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Courtney Kissing Amanda de Cadenet at the Oscar Party 1995

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i have a crush wot do i do besides listen to slow burn by kacey musgraves 

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“i’m alright with a slow burn” ! I literally am! to an embarrassing degree ! my chart confirms it !

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i have a crush wot do i do besides listen to slow burn by kacey musgraves 

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i’m naughty by nurture ;)

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ali g*bocki: a very special cognac

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keane and coldplay songs rarely use gender pronouns or name specific relationship dynamics lol

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laying down some sapphic vocals before my mom picks me up from school

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last night talking in my sleep spilling dreams like foam from the mouth

no lie i’m gonna stay inside until the right emotions come out

don’t cry to me

if you love me

(that’s some evanescence shit THAT SOME EVANEsENCe shit sit the fuck down amy lee)

don’t lie to me

if you love me

(actually please lie to me regardless cuz i’ve been kinda fragile lately)

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what if........i’m okay

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idk....like....how i feel about gender is that it’s a process of choosing your influences....and that “being” isn’t necessarily essentialist, but it’s a sense of curation, a sense of striving....so when you’re assigned a binary gender at birth, you’re not only being told how to be, but you’re being told which influences to choose for yourself.....you’re being told what to curate and what to strive for.....and it makes the process of curation and striving a process soaked in perceived morality.....it assigns morality to choices that have no real attachment to morality.....in that sense label and language very clearly creates person....gender is a lens being placed over another lens, a filter being placed over another filter....if those two lenses, those two filters don’t perfectly align, then you’re being muted.....there is dissonance.....and the false morality-assigned filter of gender leads you to believe that this dissonance isn’t between self and assigned self, but between bad self and good self.....

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my kink is britney spears wearing comfortable outfits

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i am imagining a new dream for myself that my younger self only saw as a feeling

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whenever the impostor syndrome starts sneaking in, i recite that one verse from vampire weekend’s “oxford comma” but replace “coal” with other words

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this sudden influx of ~data~ is bad for my health

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I am skipping class and am very itchy/nervous and reading the novel that my grandpa gave me that he didn't realize was historical erotica

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I want to roll rose petals in my palms. I want the convex lens we create.

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a bustling nightclub minus the people