Unapologetic Apathy.

Our reality is merely an illusion

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open your eyes

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saturn placements: key issues / struggles

saturn in the 1st/aries: confidence issues, issues with self-expression, inability to speak up / struggles with confrontation, constant self-doubt, overthinking before acting/speaking

saturn in the 2nd/taurus: body image issues, issues with self-worth and self-love, material/financial struggles, issues with / fear of commitment

saturn in the 3rd/gemini: communication issues/frequent miscommunications, sibling issues, issues with travel, struggles in writing / frequent writer’s block, issues with decision making, struggles in school/with education (usually when younger, not post-secondary)

saturn in the 4th/cancer: issues with family/rough childhood, issues with the mother, issues with emotional vulnerability, struggles with emotional expression

saturn in the 5th/leo: confidence issues, issues with creativity / frequent creator’s block, issues with self-worth and personal values, some sort of block between you and your hobbies/passions

saturn in the 6th/virgo: issues with health / anxiety issues, constant overthinking, confidence issues, indecisiveness / commitment issues, issues with work (short-term)

saturn in the 7th/libra: long-term commitment issues, frequent indecisiveness, struggles with expressing romantic emotions, constantly feeling as if you don’t deserve / cannot accept nor give love from others

saturn in 8th/scorpio: intimacy issues, trust issues, inherent power struggles, financial struggles, self-image issues / anxiety issues, issues with emotional expression and vulnerability 

saturn in the 9th/sagittarius: constant turmoil with personal values/beliefs/religion/morals/etc, issues with travel, higher education struggles (maybe not feeling able to pursue what you actually want to study / being forced into education / not being able to reach higher ed bc of cost/etc), self confidence struggles, frequent writer’s block

saturn in the 10th/capricorn: rough childhood / especially issues with one’s father, public image issues / issues with how people perceive you and react to you, struggles with career, self-image issues

saturn in the 11th/aquarius: issues with isolation and loneliness, struggles making/maintaining friendships, issues with ‘fitting in’ (especially in groups/communities), may have frequent creator’s block

saturn in the 12th/pisces: issues with anxiety / health issues, frequent creator’s blocks, issues with self expression and especially emotional & creative expression, struggle connecting to one’s own thoughts and feelings

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the accuracy!!!!!!

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*pretends to be surprised*

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oh the nineties

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i know right that dress is terrible

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My Childhood

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Please remember that almost everyone around you is traumatized. I didn’t understand this when I was younger. I wondered why people acted so strangely and irrationally. Maybe all children wonder this. The author Robert Anton Wilson said (paraphrasing), “We have never seen a completely sane adult human.” No one makes it out of this life alive. It’s not their fault. Mercy, kindness, forgiving — these are what makes one human. They are other names for love. People break in the strangest of ways.

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“Under the present brutal and primitive conditions on this planet, every person you meet should be regarded as one of the walking wounded. we have never seen a man or woman not slightly deranged by either anxiety or grief. we have never seen a totally sane human being." — Robert Anton Wilson

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TODAY IT’S A GREAT DAY BECAUSE IT’S MARCH 15th THE DAY WHEN DENZEL CROCKER LOST HIS HAPPINESS AND IT’S ALSO ANNOY SQUIDWARD DAY

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It’s also the day Marty McFly’s dad is murdered in the bad timeline

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wow this is just a bad date in fiction

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It’s the fucking Ides of March people. Todays the day Julius Caesar was stabbed like 23 times

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GIVE IT UP FOR DAY 15

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Capricorn Rising

The Symbols:

This person has come into the world wearing the mask of the Wise Elder, the Prime Minister, the Executive or the Authority. Other images for Capricorn rising include the Strategist the Hermit, the Realist, or the Architect. Less than optimal manifestations of this Ascendant might include Scrooge, Machiavelli, Atlas Carrying the Weight of the World on His Shoulders, or the Pessimist.

The Style:

This man or woman has reached an evolutionary stage where he or she should present a dignified, practical rather reserved face to the world. Remember that the first day of Capricorn is the first day of winter. Metaphorically, this Ascendant needs to prepare for a “wintry” environment. The development of enough grounded reality-testing, pragmatism, and perseverance to achieve personally meaningful accomplishments–”Great Works”–is essential. Life should be confronted with forethought, planning, efficiency, wise use of resources and tremendous self-control. The fuel is any important goal to Capricorn Ascendant has in his or her sights, and the terrain is wherever he or she must go in order to achieve that goal.

If the rest of the chart is tempestuous or impulsive, the Capricorn Ascendant  is intended to help this person develop enough foresight to think before he or she speaks or acts. If the rest of the chart is gentle and labile, the Capricorn Ascendant is intended to provide enough self-containment and reality-testing to help protect this person’s soft underbelly. If the rest of the chart is independent or driven, the Capricorn Ascendant is intended to help this person size up the obstacles to his or her goals and maneuver around them, alone if necessary. In any case, this rising sign’s demeanor should convey the message: “Here is a reserved, pragmatic, sensible person who doesn’t miss a thing, who can be extremely competent and efficient, who’s worthy of respect.”

For this wintry Ascendant, anything that feels out of control can feel potentially dangerous–we can freeze to death in the winter unless we control our preparations for a dangerous environment. Childhood is probably the epoch of our lives over which we have the least control, simply by virtue of being children. If the childhood environment was emotionally cold, and love or approval or even acceptance was conditional, a Capricorn Ascendant may have decided to quit trying to get emotional support from a family that couldn’t or wouldn’t give it.

In adulthood, unless this dynamic is examined, these people may give up far too easily on asking for love and connectedness. Meanwhile, they can remain models of whatever overachieving behavior–something they can control–that they unconsciously hope will solicit the desired response from their loved ones. If the childhood environment was harsh materially, these people may have decided that their longed-for Security is a pearl beyond price and remain so cautious about any sort of risk–not all of which they can control–that they limit their possibilities in life. If the childhood environment was chaotic, these people may decide to try to control anything and everything that they can possibly control, or they may retreat into distance and negativity.

All of these types do well to remember that, as I learned in a counseling skills class, control is what we try to get when we fear we don’t hav”e power. If controlling behavior appears in the adult lives of people with Capricorn rising, its sources may of course be extremely complex. Nevertheless, it might be helpful for these people to aske themselves, “What am I afraid will happen if I don’t have control? Where am I afraid I have no power? And did I ever feel anything like this when I was a child?”

–Jodie Forrest, The Ascendant

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Mercury in Virgo

Unconscious Expression

Asleep fear: Indulging in the Virgo tendency to analyze and judge what is right and wrong in yourself and others creates endless categories in your mind. This makes it difficult to communicate in an orderly and confident way.

Result: This compartmental analysis of right and wrong might appear harsh, inadvertently alienating those close to you. Concurrently, in judging others you can pave the way for heavy self-criticism if you distort perfectionism in any way.

Conscious Expression

When you trust the universal, unseen order of things, you stop feeling defensive about how actions reflect imperfection. Through developing self-tolerance  you can accomplish a job with a sense of perfection but without applying the same high standards of performance to your personal life. By detaching from expecting perfection in your relationships and communications with others, you can be transformed to a new level. You will not have to be defensive with others since you no longer need to justify your humanness to yourself.

–Jody Forrest, Spiritual Astrology

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Venus in Scorpio

Unconscious Expression

Self-defeating habit: Controlling your power in social situations.

Result: The tendency is to withhold sharing your abilities to perceive the hidden talents and resources of others. You may tend to use others as a means of fulfilling your desires. The result is experiencing tension from constantly trying to maintain secret control of those around you. Thus you become the one who is actually controlled–by your fear that others may withdraw their resources. When you ignore bringing others to an awareness of their talents, stagnation and rigidity may result from your incomplete interaction.

Forming rigid personal values results in lost opportunities for interacting with others. In neglecting to stimulate self-worth in other people, your lose your own feeling of worth.

Conscious Expression

You have the aptitude and awareness to perceive and encourage the undiscovered abilities of others. You can inspire them to use their potential. When you bring out other people’s talents in such a way that you both benefit, you experience a transformation of your values and material opportunities.

You have the opportunity to experience a continual transformation of your feelings of self-worth. This comes from taking the initiative to help others awaken their latent talents, thus showing them their hidden worth. The more you arouse and enhance the powers of others, the more valuable you become to them and the more worthwhile you feel about yourself.

–Jodie Forrest, Spiritual Astrology

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