Episode 1- “Why Am I Always the Sacrificial Lamb?- Lee
hello its me captain BOOM
Season begins and its already a nervwrecking experience. The tribe im on were so spread around and diverse with us, Very worried bout the fact im the only one on the tribe that didnt submit a video so defintly have to be able to open to these people. Happy that im not the only Non US person on my tribe so maybe there be an incentive connection there.
Damn right when things got announced I got bombarded with DM's from most of the people from my tribes. Some of the people I really connected with off the bat was gabe (he works at mcdonalds and that was what we have been talking about for so long), lanie.marie (because we both got pugs!) and Derek (already have talked about a variety of stuff!). Overall I feel like this a good first step in aquatinting myself with my fellow tribe mates that might last into the merge. Also, Nikola Jokic for MVP (basketball reference).
OMG SEB IS MADISON'S BOYFRIEND. SO TRUE. i love you madison
Okay omg omg, so it's night 1 and we just found out we have to vote someone out tomorrow. And that is WILD, there are only 6 of us, so there's literally NOWHERE to hide. I've been talking with my entire tribe, and honestly would like to work with all of them at this point. But I definitely want to keep Kyler, because he's a gamer, and he'll be a big help in the challenges once we get there with his hand-eye coordination he must have. I'm a little suspicious over this twist...vote out your weakest member? Very specific way of saying it. I don't think that whoever we vote for is going home, but I'm hella nervous they might come back with an advantage. It's hard to make this decision without having the full tea! Right now, I have a really good thing started with Lanie, but also Husk and Lindsay. If I can get the four of us to vote together and take out Gabe, if he returns to our team after the vote, I feel like he would be the least angry out of everyone. But we still have a whole day to figure things out and a lot can change. But I feel good about my position in the tribe as of right now. Hope that's not a death knell?
WOW I do not know how to use discord and have no idea how long these confessionals should be. I do know who Henry is through the Se[redacted] community. Hopefully that will become a strong relationship. I also immediately felt connected to Joshie since we both don't understand discord. Tarun also messaged me, but it was a lot of boring small talk. Boring small talk is better than not messaging though I guess??? Because for the vote as of right now, I am going to vote for someone I didn't talk to and/or who the people messaging me want to go.
So once the twist came out I kinda immediately decided the route I am going to take, I am basing my vote on who has discussed the least amount of game or just any discussion at all. I think by noon tomorrow I will have a good idea who that person is. Not my boy gabe though, we legit hopped on mc and played few rounds, I am keeping him around.
First day impressions! I was going to record but my dog is losing his mind and I'm tired so ur getting texto!!!! Twist is probably leading to a mini tribe swap - probably the person who gets voted is put on another tribe. Alternatively, they get an advantage, which is very not sexy. I love my entire tribe which makes this twist even more hard to deal with. Husk - great dude, we had a very good convo abt Phoenix Wright. My pfp for all of COW was Phoenix so it's a shame it's not still ASDJFKLSJDF but it was nice meeting a fellow fan. Had a fantastic convo and bonded a lot. It's day one but fuck it I'd f2 him. Derek - Fellow filmie so he has my respect but he gives me the vibes of someone who's gonna be dangerous down the line. I learned my lesson from blindly trusting the film people (forgive but never forget, Ian) but I still want to work w him, just maybe not all the way. Gabe- Cool dude. We just talked abt school and small talk but I vibe. Prospective math and econ major tho... scary The Burger King Guy - memelord. I love. Lanie - she's recording a song or something which is it's own brand of sick but it does unfortunately mean i haven't gotten to talk w her at all. she's a music educator tho so how bad can she be? she can't be bad. that's a trick question. No I DON'T know what i'm doing tomorrow thanks for asking.like listen i know this might seem like im playing it up bc it's public but i've been known to be bitchy in my confessionals before i just genuinely am getting immensely good vibes from all of these people so it suuuuucks tomorrow's problem!
Right off the bat I'm SO wishing i could have made some connections the last night but I'm glad to be catching up! I just hope that people reach out to me before the vote lol I'm already in love with Lee just because he's Irish LOL but also the he loves kpop is the best! Mikey and Captain seem very chill and all around very sweet humans! Seb seems like him and I could talk for hours about nerd stuff lol so I'm happy we have that connection. Kai seems to be TOO good to be true. He's very charming and smart. He has so much charisma that I think he might be a threat later down the road... or even now.. he could be making connections as i type! I gotta go!
i'm screaming. i can't remember the name of ppl in my tribe :sob: THIS IS BAD!! petition to make the hosts change everyones name on the server to be their REAL name in game!!
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kk last one before i go to bed.. kai and lee are not voting for me so thats good! idt seb and mikey would vote for me either? so we’re prob fine team
I had a call with Joshie today. I feel really drawn to him since he said he has never played an online game before. I hate getting screwed by preexisting relationships in games. He said that he went to college with Trace, so I am slightly concerned that he has other relationships from college playing. I’m might attempt to stalk the cast later to find out. Henry and Tarun also expressed wanting to work with me, but I feel like they told that to everyone. Magnus and I talked for the first time today and they seemed nice. I still haven’t heard from Jennet, but I want to talk to them since they are an artist and I want to scam painting tips from them. I’m hoping they message me soon so that I won’t feel forced to vote them...
🅳🅰🆈 🅾🅽🅴 🅽🅸🅶🅷🆃 🅵🅴🅴🅻🅸🅽🅶🆂: Starting off with this twist? No maam. Being the youngest person on this tribe and in the game, I feel like Im going to easily be considered the "weakest" (even though im good at comps and can beat any of these bitches at a typing comp period) but nonetheless Im gonna keep being the social butterfly that I am and hopefully make people feel like they can trust me lol. 🅳🅰🆈 🆃🆆🅾 🅰🅵🆃🅴🆁🅽🅾🅾🅽 🅵🅴🅴🅻🅸🅽🅶🆂: Good News y'all, it ain't me going home. I bonded really well with Kai, and we both bonded really well with Seb, so Im seeing potential for a possible trio moving forward. Captain is of course captain, and is someone I'm gonna have so much fun working with. Ricki and me have talked a bit and she seems really sweet, hoping maybe she can be bestie material? We'll have to see. I've connected the least with Lee, so I've been going around saying "people haven't really connected with Lee, would you be okay doing that?" and so far Me, Kai, and Seb are gonna go ahead and do him. Im sure captain will too once he gets online, praying he does tbh. I think Ricki would be okay with doing him, but even if she doesn't I think we have 4 people who will.
Fuck, the vote's on Husk. Sad boy hours. I can't rock the boat super hard on the first fucking vote but I'm hoping Husk gets a hell of an advantage now LMAO. So Ky is >:( I'm comin for u heccer
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Update: the immense edgelord cis male vibes im getting from Ky means I no longer want to work with him. like at all. I'm voting him tonight everything else be damned. gonna see if i can move the vote from husk to ky as well. if i can't then at the very least if husk gets an advantage then we'll be golden, and if he doesn't then i just gotta survive bc i think i'm going to fuck myself over a bit from doing this also me and husk have nicknamed ourselves the Feenies. i hope we both survive this week but i'm getting the impression our early to go to bed asses might be on the bottom rn LMAO
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okok two possible plans for tonight: if we can flip it, i'm flipping it on ky. if we can't flip it, i vote ky and husk votes gabe so we don't look unified. either way i am in fact not voting husk. i said i was voting ky after that to derek and husk so i will. its week one why am i doing this to myself this is so stupid LMAO im gonna be the first fucking boot aren't i. ah well make it spicy. i hope i am a fun first boot if that's the case.
Why did Tarun add me to an “alliance” chat without even asking my permission first🙄 I would rather not be tied to an alliance this early. I was annoyed that Tarun did that and as a result I have already told Henry about the alliance. Me looking cute->🐀 I plan on voting out Tarun tonight now, and hope that sharing the knowledge of this “alliance” worked as a way to build more trust with Henry.
It is the first vote and it feels like sh*t has already hit the fan. Last night, Ricki was fairly inactive so she seemed like an easy first vote, but today she has been working her social game. She's extremely likable and has built relationships fast, which I have to admit is pretty intimidating. That being said, I don't fully understand her strategy She's already built close friendships with Lee and Mikey, but is struggling to connect with Seb. Even though Mikey, Seb, (potentially captain.. he's asleep lol), and I are all voting for Lee, she is hesitant about voting Lee and is trying to persuade me to vote Seb. I don't want that. Seb is a smart player and I want to keep working with him. She is even considering forcing a tie, but I don't think she has the numbers to do that. I feel like if Lee leaves and she was the only one who voted for Seb, she'll become a little alienated from the rest of the tribe. Who knows tho... She's so sweet and likable that I could see herself saving herself with her social game. In regards to the rest of my tribe, they're iconic. I love them all. Captain is a king. Mikey is hilarious. Seb is wonderful. Lee is charming. There isn't a dud. My long-term goal tho is to form an alliance with Seb and Mikey. I trust them and they seem like good players.
This is gonna get personal just cuz im getting sick and tired this happening in every org or game i play, im always first targeted and i never get a good reason why, i try to get along with people and even when im nice to people i still get targeted and still i dont get a reason why is it always me, why im i always the sacrificial lamb
Yup I overthought the shit out of this challenge. Just really didn't want Husk to get tribe swapped LMAO. Ah well here we are now. Let's just kick some ass so I don't have to worry abt it yo I don't wanna go to tribal
Wow so I am in a much worse position than I was last confessional, and it's all because of KYLER! I teamed up with this dude early on since he was one of the only people on my tribe willing to talk game, but over the last day, I've realized he is NOT someone I want to work with. He is more erratic than Tony Vlachos on adderall deadass. He changes his mind constantly, and my relationship with Husk is basically gone because of him. The plan was for me to vote for Gabe while the rest of my alliance voted for Husk, that way if Husk returned with an advantage I could get information from them on what it was. But then Kyler switched up the plan and said he wanted to vote Gabe and then told Husk I voted for him? So he basically blew up the whole plan and my relationship with Husk for no reason. Luckily, teaming up with Lanie right off the bat was a good idea, since she told me that Husk is gunning for me, and is going to help me get in good graces with him again. This "alliance" with Kyler, Gabe, and Lanie is dead. My allegiance is to Lanie, and now Lindsay. We're going to get something going soon and Kyler is 10000% the target. I feel safe at the moment, since Husk wants him out as well, but after Kyler is gone, I might be in some trouble if we need to go to another tribal. Yikes. Let's hope I don't mess up the challenge today, Husk put me in the hardest position probably hoping I do. F Kyler, y'all.
Man a lot has happened since I last talked here, basically I formed a alliance composed of Derek, gabe and lanie. We were able to vote Husk as the weakest member, he then got to pick who did what challenged for the immunity and I have to say I don't think I did that well. Also, I am literally one or 2 guesses away from an immunity idol. Let us get this W.
Hunny......what is dis? The only reason we were going to keep Kyler in this game is because he's a gamer and would probably be a big help in the challenges, and his first challenge he FLOPS! He's messaging in the tribe chat, taking 2 minute long breaks? Boy, bye. I'm sorry, but if we lose this challenge, it's going to be because of him, hands down. And I have no question where the vote is going to go....
So week 1, I immediately click with Jennet and Sara. I LOVE JENNET so much they have such a amazing vibe and energy. And Sarah is someone that I think will want to play with other sharks as shields (which is me bitch). So I know I want to work with them right off the bat. I also got a wonderful energy from Magnus in call, so I know I want to work with those 4 people. Joshie and Tarun are gonna have a tough road if they think they're gonna get my vote because I don't see myself weighing them above the other 3. So here's the tea. Jennet, Sarah, and Tarun made a 3 person alliance to which Tarun made without asking Sarah. Sarah of course told me- which only made me want to vote for Tarun for this "weakest player" bullshit. Do I think Tarun is the weakest? No. Do I think getting the whole tribe to vote for Tarun will destroy that alliance from the inside out. Yes absolutely. So I worked hard to get the whole tribe to vote for Tarun and I did. Hopefully that's done enough damage to their alliance to the point where I am sitting in a really good spot. Eek!
So far everything is going as planned. I believe I currently have a decent relationship with everyone. I’m worried Jennet is bothered I didn’t talk to her before about voting Tarun, but I hope my relationships with Henry, Magnus, and Josh are strong enough to combat any fallout. Tarun and I talked and he still wants to work with me and understands why I voted the way I did. I believe the best thing moving forward is to stay #tribestrong and keep winning challenges. I know I put a lot of effort into the challenge and I hope the others noticed that and will want to keep me around because of it. I felt closely with Josh initially but he has been slightly inactive, so I currently feel closest with Henry and Magnus.
YEAAAAAAH LETS GO IMMUNE BABYYYYYY bro i worked my ass off on that flag anyways i think ky is kind of rubbing everyone the wrong way at this point, so i think if we go to tribal at some point they'll be an easy vote off* also, fucking hell, husk messaged me saying that they figured out who the idol person was but that someone else already got it??? like homie it's been like 24 hours how the fuck-- *if they aren't the one with the idol
okay my day 1 conf was so nice and neat and this one just is not gonna be like that at all its 8 am and Im tired. So my tribe ended up losing immunity, but Im not too worried. The alliance I created is 3 of 6 people in the tribe, and considering we stuck together for the first vote I dont see any of us flipping anytime soon. I was honestly gonna vote Captain, just because he decided to throw a vote on me instead of voting out Lee (he made it 3-2-1) Im confused still because he said he didnt wanna force a tie and risk Seb going home, but it was already 3 votes on Lee? I think it was just a case of playing both sides. Nonetheless, he dmed a few of us asking to vote him out, and captain if ur seeing this ily king and i hope you are feeling better <3 anyways though, if we dont swap soon and end up losing again, the mafia alliance is going to dominate, and if Im being honest I kinda wanna lose again so I can vote out Lee. I just feel like despite us talking a medium amount, Im just not really able to connect with him. He does seem like a good ally though, just not someone I see myself being close with unfortunately.
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Ok. This game is a lot. I wanted to leave, but I am gonna roll with it. Even if I wanted to leave, there is someone else asking to leave, so I'll just vote them out and be done with it. If I get blindsided, cool beans Mafia is chill. Love Mikey and Kai. Lee and Erika are so fucking sketch. Like they tried to go after me in the Day 2 vote out so like I can never trust them atm. Captain asked to leave, so I'm going to obey his wishes. If Captain is lying to us, it's a tie so cool beans.
Everything that Kyler says I’m suspicious of at this point. He says the idol has been found but how do we know he’s not covering the fact he found it? I am just hella paranoid about him in general, so that’s something I’m going to just keep in the back of my head moving forward....
I’m glad I made it through the first impression vote. I think Tarun is annoyed but I’m just glad it’s not me. I don’t feel a super strong connection with anyone on my tribe - just trying to see how things play out. I’m glad my flag didn’t tank the whole tribe’s performance
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Okey, so I am gonna comment how these three days have been going for me. Lindsay told me that Ky and Derek were pushing my name as the weakest. We could flip the situation targetting Ky (which I wanted since the beggining but I did not want to put a big target in my back) with the support of Lanie and Gabe, but as we knew this was not going to be an elimination, so I risked myself and told Lanie and Gabe to vote me. As I thought, it was a good thing and that helped me getting the immunity idol. By the moment, I will keep it in secret, I told Lind about the selfish and the selfless urn but told her that I chose the selfless, so little by little I would be telling her the truth. Also, I dunno really know that if we lose Gabe and Lanie would be on my side, so I will try to win with my tribe all the possible challenges. Now I will talk about my relationship with each of my tribemates, ordered in a sense of trust: 1. Lindsay. When I play I always need an equal that can also be my ears and eyes, and I think Lindsay is the right, because she seems to trust me and also she looks like a loyal person. 2. Gabe. He is a 17 year old gay boy like me so I think that can make us stay together a couple more of rounds. I dunno trust him. 3. Lanie. She looks very intelligent. I do not trust her but if I want to survive in my tribe I need her as well as I need Gabe. 4. Derek. He seems a very strategic and intelligent person. I knew that if we were allies I would have had to evict him. But he chose to bring my name up so maybe I will have a perfect excuse to go against him. 5. Ky. IDK. He seems kind of a jerk to me. His humour is awkward and he has ignored me since the beggining, apart of trying to "evict" me. So Ky needs to go.
When our castaways arrived at their camps, they were asked to choose the weakest member of their tribe in a simple vote.
Sequoyah tribe chose Huskarl.
Taneycomo tribe chose Lee.
Niangua tribe chose Tarun.
Huskarl, Lee, and Tarun were then given a choice whether to choose an advantage in the upcoming immunity challenge or receive extra idol guesses. All three chose idol guesses.
At the first immunity challenge, Taneycomo lost and was tasked in voting out the first person from the game.
Captain was voted out 6-0 after self voting.








