sirensong

[taylornation]

Happy High Infidelity Day to all those who celebrate. 💙 We really want to know where you are this April 29th… use the Add Yours in our Instagram stories.

[swampsiren13]

Not praying on your downfall just wishing you’d develop empathy

[swampsiren13]

We’re officially going to move and it can’t have it happen soon enough oh my LANTA. It’s so easy to end up stuck somewhere awful when you’re disabled and I’m overwhelmed with anxiety about getting out lol my mom told me not to tell anyone so they don’t ruin it for me and tbh it’s making me look at a lot of people I know funny because yikes on trikes

[swampsiren13]

When Taylor Swift doesn’t have a specific song for your problem and therefore it is a bigger problem than previously assessed

[paper-wounds]

[swampsiren13]

My long distance friend: have you tried Bumble bff?

Bumble bff: GYM BUDDIES????

Me: dear god no delete DELETE

[swampsiren13]

I have had the same friend snap at me twice for what my grief is doing to my neurodivergent brain and make it about what I’m not doing for them right now and I just cannot fathom anyone I care about losing their partner in a tragic accident and me being like hey actually a few months is enough let’s get back to me (it’s not even been a year)

The overwhelming loneliness and anger I feel since I lost him is crushing me and no one seems to notice or care how bad it’s gotten

[swampsiren13]

11:48

I’ve had so many harsh things said (and not said)to me in the last 10 months and I wish my brain and heart could come together and agree it was unintentional but they stay with me. There isn’t a second I’m not filled with grief, not weighed down by my own mortality. I wish I could say I was more forgiving, more understanding; that my anger at the order of things didn’t cloud my new view of the world…but grief is red tape, it’s that Eve 6 lyric about tossing your heart in a blender and spending way too long trying to hold on to the silence in a room before the white noise that is your new life starts again. I move forward because I have to. My home is in the past, in the echos left in the present. I am between.

[swampsiren13]

12:42am

I am made up of vile angry things

Splintered inside

Edges sharp

What’s left of this heart

Filament and sparks

[swampsiren13]

I made a new tumblr to yell into the void about my grief but also shit post my notes app word vomit. Come be my friend plz I could use one