some news
hello,
as you can probably tell i've been inactive for like a few years at this point. I have a really weird relationship with this account, because I've created it when I was a minor (15-16 years old), and this was a really troubled time in my life. I was engaging in inappropriate behavior and spaces like this one even though I was just a child, and it profoundly affected me as a person. I am now an almost 23 year old adult and I'm still trying to process what happened to me and why I did those things. I was a really depressed, lonely, and attention seeking teenager and no one really helped me and payed attention to what i was doing on the internet.
I doubt people will read and care about what I have to say, but I can say that I am finally happy. I have the best partner, I got back in school and enjoy what I am studying, I have a good relationship with my parents and I'm learning how to love myself after years of sexualizing myself for attention.
With that said, I don't think I'll ever go back on this account. This brings too much trauma and bad memories to me. I hope you liked my blog while it lasted !
Thank u ♥
