Sunstone-eridan

Alien….. Yapping account👀

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Ooc

He said no, politely!! We’re still friends and we’re hanging out🥹✌️ I wasn’t too upset, kinda the best outcome!!! Sweet

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OUT OF CHARACTER!!! OOC!!!! I really need advice and also just to yap…😔😢👀

EXPOSITION: AUGHHH THERES this boy I like. He’s a personal friend of mine. We knew each other very early on, like…7? Maybe. And we didn’t go to the same middle school where I mainly made all my friends. Parents kept me updated on him but I didn’t care (because I didn’t know him like at all and the person he became) but then when I got into highschool we had the same class and quickly became friends. Idk if he considers me a best friend but I do him……geulppp

CURRENT SITUATION INFO: okay. So like before you go and say “just confess!!! Here’s some information. I just broke up with my gf like- a month ago. Although I’m moved on? So idk..he knows about it, we dated for like 11 months. Broke up right before our anniversary. I’m fine now but yk. And I have the same name as his parent which he cut off contact with. And also I’m PRETTY sure he’s straight. He denies being gay and has never showed interest in guys or even non-binary people, but I may be wrong since I’ve only known him for 1 year so far.

FANBOYING!!! Aka pro’s: UGH where do I begin? He’s so adorable. Like- not in a “flowers bloom wherever you walk” way. But I can draw him and he has very cute eyes. Oh boy I never described them like that and it’s true.. and we have basically the same interests like certain video games, although he’s way more into playing them than I am bc I have skill issues (he’s always been this way, lol)

But like, he’s just so cool too. Our parents are best friends basically so I don’t want to ruin that either… and he’s so funny and smart, like genuinely funny and smart. AND he’s very kind. OH and his cats like me, like they really like me. And a couple days ago he was staring at me- although I think he does that to everyone and it was for a joke but it really made me flustered. So I don’t wanna look into things because he does do a lot of things jokingly… :,( and the same day we sat really close to each other and it made me happy. But I don’t wanna seem weird for that. Like obviously I kept my mouth shut and had a great time playing video games with all my friends but still it made me all happy. lol. He also said he really wants to invite me over to that same day. AGGHHH

CONCLUSION: I don’t want to ruin our friend group or our friendship in anyway or even make things uncomfortable for him because they might. And I’m not sure if I’m reading into things or finding moments and my thoughts are running with it,,, UGHHHH😭💔

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Sooo lazyyyy so lazy sunstone…all do is sunbathe all day and 3 times a week sunstone works…….so chud statement

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UPDATE!!!

Sunstone has been thinking about friend a LOT. And maybe another friend but will not spill to much on them…

There is 99% chance friend doesn’t like sunstone back statement😔

BUT!!! 1% chance is there……

Also sunstone friend is cute, thought sunstone didn’t like but they are very kind and personality-wise very respectful and all these other things…

Also friend is child of sunstones parent’s friend. Guacward……so sunstone will probably not shoot their shot anytime soon. Needed to get this off chest, statement

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Sunstone have crush on friend on another friends video game island.

SCARY SCARY SCARY

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Sunstone hang out too much with friends……

Sunstone must tell secrets. Statement! have crush on one friend! Statement!

But will not act on emotions. Cannot. Sunstone is scared and also is not into the gender sunstone is.

Fail

But friend is nice to be around. Statement. We all have so much fun!!! Excitement excitement excitement!

Sunstone is nervous to even share this on sharing website, complicated feelings have not been sorted out yet…

Not sure if sunstone even likes friend, possible admire, possible because just lost other best friend and partner,,,

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FUCK.

Have eridan version of human finals, then have work.

Sunstone then have eridan finals and work tomorrow too, anger anger anger!!!!!

Lots of anger. Hate hate hate. >:(

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Took long sleep, Zircon got worried

Don’t wanna do work, lazy, statement.

Lazy.

Don’t want to put away eating plate.

😴

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👀how human plural emotional zircon…………..question

also this blog was inspired by other eridan OC’s and also Rocky ask me blog. lol