SweatandCologne original post:
PLEASE READ THIS ALL STRAIGHT AND GAY PEOPLE
THESE ARE MY REAL FEELINGS THAT I GOTTA GET OFF MY CHEST
Its sooo hard being Gay. Guys and straight people always say, if you dont want to be gay then start dating girls, BUT WHAT THEY DONT UNDERSTAND IS THAT even if i think a girl is pretty, i cant get an erection to be with one..you can only pretend and not have sex for so long in a relationship before the girl starts wanting to have sex with you, and what do you tell them when you get undressed & she is there looking her best for you and you cant do nothing about it but stare.
I want a wife and children so bad because i know thats how its suppose to be but im just not sexually attracted to women… ITS THE SAME WAY IM SURE FOR STRAIGHT PEOPLE….THE SAME SEX DOES ABSOLUTLEY NOTHING FOR YOU
i hate the fact that i am gay and wish i could be interested in girls sexually but im just not,
Another thing is i believe in God/Jesus and i know what the bible says about being gay…i dont think God had anything to do with me being GAY,
I think god wants us to try are best to resist being with the same sex, just like we try not to lie or have sex before marriage or any other sin. its soo hard though
i think it is just something that happens when you are born because ever since i was old enough to think i always have liked men.
i get sooo tired of faking like im straight ….IM NOT A GIRLY MAN, so it isnt hard to do…. thats not what i mean, its the acting like im looking at a girl when they walk by when im really looking at their boyfriend instead. stuff like that, and always tryna front like im getting with girls or that im looking for a girlfriend and that.. that is the reason why i am single :( im sooo lonely
its hard to be somebody you are not 24/7 just so you arent picked on and isolated by the people around you
Being gay is such a horrible life (unless you come out) which is what I DONT WANT TO DO.
I believe that one day GOD will help me be straight and have the family that i always wanted BECAUSE I REALLY DO WANT TO BE WITH A WOMAN…..I JUST DONT FEEL ANYTHING FOR THEM
i just want to cry all the time when i really think about it
I wouldnt wish being gay on my worst enemy…
STRAIGHT PEOPLE Please think the next time you think about joking on a gay person or treating them badly because they like the same sex….WE DONT WANT TO BE LIKE THIS, and the ones that come out..do so because they are tired of being miserable and alone and need someone to be with. NOT because they just want to be with a the same sex.
its not a choice…the only choice you have is wiether you are gonna try your best to be straight and pretend for the rest of your life or be happy and stop the pain from being by yourself and lonely
…Sometimes you end up lonely anyway because when you admit you are gay EVERYONE leaves you and jokes on you…its terrible!!! im never coming out though i just gotta figure out a way to deal with this pain and be happy regardless!
