B A B Y

• 1991 • Pisces •

[sweetbabygrey]

I feel like I'm loosing everything

Just overwhelming dread

Lucky girl syndrome where are you

[sweetbabygrey]

I'm just here to write some things and I'm grateful for because today was a bummer of a day

────୨ৎ────

Toulouse my cat

Being in korea

The opportunities Ive had for growth as a content creator this month

The new work connections I've made

My wonderful dream of a boyfriend

Eating Korean food whenever I want

Not being stressed about money

Decent friends

My weight-loss goals being hit

[sweetbabygrey]

I can't even explain to you how inlove I am

He treats me like a princess and says the sweetest things to me and is always there for me . Calls me his energy .

Been over a month and I have no complaints or corrections i didn't think I could be this happy with someone

[sweetbabygrey]

I got forehead botox for aesthetics but I was hoping that it would help with my headaches as I was always frowning and causing tensionheada migraines clusters it was constantly. I've had Botox for 3 days and I want to sob not an once of pain or shadowing or worrying because I feel one coming on .

I am for the first time in 12 years 100% headache free 😭😭😭 I'm never going back

[sweetbabygrey]

I was born to the cruelest family

I've been creating content lots of travel & Korean skincare. I booked a 300$ 5 star hotel and I voted my mom to stay she started by complaining and causing a fight. I went for a walk for some air and food came to her having made a mess in the hotel so now no content for me

The jealousy and hatred runs so deep in her veins it's vile . Remind me to not invite anyone who finds more joy in tearing me down than building me up

[sweetbabygrey]

Telling someone you feel like you can't talk to them about anything

And then then storming around screaming at you shaking with anger cause you said your truth is actually crazy..

I've fully checked out now leave me alone

[sweetbabygrey]

Don't even bother trying to swim

There will always be someone to shove your head back under

[sweetbabygrey]

Crazy how people can be miserable and bitchy over nothing but their own attitude.

But I have an off day every 6 months and voice that I'm not doing mentally well and get cussed out and told to grow up

I'm actually so tired of people

Neurotypicals are such hypocrites

[sweetbabygrey]

To be presued till you open up and then he begins giving you reasons we probably won't work out is some crazy whiplash.

But hey at least I know I still have tears lol

[sweetbabygrey]

It feels like i was born to be the option not the choice

[sweetbabygrey]

It's my 14 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[sweetbabygrey]

I dreamed lastnight about being in love

I just felt empty all day

[sweetbabygrey]

Being msd at your small dog for pooping inside when you dont take her out regularly or on any schedule while also ignoring her if she comes over to you in the house.... That anger is unwarranted and every single house poo is 10000% on you not the dog

[sweetbabygrey]

Does everyone have people in their life rhey great asking anything of ? Cause it always comes with a mountian of doubt or a lecture.... Even though i only asked cause i thought theyd feel a way if i didn't 🤨

Im so sick of people comparibg me to their stupid ass kids. Ive been on my own since i was 18, ive had a car since i was 16, ive traveled the world on my own, been through hell and back. And i asked u just cause i wanna have some time with you not your lesser knowledge ffs

[sweetbabygrey]

I will never find love

I am not my diagnosis ( adhd autism cptsd) but ... just maybe.... Maybe i am

I cant even phantom being loved anymore

[sweetbabygrey]

[sweetbabygrey]

Deleted all my dating apps. Im never doing this again , its fine not everyone has someone ill be a soft girlie in buttfucknowhere and die akone surrounded by animals

Gotta remember how to close this heart off