β Controlling you, the channels you're on, all from a remote distance. After all, I'm the only star you should ever see.
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WOOOOHOOO!!!! FINALLY GOT THIS DONE. I have never done a pose like this before so please genuinely try not to mind if it looks a little wonky, I'm relearning art after not drawing regularly for a long time bc of depression π anywhoo yey I just wanted to draw my little sweetheart in color for once. She's such a goober. Don't mind me sassing up her design a little too I COULDN'T RESIST ADDING TIGHTS OR BOOTS OKAY ππ½ππ½ she needs to girlboss it up okay. Sassy scary woman. We love to see it. (I am not normal about her shes lowk fine shyt but you didnt hear that from me)
anyways YAHOO!!!! YAHOO YAHOOOOOO reblog please /nf I APPRECIATE SUPPORT SO MUCHHHYGGHN I WILL CHERISH U FOREVER
ah bonus time here's what she looks like without any filters or post render editing just so it's easier to see what I did
Whdn the shit so good bro stars to panic and go out of manic over how romantic things used to be whilr now they're just craxy psychpvavbfnhrthdjuirsruarjdthsrhVnfh
HEY GAMERZZZ (yes, that was on purpose), decided to work on a little concept I discarded about a year ago and gave it a little fresh coat of paint! I also reworked the song it's related to! Still working on it, but this is what we've got! Everything is all mine, both legally and artistically. It all took about 10 days in total!
Lyrics and more info about the project below the cut! (Definitely check it out please!)
Gamble to see what it means to be a living human
Roll the dice, shake it twice, so boldly betting your life
Where's the fun when you can predict the game?
It all ends the same, deny that and you'll go insane
Looking for a cheap way out? Why don't you cheat your way out?
You've got only one life left n' you won't have to play the rest
Where's the fun when it's just to endure the pain?
Get it through your brain, why stay a pawn living in vain?
[PRE CHORUS]
Hey, tell me if anything truly matters!
You choose to live only just to die, that's the game of life
So, don't blame me if that false hope shatters,
It's your life, your problem, not mine if you choose to live a lie
It's starting to make sense to you, now isn't that right?
We're all meaningless creatures with a drive to survive and die
So, buckle up and get ready to enjoy this ride
Of the meaningless desire for the meaning of life!
[CHORUS]
Oh, doesn't it hurt to lose
No matter what you try to do (oh, doesn't it hurt)
Don't you feel like a fool
When you seek made-up truth (oh, it's all made up)
There's no target to beat
Other than to accept defeat (oh, nothing to beat)
So, please explain to me
What else is there to believe? (and that's all how...)
This is the game of life, there's no doubt about it! (no doubt about that!)
Live to see nothing matters, reality's a real lie (such a lie!)
Philosophy's a joke, does it look like we're laughing?
Keep on searching, gaming, playing for meaning in this stupid life!
So, this song is pretty old. I made the original concept in 2022 when it was called "BAD LUCK" and had an entirely different meaning behind it. But, I revived it in 2024 and because I was facing a very horrible time due to an existential crisis, I wanted to write a song about my feelings towards life in general. That isn't the song's only meaning, but a pretty good generalization as to why I wrote it in the first place.
These are the original designs from 2024. I never had a color palette in mind when I made them, I just knew I wanted them to be bright as fuck and match. Soooo basically the new designs required me to come up with one off of the top of my head, but to also somewhat rework them. I think even the new ones might undergo some changes in the final release. I dunno. I'm a picky guy.
I had to learn a lot about audio engineering (in NO way am I a professional, hell nah) and Vocaloid 5 (I've been using V4 since 2021 so this is a very big change for me) to make this song, and even then I do have things I still wanna tweak about it. But so far so good! I love the way it sounds and I hope you do too!
My goal was to make them appear a little disturbing considering the topics of this song. I wanted them to look "so depressed they're insane", to an extent. "What about the bright colors?" I'll let you theorize about that :)
Also, I've never drawn vinyl before so it might look a little odd as I get used to drawing it π
I will post their individual concept drawings when I can, as there's some shit I need to do with them and I just can't really do it right now.
I hope you absolutely LOVED this and if you did, please reblog this to support my art. I would also greatly appreciate fan art! Just remember to tag me.
I'll likely get the finished song on YouTube and niconico soon but not Spotify considering the horrible shit they're involved with, nor SoundCloud. They're both evil AI supporting, art stealing corporations. Soooo yeah. At least with YT you can opt out. Same here on Tumblr. I would do Bandcamp but I don't want ppl to feel obligated to buy my music since I don't really want money for something that comes from my soul.
Anyways, have a great day and God bless ya π
(also secret for people who bothered to read til the end: yes theres yuri)
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