ā”Ā HeyĀ ā”
ā” First of all - sorry, I reblogged something not MysMe on this blog by mistake, I was drunk and sad lol ^^; But I owe you all an explanation for disappearing for so long.
ā” The last time I posted here was August 13th of 2019, almost a full year ago. I have things sitting half-written in my drafts, literally just stopped in the middle of sentences, and itās so depressing to look at because I know that at one time I really did intend to finish them.
ā”Ā A lot of things in my life got worse all at once - IĀ got worse. Iām not here for pity, so Iām not going to go into detail, but I was in and out of a lot of different places and Iām still not totally back on my feet, and Iām not sure I ever will be. My motivation to write slowly trickled away, and then as I was gone for longer and longer periods of time I became more and more ashamed that Iād disappeared without a word, and the cycle just continued. I am soĀ sorry. You all deserved better than that, at the very least.
ā”Ā I donāt know if Iāll ever come back to this blog to write - I want to. I want to say that I will. I have some wonderfulĀ requests in my inbox and drafts right now that I absolutely want to get to one day. And Iāve never actually finished MysMe - itās still on my phone, because after a certain Zen DLC I just donāt have the heart to delete it - so thereās a chance Iāll fixate on it again if I ever get back to finishing out the two routes I never completed. But I canāt promise anything - I donāt want to say I will and then never come back, ruin your trust in me even further.
ā”Ā I just want to say thank you so muchĀ for all the support youāve given me thus far, even when I was gone. I did this for fun and to see so many people enjoying what I wrote, most of which was self-indulgent, made me feel so warm and happy inside. I still get that feeling of warmth when I see notifications for reblogs or likes, even if itās coupled with some guilt now.
ā” Thank you for all the love you have shown me in the short time that this blog was active. Iāll never forget it, and I donāt know how my life is going to go, but I sincerely hope that one day I can meet you all again with new posts for this blog. š
ā”Ā Iām going to be clearing out my inbox [saving requests to drafts just in case, responding to messages] and then reblogging this once more so itās the most recent post left.
ā” Everything has been responded to and saved to drafts. Thank you for all your love and support that you gave to me unconditionally for the short time I was active. I will never be able to repay you all for it š










