the best one.

What will become? What will become? What will become?

I wish someone knew.

The privilege you have to have to think that you’re the one having a bad day

#things arent right or wrong #but #lets think about it

Don’t know why I feel so hurt about this shit. Not the first time I’ve been disappointed. Really gotta stop putting my faith and trust in other people and in this world.

#i dont know what i want #i just keep lying to myself #this shit isnt real #nothing is real #i dont want to be here anymore :\

Tfw you have to lie about why you’re leaving otherwise they’d be sad you simply just want to leave

Really truly absolutely without a doubt took me ten months to make the realization that I was who I was the entire time ?!!!!

There’s parts of me I’m scared I will never heal

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