Suzaycue's Closet

An outlet for my clothes and my thoughts.

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🤷🏻‍♀️ #pigs #babygotback #piggygotback #musician #coffee #happy #goodmorning #SirOinksAlot #sirmixalot #puns #piggypuns #musicpuns #dadjokesgoneright https://www.instagram.com/p/B7v20PTgdGS/?igshid=r5bmx6l90sub

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Us; In Transit.

I am a leaf blown lyricist smoke-filled amethyst unclear unclean uncut artist tarnished hearts mending and i'm spending what little currency - I have left from your theft as you left Oh just to breathe again currency love anything laughter subtleties but Oh soul callosity. soul currency colossal soul payments entrapments entangled in ruby red verbosity we aint hot boy just stop. breathe How can I kick your eyes open? how can I rip your soul free? how can you exist in my presence and not see My majesty imagining your potential sub-sequential to me? breathe. walk. breathe. Here I stand in your monsoon will you welcome me? inside where it's warm. Eventually? intentionally? Conventionally there's no such me as you seek or you see but rather a flowering lyrical 5' 4 and 1/2" masterpiece towering over your accidental insensitivity and troublesome inability to see. me. well i see me. I see you. I see beauty in both and the curse inbetween I feel all the eyes pass from you onto me as they worry they love they question they care and they steal away much of my limited air. or perhaps not so limited but it's all that we share see I am a wind blown wild thing an again and again resown childs thing Intricate delicate simply put -- I am human I feel things. I am in love with the intangible beauty that exists in our lungs and our homes in our mutual extended families and souls. I am in love with you. I am in love with me. RESPECTIVELY. unconditionally and any ideas of an us that exist or existed do so insignificantly as whispers inside of the minds of human beings who worry and love and question and care and keep us both compelled to breathe the same air.

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Love this - apart from the matching shoes and glasses….

Gingham pencil skirt (by My Showroom Priscila)

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Reciting poems with goofy friends

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Fooling with patterns. Cactus meets tribal =funsies.

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Vintage 50s button up from Austria.

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Mismatch fun

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All Adventurous Women Do

yes please.

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THAT MOMENT WHEN SOMEBODY FINALLY GET'S YOUR TSHIRT'S MEANING AND YOU JUST WANT TO HUG THEM BUT THAT WOULD BE WEIRD BECAUSE THEY ARE A 50 YEAR OLD STRANGER SITTING AT A MALL KIOSK BASEBALL BOOTH.

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music

I honestly never expected teaching preschool music to be rewarding. I never expected to be good at it and I certainly never felt important dancing the hokey pokey and shaking a tambourine. I wouldn’t even say I’m enthusiastic about kids. I don’t have any desire to be a mother. But, every week I see these kids learn something new and incredulously valuable. Some are learning patience, self confidence, resilience. Some are learning how to speak english. Every day they amaze me. Every day, seemingly, I amaze them. Music is magic. I’m teaching these kids emotional stability and self worth by shaking my 5$ tambo to kidzbop( yeah thats right it’s spelt with a z). It may sound nuts but it’s real. There are moments when I’m stunned by these kids. I’m not sure who is getting the better deal here.

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#r2d2 #halloween #costume #r2d2costume #starwars #nerd #dork #droid Handywork by @andreaus

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Hell to the yeah #savedbythe90s #burlingtonvt #happiness #bitch #herwego #semicharmedkindalife (at Higher Ground)

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comfies are the besties

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salsa time

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Not That Kind of Girl

Last night I decided to go see a friend’s band on my own. I do that often, go places on my own. I am not introverted or extroverted. I am not an extreme. I’m just perfectly human and I make decisions based on what makes me happy. It was a 3 mile walk from my house and It took just as long to walk as it did to take the metro so I figured I would just walk. It was gorgeous out last night and I love to walk and read ( a dangerous past time ). When I got there I realized it was a night club. I sort of laughed at myself because I was still really glad I didn’t have anyone there to interrupt my reading and I was looking forward to actually listening to the music without interruptions.

While standing in line reading my book I realized that the women in front of me were laughing at me. (see also: middle school, high school, freshman year of college). They were so tickled by my choice to stand in line at a night club reading that they started taking pictures of me.

In a way I’m sad for women everywhere. Here I am independent, strong, and coincidentally reading a book on the topic and I’m being mocked by fellow women (outwardly to the man that was accompanying them). But we’ve come so far. So many of us have come so far. I personally have come so incredibly far that I don’t even know who me was 10 years ago. It made me feel so good and blessed to be myself. I couldn’t stop from smiling and eventually laughing out loud (which was interpreted as me thoroughly enjoying my book). Once upon a time I was a teenager and this stuff was hard. Then, we all grew up and we lived happily ever after. Well, most of us….

* Please note: Writer made 2 new friends last night, ended up going out dancing until 3 am (complete with street acrobatics), and finished the night in a group celebratory dinner of chinese food. This writer had an amazing night.

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I spy with my little eye.... #meow fun with my closet #dressup #dance #colors