Held Hostage To Be A Meninist
Oh my goodness I thought the first was Immunity and then I realized it was tie-breaker, although it was messy but okay. I hope I’m fast enough, but we never know, as I got people also on my side, hopefully.
Plus, yesh @ 13 minutes and 25 seconds! xD I hope I win this four-way duel, though. :D
I see now. Double Lagoon before merge, so this is the last Lagoon, so I just want to give my best to ensure my comeback.
After that, there’s this merge and I don’t know what kind of twist I feel it will be, because it might just be anything and I can’t wait to see that coming. But making it this far, I feel so grateful because this is a new platform for me. :)
All right, here we go. Can’t wait for the results already, but Lagoon #12 will happen so I need to prepare my moves. :)
Hopefully this means merge
I love my anau peeps so i need to reunite with them and ken needs to come into this game so we can hopefully get a majority and make finals < 3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgNiR_Wmjmk&feature=youtu.be
Well then, now I have a good feeling for this challenge, and I just hope everything turned out fine. Aside, I’ve been planning some moves after this challenge is done, can’t wait to see how it turned out.
Also, anticipating the worst – I’m ready for this. Yeay. xD
So….. Um can Ryan delete his skype? Or like suddenly quit the game due to a mid life crisis? Like I can not believe he is playing so messy and it is not even the merge yet. In the past few days he has completely fucked over his entire game WHEW!
He has openly stated his Andrei love in the tribe chat. Not only is that bad for me, its worse for him because now I know he is against me and was apart of the movement to get me out early.
He told Jordan that Nicole and I knew each other outside of the game. Um hello? Ryan knows the exact same people as I do like if you wants to be petty I can just casually send the link out to the games he has recently played in?
Anyways, I expect some homie to return from the Lagoon today or tomorrow, idk when. Hopefully Renee comes back and joins me in our mission to dominate the game, one jtia at a time! Realistically merge, should be like pronto so I should have the numbers to at least force a tie or whatever or I can just win every single immunity until the end :) Idk god I’m going to regret sending this huh.
One hope from me: I don’t need to be a flop again this round. First of all, I hate tie-breaker so I chose the right thing to just make it to majority, which I did with Kenneth and Renee. Kaci approached me, so I just say yes. My game will work. xD
And hopefully, all the votings are on the right place and on the right time. Let’s move. :)
Kenneth winning immunity…mess. i really hope renee survives. I need her at merge.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgNiR_Wmjmk&feature=youtu.be
Oh my goodness I feel like what?
Hopefully I can come back with flying colors. :)
…well I have a feeling three will come back and making the merge, and the eliminated… all well time to say welcome back and, I guess, another twist is coming. :)
Before heading out to Generations if I make it…
First of all, I would like to thank you all for this great experience. Making it to this season is a dream come true for me. This has been a great experience, considering that I’m playing here on a brand new platform that I never play before.
Next, great job to all of you guys making it this far, even though I’m still shocked because of the elimination. I remember I might be so social, but I love being social in this game, it can bring me forward because my only intention is to make new connections, and so much more. I learned so much in my first experience, but definitely is not my last here.
I might not play my greatest game, but as always, I’m trying to give my best. This is one of the largest seasons I ever played, but making it this far is such a pleasure. I even didn’t expect this, although, my expectation could be higher. :)
After all, thanks everyone for this great experience! Over and out. <3
An addition of thank you note to Dustin and Jonathan for being a great host, and also those who were cheering for me this season (even drafting!). You guys are really awesome, and keep it up! :)
Good luck to the rest of the contestants, whoever wins, you guys deserve it. Have a great day, everyone! :)
Bless the Lagoon and Their Logic
My recent attempts to connect to the Lagoon telepathically have been working. First, they get Andrei off then they get Tata out. Nice.
Regardless, Anau is down to 4 people in a merge that is most likely 13 people. The odds are definitely stacked against us. However, all 4 of us will fight, whether it be through my immunity idol, or through our connections in Toopuati and the Lagoon. If we go out fighting so be it, but there is no chance in hell that any of us are quitting.
First Andrei and now Tata?
SO this merge has given me a new look now because i can stay with anau, go to the tengaged alliance, or try and start a whole new game with new people i have met but its all about the right decisions and only 1 way will be the best option for me the question is which.
I’m feeling kind of proud of myself actually, that in three seasons of plying, I’ve made merge each time. That’s an accomplishment right? Now we just have to surpass that pesky day 52 mark. I’m also really curious to know if jury started, so please god don’t let me be the first merge boot.
With merge happening, we’ve got 3 people returning from the lagoon. Shit. This already long af season just got longer. Kenneth, I mean yes I’m impressed that he lasted this long to make his first ever tribe appearance be on a merge tribe, but there had to be strategy going on as the first member of the lagoon. Rope people in and pagong all the others. Kaci, I’m not sure how I feel about her returning, we didn’t talk much at the start of the game, and other than that I’ve never played with her. I know she’s Ryan’s duo, so I need to solidify my relationship with Ryan so I can play as their third, take Andrei’s spot there, if you will. Renee. Oh Renee. I honestly didn’t know wat to expect with her coming back. She absolutely dominated the lagoon challenges, so yeah, it’s a bummer to have another big threat in the game, because it’ll be harder to win said challenges, but maybe that makes her a target? I’m not sure. I didn’t know where we stood in our personal relationship, but she messaged me right away and I think we’ve talked through it? I’m honest when I say that I’ll play with her again if she wants to. I just need an ally I can trust god dammit!
I’m interested to see if I can do anything with Genki, Eddie and Ian, who I’ve been patiently waiting to play with, but watch, it’ll be one of those be careful what you wish for scenarios and they’ll be the reason I get voted out. Honestly, what kind of meninist crap?! I guess it’s a good thing two girls came back from the lagoon.
Other than that, it seems like this game has become the battle of who can stay under the radar the most. Everyone’s quiet, no one wants to rock the boat, we’re all just putting along in our own lanes. This is how Ciera felt in Cambodia complaining about people not making big moves huh? Oh well. My strategy now, is to try and become the biggest goat possible. See how far that gets me. Let’s not play to win this time, let’s play to lose. Play defense, rather than offense. Maybe some twisted reverse psychology will work.
Live footage of me right now:
Cambodia Style Merges Give Me Heart Palpitations
https://youtu.be/31yHUvyY1-A
Renee is back!!!!! Jenn thot she could rid of her huh? 4/5 of the original alliance is back together. Rip Matthias. Idk if we’re still fully loyal to each other since it’s been a long time but I’m hoping we are. Anyway, Ryan is starting an anti-lexi movement. He’s trying to get rid of her and telling people that she’s super close to Nicole because they played together in Agrabah. ugly. Lexiphobia is a hate crime. They should be removed from the game :/ Also I’m at merge now so it’s time to transition to brain mode (this is extra). My plan is to stay under the radar as much as possible. Like i’m not even talking to some people asldjkf Maybe if I dont talk to them they’ll forget that I’m playing and they’ll forget my name when they’re scheming for tribal ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I have two alliances and there’s bigger targets than me like Junior, Lexi, and Ryan so I don’t think I need to worry about being a target. I’m just gonna stay in my lane and strategize with Lexi, Nicole, and Renee.
So Lexi’s worried about Ryan. She said the he’s been calling out her and Nicole for working together in Agrabah. Ryan trusts me so I dropped into his ear and distracted him from Lexi. I reminded him that Genki voted Kaci and now he wants to go after him. I have an alliance with genki but lexi >>> genki. Eddie, Ian, and Genki are looking for people so our alliance can control the votes. They don’t seem to be actively looking for anyone. I got them to consider Nicole but other than her, they haven’t really said anything.
i’m bored and want to start drama but i’m also too tired to do anything.
Homogeneity Makes Me Barf
Wtf even is the tribe chat. Everyone talks like a meme. It’s so tumblresque. I hate. Tea! It’s even spreading onto me.
If I will lose one day off of my life every time I hear or read the word tea in the tribe chat, I will be dead by the time this game is over.
The carly rae jepsen slander in the tribe chat…im truly in a tribe full of homophobes and meninists huh?
Well I need to make a decision soon do i stick with Anau or do i go off and try and make a new alliance :S
I hate this challenge. I have no creativity :/ It’s not like I want to win the first individual immunity anyway. Gotta stay under the radar.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XnUK1ZFDoLY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gNp_BtNyPZ8
Pre-made Alliances Kill and Save Me
Welp, once again pre-made connections are the death and life of me.
Despite the fact that Victor seemed to be down for being with the Anau members, his and Nicole’s loyalties lie with Lexi and the Toopuatis. I also assume Renee will go with Lexi because they’ve played together. Yuck. The only one who is leaking information to the other side is Junior, because of our pre-game relationship. pre-game pre-game pre-game relationships determine everythinggggggg and it’s sometimes refreshing and sometimes annoying as helllllllllll
So there is a plan to take out 4 people who knew each other before the game started and that plan is to take out lexi renee victor and nicole. The only thing that worries me is if not everyone is loyal I or Genki could be going tonight so i have to put my trust in people I havent known for that long.
Yo… We merged :’) And I honestly hate 95% of the people we merged with but at the same time I am grateful that these are the people I merged with since I think I have a chance of making it far. At the start of the merge, everyone was sort of racing around looking for numbers, especially those that were on the other tribe or on the Lagoon.
So far, a lot of alliances have popped up or will potentially pop up
Kenneth, Renee, Ryan, and Kaci
Eddie, Ian, Genki, and Victor
Eddie, Nicole, and Victor
Jordan and Ryan (somehow)
Renee, Nicole, Victor, and I (already happened)
God this is turning ugly and whoever wins this immunity, will definitely change the entire outcome of the game. Hopefully I can win it so I wouldn’t be the first merge boot :D :D I worked really hard on it too so please!
Suck it up and get her out of here.
Kaci you need to suck it up work with Genki and take out Lexi jesus christ it isnt going to end your life to vote with Genki for 1 god damn round and if you dont i cant wait to see you in ponderosa with the rest of us.
I don’t really know what’s going to happen this vote but it definitely won’t be me! I have an alliance with Eddie, Ian, and Genki, an alliance with Nicole, Lexi, and Renee and I’m close to Ryan so I feel safe. Lexi and Nicole want to get rid of Ryan so I think that’s going to happen. Genki did throw Renee’s name out so if they want to do that, I can easily get Ryan to vote Genki out with him. Ryan has Kaci and Kenneth by his side so we would have the numbers. I think Eddie’s a huge threat. He has a very strong social game. I want him out soon. I also don’t trust Genki or Junior because of the idols. One of them has an idol. I havent talked to Junior or Jenn at all. Right now im trying to lay low and play dead so Im not talking to anyone who doesn’t start the conversation. They haven’t messaged me so I’m not going to either :/
Okay, so apparently a lot has been happening?! And I’m sitting here like: THIS IS NEWS TO ME!
Let me back track, although I already know this is going to be a long and ranting confessional. I’ve stated numerous times that the people in the game are quiet, that everyone wants to stay under the radar it seems. We merged and it was like suddenly everyone flipped a switch and went AWF in the Ohana chat. To be honest, I don’t give a single fuck about what music artist you like or stan for (Carly Rae is over rated *sips tea*) but I felt like it was at least giving me insight about who’s talking to who. And let me tell you this, Kenneth and Victor? Sneaky sneaky. Not to be trusted.
Anyways, still no idol. I’ll keep guessing but I swear it’s already been found. I talked some more with Junior last night, and he said that Kenneth and Jordan know each other in real life. He’s not sure how close they are, but apparently Jordan let it slip that they’re friends. Either they’re super shady or Junior is making up some pretty elaborate schemes. He also said that Kenneth, Kaci and Ryan are allies and will tell each other everything so you have to be careful what you say. Well duh, I knew the latter two were allies at least. Plus. let’s be real, I don’t want to tell anyone anything. I tell you what, being lazy in this game is getting addicting. No wonder why the goats stick to the simple life of eating grass and waiting for their owners. It’s a hard habit to break. Whew.
So I lost the flag making immunity challenge by like 3 points. Are you fucking serious? I mean, it didn’t take me that long, but I still can’t get over one of the judge’s comments saying he thinks I have a lot of graphic experience. Is this a joke? I literally used Picmonkey online, and googled a website to add animated text to make it a gif. Of course, the one time that judges aren’t impressed with gif flags, I finally make one! FML. This is the Survivor gods telling me to pick up my game and get to work huh?
Immunity is announced and people start freaking out. Hmm…this smells fishy. I’m getting messages from Eddie of all people, saying he’s worried he’s a target. Eddie, did you miss the fact that almost all of your original tribe is still here and plainly loyal to each other? Then I get a message from Nicole, bless her, saying that she’s hearing that the Anau boys are staying together, have recruited Victor, and they are trying to bring her in to vote Ryan. BUT WAIT! Then I start talking to Ian, one of the actual Anau people, and he says he wants to get rid of “one of the 4” meaning Nicole, Lexi, Renee or Victor. Okaaaay, this doesn’t add up. Either Nicole is lying to me or she’s being told the wrong info. Eddie has also confirmed to me, that the “group of friends” is really scary to him. Naturally, I’m confused as fuck, so I call Junior. I was leaning away from telling him everything and relying on him as my best ally, but I can’t do it alone. He fills me in on what’s he’s been doing, which is trying to convince everyone for the last day to vote out Victor, that he’s got a strong alliance with Genki, that Eddie almost messed up the whole plan, and that he’s heard that Victor has said my name. Excuse me, what? Victor wants me out? Not shocked, honestly. I’ve never spoken to him, he hasn’t tried to reach out to me, and god knows I saw the receipts of him cheating in Pompeii. Nicole also told me that she’d heard my name and tried to dissuade it, so I feel comfortable that they’re telling the truth there. I filled Junior in on the idol clues that Nicole sent me, and I’m trying to push the vote on Victor know, subtly be damned.
All this confusion and mess though, like I heard that the target went from Lexi to Victor to Ryan to me to one of the 4. I can’t believe I’m being targeted this early though, like i’m just a lil egg. WAIT! Am I being punked? Ashton Kutcher, you there?! Give me a special Ashton idol!
the tribe chat is so tame and boring so I decided to spice it up tonight. My alliance with Anau said they have the numbers to get rid of Renee, but I’m not gonna have any of that. So, I went around asking people about the vote. I talked to Kaci and asked her if the lagoon was sticking together. Then she brought up that she knows that i’m besties with Renee. Apparently people have spread the premade rumor far enough for her to hear it. I clarified it with her and realized that probably everyone has heard it. Because of that, I addressed it publicly in the tribe chat. I know Jenn was one of the people who started this and I didn’t get any response from her other than a big brother gif. I’ve had enough with this shit and I also feel like fighting. Most people are sleeping right now so I’m going to wait until tomorrow and i’m going to @ all the toopuatis about this. I’m gonna make this like keesha’s birthday in big brother 10. conveniently enough, it’s Junior’s birthday.
I FOUND THE IDOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t2NgsJrrAyM
[5/27/16, 9:57:27 AM] wryan: a lot of ppl have been pushing that you/lexi/nicole/renee are an alliance lol
[5/27/16, 9:57:34 AM] wryan: which you know already obvi
[5/27/16, 9:58:00 AM] victor: yea umm lexi and nicole will never turn on each other. no thanks
[5/27/16, 9:58:04 AM] victor: who’s been saying that?
[5/27/16, 9:58:24 AM] wryan: tbh like all of the anau guys
THE ANAU GUYS ARE FUCKING FAKES HUH. IM IN AN ALLIANCE WITH THEM HELPING THEM LOOK FOR IDOLS AND GETTING NUMBERS FOR THEM AND THIS IS WHAT THEY’RE DOING BEHIND MY BACK??? I’M READY TO FLIP. GENKI, IAN, AND EDDIE ARE DEAD TO ME
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGY7HgdUnWo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZi6ZKRkEas
so now i’m the target. well fuck you guys. everyone’s a fake huh? i should’ve worked with andrei and tata. it’s time for me to start playing hard now.
EVERYONE IS SO FUCKING FAKE. IM GONNA LEAVE REGARDLESS SO IM JUST GONNA EXPLODE IN THE DAMNED TRIBE CHAT. I DONT CARE ANYMORE. VOTE ME OFF.
Winners and Connections and Idols, Oh My!
Yes I am slain. Messy tribal councils are my aesthetic.
The attention has officially driven off of me onto Lexi and Victor. Victor has officially found an idol(or is bluffing), so there’s a higher chance he’s staying. Ryan and Kaci are so anti-winner, it’s wonderful. On the other hand, Victor is so all over the place, it’s impossible to tell which direction he’s truly going to go. Hopefully beneath all this mess lies some truth and morality, and the right person goes home. rip in advance
im so mad. this is so ugly. there’s so many other people that are obviously together and they’re just going after me and lexi. like wtf did i do. im gonna retire after this game. im so pissed
Ok so i’ve calmed down. i still want to fight but it looks like Lexi can do something to save us.
i was held hostage to be a meninist and vote this way. rip.
Today has been such a roller coaster ride. I went from excited that i found the idol to angry about the fakes to having a meltdown because I lost hope and now I feel confident whew. Junior and Jenn are literally saving this season. My parents. I think we might be able to keep us safe even without an idol!
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0ByXa73G4AVieMEpKZGJuRmljRjg/view
“Hey gurl, I just wanted to lechu gurls know that I’m a real messy bich.
I’m a liar, a scammer. I love robbery and fraud. I’m a real messy bich who lives for drama.” -Victor (2005-Round 13 of TS Bora Bora(Hopefully))
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m8ogCOjRqHY&feature=youtu.be