sweet morning light ☀︎

late night thoughts & quiet obsessions MX masterlist | XH masterlist

[sweetmorninglight]

i have really strong opinions regarding the recent news, but i'm gonna try to avoid them here the best i can...

i am completely and utterly devastated by Gunil being kicked out of Xdinary Heroes before having a chance to explain himself to us

i'm glad he did get the chance to write us a letter, but that shouldn't be his final letter at all

i dont condone violence and stalking and privacy invasion and anything of that sort, so to me (and this is my opinion) he isn't the bad guy that people are trying to paint him as, the company is!

JYPE has a huge list of idols being followed in private schedules, dorms being invaded, family members being harassed, weird rumours showing up to destroy reputations... and they do nothing to change this, they don't support their artists at all

i've been into kpop for over a decade now and i mostly stan JYPE groups, so i've seen this happen A LOT before, but what irks me the most was the company's harsh decision to just throw him away as if he meant nothing to the group and to the fans

this isn't my first time watching someone leave a group i like, but it is the second time that someone has left unjustly and i cant take this!

Gunil was overworked, stalked, harassed, he was carrying the weight of being the leader on his shoulders all alone, he had no one to rely on and i don't judge him for venting out like that, i judge the person who shared his most vulnerable moments just to watch him be destroyed, and what for?

idk what we can do to have him back (i'm still fighting, though!), or even if he wants to come back at all after all the things people are condemning him for, but what i know is that Xdinary Heroes is always gonna be 6 for me and i'll continue to write about him like he never left, because he shouldn't have

i'm not gonna say goodbye and thank him for his time with us because i don't think i can, this is too much right now i just hope he is somewhere safe and taking care of his mental health, and that the boys are too ❤️

and Villains, if you need to take a break from social media and from consuming their content/music, it's fine! prioritize yourselves in this difficult time, but remember to be gentle with each other too, we're all hurting

[sweetmorninglight]

Oh Seungmin (O.de) | fluff/kissing | wc: 530

“Does it make you uncomfortable?” Seungmin asks in a whisper, fingers lightly caressing the length of your arm, making you shiver from his feather-like touch and closeness. You just shake your head ‘no’, too afraid to speak and accidentally burst the invisible bubble surrounding both of you. This is uncharted territory, one you didn't think you’d be exploring today. Seungmin was supposed to be just a friend, a friend who eventually became so necessary in your life that you couldn’t go a day without his presence.

“Your heart is going really fast” he murmurs, his hand moving from your arm to rest flat against your sternum, right over your racing heart, making it beat faster. The weight of his palm is heavy, grounding, exciting even…

Neither of you pull away, too afraid to make the wrong move, but way in too deep to go back now. Seungmin leans in until his forehead is resting against yours, forcing your breathing to match his. It's two a.m., you’re both exhausted from dancing too hard, but still with enough adrenaline to stay up all night, especially now discovering new sensations… or at least allowing them to come true, because truth be told, your feelings for him were always there. You can’t exactly pinpoint what changed in his heart and mind to grab you and take you outside of the club, but you don’t really mind. Everything around you feels heightened, the scent of his shirt mixed with sweat, the slight dampness of his hair, the way the street suddenly feels too small for the two of you, and you don’t give two shits about the people around you, they’re too drunk anyways.

Seungmin is so lost in you, you notice his eyes tracing your every feature, and you also realize his mind is going haywire, debating whether to close the distance or apologize for it, but you’re not gonna let him backtrack now, not when you might finally have him as more than just a friend. Your fingers move faster than your own rationality, hooking his belt loops and moving his body closer. Seungmin shifts, his body pressing into yours, closing the distance, until you’re pinned between him and the wall of the club. He smirks, finally claiming the space he’s been wanting to for months.

“I was losing my mind trying to figure out if you’d let me get this close or if I'd lose my best friend” he says, lips almost brushing yours.

“I’ve always been yours, however you want me” you confess and see him taking in your words as deep as they sound. His right hand cups your cheek while the fingers of his left disappear into your hair and he pulls you in, closing the final inch of space between you. His lips meet yours softly at first, almost hesitant, as if he’s still giving you a chance to pull away in case you change your mind. But you don’t. And as you melt into him, and him into you, the kiss gets deeper, growing hungrier as you’re both releasing all the tension and held back feelings, no longer restrained by the fear of losing each other.

[sweetmorninglight]

Masterlist - Xdinary Heroes

#01 - you’d be a great dad

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#01 - already yours

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Love Steps

step 01: love step 02: regret step 03: grief step 04: acceptance

[sweetmorninglight]

Goo Gunil | fluff | wc: 355

The park is nearly empty, the late afternoon sun bringing warmth through the trees. You're sitting on a bench, watching a young couple nearby struggle to collapse a stroller while their toddler tries chasing a pigeon with small, unsure steps. Gunil is sitting beside you, his legs stretched out, watching the scene with a soft, distant look in his eyes that you don't see often.

The toddler eventually trips, as you predicted, and he lets out a startled wail. Before the parents can even react, Gunil is already off the bench. He quickly reaches the child, crouching down in the dirt without a second thought for his jeans. You thought he would pick the kid up, but instead he begins talking and encouraging the toddler to get up on their own. It’s enough time for the parents to arrive and assess the situation, making Gunil walk back to you. You can’t help the warmth spreading through your chest seeing his soft smile.

“You’d be a great dad” you say quietly as he sits back on the bench.

Gunil freezes and turns to look at you, his eyes searching yours for a hint of a joke, but when he finds only sincerity, his expression melts into something incredibly tender. He reaches out, taking your hand and tracing the lines of your palm with his thumb.

“You think so?” he looks back at the family, then back at you, a small, knowing smile playing on his lips.

“I think you’d be a great mom” he leans in closer, his shoulder pressing against yours, the heat of his body going straight to the butterflies in your stomach. Gunil is silent for a moment, watching the way the trees catch the fading sunlight, before he speaks again. His voice is low, as if he doesn’t want to burst the bubble you’re in right now.

“Let’s have a baby”

You know it’s not a joke as there’s no teasing smirk and no suppressed laughter either. It’s just an honest declaration of how much he wants a life, a family, and a home that belongs only to the two of you.

[sweetmorninglight]

“I don’t know how to love you any less than this.” (step 4: acceptance)

Xdinary Heroes | OT6 | step 1 ⋆ step 2 ⋆ step 3 ⋆ step 4 (final part)

can be read as standalone

Gunil

“I don’t know how to love you any less than this” he admits with a small, weary smile on his lips as he tucks a stray hair behind your ear. Gunil gave up. He stopped fighting the volume of his own heart, stopped trying to dampen the noise to focus only on being the leader everyone expects him to be. Now he finally accepted that the compromises and responsibilities are part of his reality. And he shouldn’t feel guilty for wanting you by his side, especially if you still haven’t given up fighting. Yes, new arrangements will have to be made to make your relationship work, but Gunil is head on because you are too. As he pulls you into a hug that feels safe and sure, the weight in his heart doesn't feel like it’s crushing him anymore, it’s the only thing keeping him grounded in a world that’s constantly trying to pull him away.

— ✦ —

Jungsu

“I don’t know how to love you any less than this” you say softly, the words hanging between you in the quiet of your apartment. Jungsu came over on his own, which was a great surprise to you. He’s now sitting on the edge of the sofa, his eyes tracing the details on your small fluffy rug as if he’s still trying to find a reason why you shouldn't stay by his side. But when you reach out and place your hand over his, he doesn't pull away. Instead, he turns his body completely to look at you like he should be doing for the past few days. You notice his fingers are trembling slightly as he cups your face, his thumbs brushing over your cheeks as if he’s finally allowing himself to be loved by you. Not as a debt he has to pay, but as a gift you’re more than willing to give him, a blessing almost. He lets out a breath he’s been holding for a while, pulling you into his lap and burying his face in the crook of your neck. He is not going to try to push you away to protect you from the heaviness of his life anymore. He’s just gonna let himself be loved by you, already accepting that his heart is only yours and being grateful that you’re the one holding it.

— ✦ —

Gaon (Jiseok)

“I don’t know how to love you any less than this” his voice is meek almost, but you hear him loud and clear due to being so close sitting together on the steps outside his dorm. The city noise is muffled and distant, creating a dreamy ambience to your conversation. Jiseok is watching you with an expression that is completely open, with a small, genuine smile tugging at the corner of his mouth as he finally lets his resistance fade away. He reaches out, hooking his fingers into yours. “I tried to turn it down, you know? To make it manageable for me. But it’s you... it's gotta be you” his thumb is tracing your skin as he lets out a long sigh of relief, letting the full weight of his heart rest in your hand, the same one he’s holding so tight.

— ✦ —

O.de (Seungmin)

“I don’t know how to love you any less than this” you confess. “Me neither” Seungmin shrugs. You’re both staring at each other. He’s standing right in front of you, but his hands slowly start reaching out to rest on your waist, pulling you in until there’s no room left for the coldness that grew between you those last days. He doesn't try to fight the way his pulse jumps when you give in and touch him. He leans down, resting his forehead against yours and closing his eyes, letting out a long, shaky breath that feels like a surrender. Is it all worth it if you’re not here with him? Close like this? Touching him like this? The sharp tension in his shoulders finally snaps, replaced by a heavy, quiet warmth as he realizes that he doesn't want to afford a life without the distraction of you.

— ✦ —

Junhan (Hyeongjun)

“I don’t know how to love you any less than this” he says, “and I’m terrified”. Junhan is sitting just a few inches away, his hands reaching out to slowly gather yours, his fingers tracing the lines of your palms with a focused attention. “But I want to want you” he lets out a breath, leaning forward into your space until his head rests against your shoulder. He looks up, his dark eyes clear and steady as he offers you a tiny, genuine smile, the kind that he usually keeps hidden, and the one you missed so much. The fear of losing himself or losing you hasn't completely disappeared, but it’s been quieted by a much deeper truth: he doesn’t see a future without you. So he is going to allow himself to exist in the warmth of the only person who makes him feel whole.

— ✦ —

Jooyeon

“I don’t know how to love you any less than this” Jooyeon states, voice trembling a little. “And I don’t want you to love me any less than this. Let me have your heart, all of it” you answer, firm and steady like you have always been. There’s a quiet stillness in the air as he wraps his arms around you with a firm, grounding pressure, face nuzzling in your stomach, inhaling your scent as deep as he physically can. Jooyen is relieved. He stopped fighting the mess his emotions became, realizing that the obsession he feared was just a love too big for him to carry alone, but you have always been there to shoulder it with him. Your hands on his hair grounds him as he finally lets the burden of his feelings settle down, realizing that he’d rather live with a heart that beats too loud than with one that doesn't belong to you.

author’s note: and that’s the end of the series 🖤 i tried exploring different sides of love and how i think the members would handle it in their own way, so i hope it was good enough and made you guys feel something lol thank you for reading and supporting my writing so far ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

[sweetmorninglight]

“I wish I didn’t love you so much” (step 3: grief)

Xdinary Heroes | OT6 | step 1 ⋆ step 2 ⋆ step 3 ⋆ step 4 (final part) can be read as standalone

Gunil

He's watching you sleep from across the room, the light from the TV catching the tired lines around his eyes. Xdinary Heroes is playing on the screen, but he avoids looking at it, his job being a huge part in his conflicted heart. Gunil also doesn't move to tuck the blanket around you like he usually would. Instead, he stays anchored to the armchair, hands clenched in his lap. Another night of him feeling guilty for arriving too late to see you awake.

“I wish I didn’t love you so much” he exhales into his hands covering his face. If he didn't love you so much, the sacrifice of his time and his dreams wouldn't feel like he was slowly tearing himself in half just to keep you by his side.

— ✦ —

Jungsu

You stare idly at the slow movement of the water of Han River, the air so cold as to match the silence between you and Jungsu. You look at his profile, the way his lower lip is slightly more jutted out and a bit swollen from him biting it out of nervousness, and the ache in your chest is unbearable. It had taken weeks of unanswered texts and hesitant excuses to finally get him here, and now that he is, the reality is more suffocating than the distance. Every time you look at him, you’re reminded of how your own heart became a threat in your relationship. You loved him with an overflowing intensity that felt like a gift to you, but it clearly felt like a dread to him, or at least that’s what he made you believe. You can see the exhaustion of your love in his slumped shoulders and in the way he won’t look at you because your devotion has become a debt he convinced himself that he can’t pay back. 

“I wish I didn’t love you so much” you say, your voice barely there. Jungsu doesn’t turn to look at you. He just nods, his jaw tight as he realizes that the more you love him, the more your heart is going to end up breaking with the weight of his public life.

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Gaon (Jiseok)

He's sitting on the floor of the practice room, hair disheveled from running his hands through it in frustration. His acoustic guitar resting on his legs, his back against the door as he’s staring at a photo of the two of you set as his lockscreen, 4 missed calls from you sitting on his notifications. The photo staring back at him is from the night you both crazily ran to the 24-hour convenience store in the middle of a downpour. You're both squeezed under a single cheap plastic umbrella that was far too small for the two of you, but it was the only one the store had. In the picture, Jiseok has his arm thrown over your shoulder, pulling you so tight against his side that there isn't an inch of air between you. His head is tilted down toward you, his nose brushing against your temple, and his eyes are closed in a rare moment of absolute, unfiltered peace amid the chaos around you both. Half of your face is buried in his damp hoodie, laughing because what else was there to do in such a ridiculous situation? He still remembers how your laugh sounded.

“I wish I didn’t love you so much” he mutters to the ‘you’ on the screen. If he didn’t love you, he wouldn’t feel this crushing guilt every time he missed your calls, and he wouldn't feel like a ghost haunting his own life whenever you weren't there.

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O.de (Seungmin)

“I wish I didn’t love you so much” he says, his voice cold and terrifyingly calm. You're standing in the doorway of his room, and for the first time, he doesn’t invite you in. His arms are crossed, his body stiff in place, face still and devoid of emotion as much as he possibly can. Seungmin looks at you like you’re a problem he can’t solve, and he looks tired of trying. You stand in place, doing your best to control yourself from shaking, as your eyes drift past him to assess the wreckage behind him. You've been in this room a hundred times, and it has always been his organized sanctuary of quiet and peace. Seeing it like this, a battlefield of thrown clothes, crumpled music sheets, scattered papers and notebooks feels like looking at an open wound he forgot to cover. The mess speaks volumes on his inner struggle, and you want to reach out, help him pick himself up, but the coldness in his eyes stops you dead. The realization that your very presence is basically the thing that destroyed his peace hits you harder than his words ever could.

“You're a distraction I can't afford, and I hate that I still want you here”.

— ✦ —

Junhan

The anticipation is the worst part. He's standing by the window, watching the rain streak down the glass as if the droplets are the only thing keeping him grounded right now. His guitar case is on the floor, and it makes your chest ache. It’s the first time you’ve seen it closed and locked since he brought it to your place. Next to it, his backpack, probably full of the clothes that used to sit in your closet. The ones he brought little by little every time he stayed over. How your heart aches waiting for the final blow.

“I wish I didn’t love you so much” he whispers, not even turning around to look you in the eyes. He sounds small, defeated, and you don’t know if you can avoid this right now. “Maybe then I wouldn't be so afraid of the day you realize you’re better off without me. I'm tired of losing myself counting the days until you finally wake up and choose a love that doesn’t require so much of you”.

— ✦ —

Jooyeon

That damn blue PSG jersey that he usually wears full of confidence now looks completely pale and huge on him, like he’s wearing something three sizes too big for his spirit. Jooyeon’s hair is messily tied up, and his eyes are rimmed with a raw, stinging red that makes your heart shrink. He’s sitting on the kitchen counter, kicking his feet back and forth slowly, as if counting the beats of a sad song he’s the only one hearing. “I wish I didn't love you so much” he laughs, but it’s a wet, miserable sound that turns into a choked sob. He’s quick to wipe his eyes with the back of his hand, almost aggressively, but the tears are too many and unstoppable, so he gives up. “If I didn't love you, I wouldn't feel like I'm dying every time we argue. I wouldn't be this... this mess. I want my heart back, but you won't give it to me”.

[sweetmorninglight]

“I didn’t mean to love you so much” (step 2: regret)

Xdinary Heroes | OT6 | step 1 ⋆ step 2 ⋆ step 3 ⋆ step 4 (final part) can be read as standalone

Gunil

“I didn’t mean to love you so much” he says, and it sounds like a burial of feelings. He's sitting at the kitchen table in the middle of the night, head in his hands, not even looking at you. The silence in your own home is suffocating, thick with the realization that love isn’t always enough to fix the distance growing between you. He exhales shakily, but his words are heavy. “It makes it so much harder to let you go, but we’re both exhausted, aren’t we?”

— ✦ —

Jungsu

You’re standing in the rain outside the company building, watching him walk out the van, his shoulders hunched as if he’s trying to disappear from your eyes. You haven’t spoken in days, Jungsu was never within the reach of your texts or your phone calls. This made you think you were overbearing, and it hurt like hell. “I didn’t mean to love you so much” you say as an apology, the words lost to the wind and heavy rain sounds. He stops for a second in front of the company’s door, and for a heartbeat you think he heard you. But then he gets in without looking back, leaving you with nothing but the taste of your salty tears and the cold feeling of dread in the pit of your stomach.

— ✦ —

Gaon (Jiseok)

He’s laughing, but it’s that sharp sound he makes when he’s hiding how much he’s hurting. “I didn’t mean to love you so much” he says, his eyes glassy as he stares at the blurry city lights through the big corridor window. You quickly stopped by to check on him, but things escalated, and now you’re getting a glimpse of whatever is lying in the dark corners of his heart. “If I'd known it would feel like this, like I'm constantly losing my breath just trying to keep up with you…I would’ve stayed far away.”

— ✦ —

O.de (Seungmin)

“I didn’t mean to love you so much” you say, your voice flat, tired of the constant arguments and the ‘sorry’s that don't mean anything anymore. He's leaning against the wall, arms crossed, looking at you with a coldness that feels like a physical blow. “Then don't” he replies with simplicity, his voice steady but his jaw tight. “If it’s such a burden, just stop.” But he doesn't move to leave, and neither do you, both of you trapped by a love that has turned into a cage.

— ✦ —

Junhan (Hyeongjun)

The apartment feels too big without his music. You find him sitting in the dark, staring at a blank sheet of paper, his guitar untouched in the corner. “I didn’t mean to love you so much” he murmurs when you sit beside him. He doesn't lean into your touch this time, and you feel like a part of yourself is being ripped away. “I can't focus when you’re like this. I can't think when you’re around. You've taken over everything, and I don't know who I am without you anymore. It's too much.”

— ✦ —

Jooyeon

“I didn’t mean to love you so much!” he yells, the frustration finally boiling over. He’s pacing the small balcony of your apartment, his hair a mess from so much pulling. “I didn't want to care if you were home late or who you were out with. I wanted to be the good boyfriend, the one who didn't get jealous” he stops, looking at you with a raw, heartbreaking honesty. “But now I'm just this obsessed person who’s terrified of losing you, and I hate it. I hate how much you have me.”

[sweetmorninglight]

“I love you so much” (step 1: love)

Xdinary Heroes | OT6 | step 1 ⋆ step 2 ⋆ step 3 ⋆ step 4 (final part) can be read as standalone

Gunil

“I love you so much” he whispers into the crown of your head, his arms wrapped so tightly around you that it’s hard to tell where he ends and you begin. He sounds exhausted, like the confession was a weight he’s been carrying through every late-night meeting with you. You don't say anything, just press your face into his chest, listening to his heart echo that exact same emotion against your ear.

— ✦ —

Jungsu

“I love you so much” you admit, your voice cracking as you watch him focus on his keyboard, the single light of the small practice room hitting the soft features of his face. He stops playing immediately, the silence suddenly feeling heavy and thick. He doesn't look up at first, just stares at his hands before letting out a shaky breath. “Thank God” he murmurs, finally turning to look at you with eyes that are way too bright, “because I was starting to think I was the only one struggling with it”.

— ✦ —

Gaon (Jiseok)

He’s leaning against the doorframe, watching you fold your clean laundry like it’s the most fascinating thing in the world. When you look up, he’s wearing that soft smirk that always makes your stomach flip. “I love you so much” he says, trying to sound casual, but the way he’s gripping the wood of the frame tells you a different story. “It was supposed to be easy, you know? Just friends” he goes on, letting out a small embarrassed chuckle “But you’re... you’re a lot, and I’m apparently very weak”.

— ✦ —

O.de (Seungmin)

You’re pinned between him and your bedroom wall, his hands resting on either side of your head. He’s close enough that you can smell the faint scent of his cologne, and his Calvin Klein jacket is rubbing against your chest. His gaze is intense, chipping away every bit of your composure. “I love you so much” he breathes, his thumb grazing your bottom lip. “It’s distracting, it’s annoying, and I'm pretty sure it’s going to be the death of me if you don't say it back right now”.

— ✦ —

Junhan (Hyeongjun)

His room is dark, only the glow of the hallway light spilling in through the ajar door. He’s sitting on the edge of his bed, his back to you, but shoulders slumped. “I love you so much” he says, the words so quiet you almost miss them. You sit up, softly resting your chin on his shoulder, and embracing him from behind. Your weight is grounding him in the moment. Junhan leans back into you, a long, shaky exhale leaving his lungs. “It’s scary” he confesses in a whisper, reaching to find your hand. “Having someone matter this much”.

— ✦ —

Jooyeon

“I love you so much!” he exclaims, throwing his hands up in mock frustration before collapsing onto the couch next to you, burying his face in your lap. You laugh, your fingers automatically finding the messy strands of his hair to untangle them. “Oh, really?” you tease, never missing a chance to wind him up. He groans, turning his head so he can look up at you with those big, honest eyes. “Yeah, and it’s your fault. You’re too cool and you make my heart race, and now I'm stuck in love”.

[sweetmorninglight]

Monsta X Reaction

Request: Hi can i request a imagine with monsta x something like they have a foreign s/o and the other members are Friends with the Person and likes them but one member DOESN'T how would monsta x and the mx boyfriend react to it ?

~ Not sure if this is what you had in mind, but I hope you like it 💕 Thanks for requesting!

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will try his best to balance life in and out of Monsta X. He respects his member's feelings, although he doesn't agree with them, so he'll try to set up activities with you that doesn't involve Monsta X, making you spend less time with the guys. Of course the other members would be hurt by it, so they'll probably do something to the member that doesn't like you behind Shownu's back

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would be devastated that one of the members is not friends with his s/o and would try his best to make them like each other, maybe going to the extend of faking an injury or something to make them two work together in favor of his health because he knows that his s/o and said member love him, but he wants them to love each other too, and Wonho would totally be supported by Monsta X in his crazy plans

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is having none of it. Will probably tie you both together until you befriend each other, and he doesn't care if it takes hours, days, or months. You'd be tied forever if it wasn't for MX having to perform the next day, but Minhyuk gets his point across and you two decide to give it a try on being at least civil with each other and MX cheers your mature attitude

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he's gonna sass the member 24/7. "Oh, you don't like my s/o? then starve to death cause I ain't cooking for you", "need money? jokes on you cause I spent it all with my s/o last night", "oh I spoiled the movie for you? should've come with us to watch it instead of being sulky at the dorm". Monsta X probably finds it funny, especially when Kihyun speaks some random things you taught him in your native language just to confuse the hell out of his colleague, and they record some of his sassy remarks and send to you so you can laugh a little bit

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you can bet he'll be giving death glares to the member every time they're together. Will probably bring you to the dorms more often than before just to make the member see that everyone but him is having fun together and enjoying your company. Monsta X notices Hyungwon's actions and plays along inviting you everywhere they go. He'll probably learn the basics of your language to talk to you in front of the member, pretending he's saying mean things about him, but you're just discussing the weather or something like that

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sulky at first, will try to change the member's mind with all types of aegyo he knows, he even cooks one of the traditional dishes of your country that you taught him to try to win the member's heart through the stomach, but to no avail. So in the end Jooheon will just act like "fine, you don't like them, ok, that's cool". But it isn't. He'll plan funny and exciting dates with you and Monsta X, and when the member asks something about it, he'll just say "this event is for my s/o's friends only, so you're not invited"

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this boy is wild, but he has such a soft heart. To you he'll be really sad that you tried everything but his hyung is not fond of you, but in front of his hyung he'll be cold. Silent treatment, completely ignoring the member, and shakes off saying he doesn't care, he'll date whoever he wants to, foreign or not, and that said member is stupid because if his s/o wasn't a lovable person, how would everyone be friends except for him? Monsta X totally agrees with Changkyun

[sweetmorninglight]

Lucky (Hyungwon)

not my gif | writing prompt found on tumblr | masterlist on bio

“Move!” you nudged Hyungwon’s body sprawled on the couch.

“Why would I move if I’m so comfy where I am?” he groggily answered.

“Because I want to cuddle”

“Hm, that’s not a valid reason. Try again tomorrow.” he closed his eyes. You took a deep breath before speaking again.

“Chae Hyungwon, I swear to God I’ll break your twig legs if you don’t let me cuddle you right now.” your tone scared him, making him quickly lay on his side and give you enough space to lie next to him.

“Oh my! I’m so lucky to date such a sweet person!” Hyungwon remarked placing his arm around your lower body to bring you closer.

“Shut up before I punch you in the throat.” you chuckled.

“See? So lucky…” he whispered placing a soft kiss on your head.

[sweetmorninglight]

Supernatural AU!Necromancer (I.M)

“Hey, stop it” the blonde annoying girl said moving away from Guy n.1, who was poking her legs with a stick

You didn’t learn their names and you didn’t care because they weren’t your friends

Actually, you had no friends at all, only annoying school acquaintances

And here you were with three of them trespassing a cemetery just to ““have fun””

“This is so scary” Guy n.2 said pointing the flashlight of his phone to the graves

“The only scary thing here is your ugly face” Guy n.1 replied and laughed alone

You rolled your eyes for the fourth time that night and sighed

If you weren’t so bored at home, you wouldn’t have accepted their invitation to break some laws and maybe have a supernatural adventure

Now you started to regret your decision, staying home would’ve been better than this

“What if we see something?” the blonde girl asked

“The only thing you’re seeing tonight is in my pants, baby” Guy n.1 replied and you almost threw up

“Could you please respect the dead?” you said giving him an annoyed look

“Why? They’re dead, I’m not” the moron laughed and you rolled your eyes again

“You’ll be someday” Guy n.2 said apprehensively as you guys approached the main chapel

“But not soon enough” you complemented under breath

“Are we entering?” the blonde girl asked

“Hell yeah, I wanna talk to some dead people” Guy n.1 waved the Ouija board and was the first one to break in

Luckily the cemetery wasn’t a place that most people like to hang out at, so the only night guard was fast asleep in his cabin at the entrance

You wouldn’t be disturbed by anyone… Alive, obviously

“I’m not sure if we should do this, I’ve heard some terrible stories about this kind of games” the blonde girl looked around and hug herself

Moonlight was shining through some windows giving a darker and somber atmosphere to the place

“I brought holy water with me” Guy n.2 showed a metal flask and set his phone on the floor to light up the area

“Let’s do it” Guy n.1 sat down and arranged the board

You sat in front of him, with your back to the door, and the other two sat by your sides

You all placed your fingers on the planchette

“Is anyone there?” Guy n.2 asked looking around

“Oh, oh!” the girl almost screamed feeling the planchette moving, but you held your finger in place

“Stop pretending” you warned Guy n.1

“I’m not” he said smiling in an annoying manner

“Right” you moved the piece back to its original place and told them not to fool around

“Hello” Guy n.2 said and you all waited for an answer, but nothing happened

“Maybe they don’t wanna talk to your ugly face” Guy n.1 remarked and you were holding yourself from punching him

“Try it then, moron” Guy n.2 was fed up as well

“Hey, demon, it’s ya boy” Guy n.1 laughed

“Why would you say that?!” the girl hit him in the arm with her right hand, breaking the bond with the board

“It’s a meme! Don’t you know this meme?!”

“You removed your hand before asking to leave!” Guy n.2 exasperated

“But it didn’t say anything”

“But we already established contact!”

“I’m sorry, please, I don’t wanna die!” she placed her hand back

“Too late” a deep, sensual voice disrupted their ranting, making them all scream and leave the chapel within seconds

You, however, remained on your spot

“Hm, goodbye?” you placed the planchette on the word by yourself and you heard the voice laugh

“Well, I just arrived, isn’t that a bit rude?” the voice stepped out of the shadows and goddamn, you weren’t expecting a guy your age to show up

He was wearing black from head to toe and you’ve never seen anyone look this good in only one color

There was a mysterious aura surrounding him and you realized you were staring for too long when his lips turned into a smirk

“Who were you trying to contact?” he pointed at the board

“No one”

“Grandma, right?” he laughed at your surprised face. “Surprised already? I haven’t even showed you all my tricks yet”

Your heart skipped a beat seeing him stepping a bit closer. What was he talking about? Who was he? How did he get in main chapel without being seen by you or the others? What did he want?

So many questions, yet you couldn’t voice them.

Your lack of communication made the mysterious guy cross his arms and speak again

“Your friends left you behind”

“They’re not my friends, they’re too dumb” you finally said, getting up and cleaning your jeans with your hands.

“Oh, really?” he sounded way too interested.

“They were trying to contact spirits inside a sacred place, if that’s not dumb then I don’t know what dumb is”

“Ah, that’s why they ran away and you’re still here? Because you know I can’t be a spirit?”

“I’m not scared of spirits or dying, if that’s what you’re implying” you collected the board.

“Isn’t it scary to be ready to die at such a young age?” he questioned,  but you didn’t answer

“I’m assuming you’re the kind of person that believes that living people can do more harm than dead ones” he came closer with small steps “But that’s because you haven’t met the right dead ones. You can’t even imagine what some people would do if I gave them a second chance”

“If you gave them a second chance?” you scoffed without realizing you were talking to him again.

You cleared your throat before speaking

“Right, that was a fun talk, but I’m going now”

“Can I show you something?”

“No, thanks” you said opening the chapel’s door

“Are you sure, Honey Bunch?” his voice made you freeze in place

You turned slowly, teared eyes and holding the board tightly against your chest

“That’s how she called you, right? It was her favorite books when she was young… Ah, she always wanted to be like Honey Bunch, but her spirit wasn’t as free and adventurous as yours. I see now” the guy nodded and closed the distance between you too

“Are you sure you don’t want to see what I want to show you?” he raised an eyebrow offering his hand

You noticed he had black nail polish in some of his nails and this only added to his odd yet intriguing look.

He was even more mysterious under the moonlight, but something in his eyes made you feel comfortable, so you decided to take his hand

But when he led you to an open grave you knew you made a terrible choice

Your heart was pounding inside your chest as your brain was trying to come up with a crazy plan to get you away from his and this cemetery

“Don’t be scared, nothing will come out to grab you” he mocked. “I just want to help you see your grandma again”

“What?” you let out unintentionally

“I know this sounds crazy, but trust me” he got down on his knees and started to draw some symbols on the dirt

He placed some items he took from his pockets on specific positions and started to mumble a few words that sounded like latin to you

It was when the dirt began rising from the ground and danced around you both that you wondered where the hell have you put yourself into

“Oh, I see” he mumbled to himself and turned to you. “She’s transitioning, so it’s quite unstable now, but you’ll be able to see each other for a few moments”

You were still lost with all that has happened so far, but when the dirt began to shift into your grandma’s shape you fell down on your knees.

“Granny?” you asked with tears already filling your eyes

Losing your grandma was the hardest moment you had to go through so far

“She can’t hear you, I’m sorry” you heard him saying, but that didn’t matter

She was smiling at you again

Your grandma was there in front of you and nothing else mattered

She was wearing the same clothes she had during her funeral and you cried more because she looked beautiful.

You missed her grandma more than anyone else

She was your number one support, she was your rock, she was your safe place, she was everything you wanted to be when you grow older

You were feeling priviledged to see her again looking so healthy

This is a sight you wouldn’t forget for sure

“Hm, she has to go back” the guy warned and the dirt rose again

She waved goodbye with such kind eyes you found yourself  laughing through your tears

“Bye, I love you” you whispered waving back and your heart felt at ease when she disappeared

Losing her again wasn’t so bad because now you knew she was alright and you had the chance to properly say goodbye

“I’m sorry, I couldn’t hold her here any longer” the guy explained

His hands were shaking and his forehead was damp with sweat

“Are you okay? You’re not in pain, are you?” you used your sleeve to pat away some of his sweat

You weren’t expecting his eyes to be so beautiful up close

“I’m still new to all of this, but I’m okay” he breathed

“I don’t know what you did, but it was truly amazing. Thank you” you lightly kissed his cheek and smiled

You weren’t expecting him to blush so hard, but it was cute

He placed his fingers on his cheek and smiled widely

“Would it be weird if I asked you to explain how you do this thing over a cup of coffee or something you’d like to drink or something?” you felt yourself blushing as well while being confused with your own words

“That’d be great, I know a place nearby that closes late, we could check it out. I’m Changkyun, by the way” he offered his hand to you again and this time you didn’t have to think before grabbing it and saying your name back.

You didn’t expect your night to have such a twist of events, but you were thankful those three colleagues from school called you to hang out to see some spirits because you actually did and it couldn’t have gone any better than this.

[sweetmorninglight]

Compulsion (Minhyuk)

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“YES!” Minhyuk yelled closing the door with a package on his hands.

“Hm, sweetie, what are you doing?” you asked concerned when noticing his weird smile opening the box that was just delivered. He was way too excited for your liking when he showed you what was inside the box. Bathbombs. Dozens of them in all shapes, scents and colors. You were dumbfounded.

“I know I recently bought some of them, but these are limited edition and they were on sale” he replied as if you’d understand his compulsion, but you didn’t.

“Minhyuk, darling…” you took a deep breath “YOU DON’T NEED MORE BATHBOMBS! YOU ALREADY BOUGHT $200 WORTH OF THEM LAST MONTH!”

“BUT I WANT MORE!” he yelled back. “Just look at them” he said caressing a blueish bomb in the shape of a whale. My God, he needed help.

“Min…” you massaged your temple. “I’m tired of you wasting your money on superfluous stuff, especially if you’re not gonna use them”

“I will use them, I’m just saving for a special moment”

“Right” you were not convinced at all.

“I will” he assured you.

“Then you can’t buy more until I see half of these bathbombs gone”

“WHAT? No, I…”

“I will kidnap your whale plushies, all of them” you threatened, making Minhyuk gasp.

“Don’t you dare touch my babies”

“So don’t you dare buy more bathbombs” you both stared at each other for almost a minute before he gave in.

“Fine” he said annoyed. “I’ll only buy more when I use at least half of them”

“I’m trusting you, Minhyuk… Don’t let your whales down” he glared at you and left to the bedroom with the box on his arms.

You knew he was up to something when the house got quiet for more than half an hour, so you decided to check on him. And there he was, in all his nakedness, relaxing on the bathtub like a prince. A green alien prince.

“Min, tell me you didn’t put half of your bathbombs in there”

“I did” he replied opening his eyes and staring straight into yours “And I bought more of them, a lot more.”

“Good, did you buy bleach as well? You’re gonna need it”

“What? Why?” he was honestly confused until you showed him his new light green skin color. “OH MY GOD!” he yelled getting out of the tub, but the sight of him green from his neck down was way too funny for you to be actually mad at him.

“Make sure to buy some pink ones next, I think it’ll suit you better” you laughed leaving the bathroom. Hopefully he’d learn his lesson.

[sweetmorninglight]

Sexy (I.M)

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“Did you know?” you said laying on top of your boyfriend, who was playing on his phone, on the couch.

“What?” he mumbled.

“Your voice is sexy.” it came out almost as a whisper

“Your ass is sexy.”

“What?”

“What what? I thought we were complimenting each other here.”

“Uh... thanks, I guess?” he cursed and sighed miserably (probably because he lost the game), locking the phone and putting it away, finally looking at you.

“Can I touch it?” he asked

“Touch what? My ass?”

“Yeah, it’s been a while since the last time I gave it a good squeeze.” he did grabby hands like a kid

“Oh my God, Changkyun, go bathe yourself in holy water.” you jokingly slapped his chest

“Before or after I touch your holy butt?” you laughed way louder than you were supposed to, but you couldn’t help yourself with a boyfriend like him. You loved him a lot, though, so you pecked his lips softly and whispered.

“How about after we do some unholy things?” your wink was the final touch to make him smirk and say amen.

[sweetmorninglight]

Valentines Drabble (Wonho)

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You sighed miserably for the third time while watching the Ferris wheel going up. You rode everything on the park, except for your favorite ride in front of you. You tried going alone, but they only allowed two people per cart. To add to your misery, today's Valentine's Day and every single couple was on the Ferris wheel. But not you, oh no, cause you're all by yourself... You sighed for the fourth time kicking a small pebble nearby. You didn't know, but that sight of you made someone else's heart ache. How could you look so sad on a park?!

"Hey, you okay?"

"Oh, thank God, are you by yourself here?" your question almost scared the person next to you, but you didn't mind.

"Y-Yeah... why?"

"Then let's go, come on!" you grabbed his arm and pulled him towards the line that was already moving.

"Hey, what is going on?" he questioned you, but you didn't answer. Finally!! Finally you were inside the cart. Oh, how happy you are now!

"Thank you so much, you've no idea, but you just saved my night"

"I... well, you're welcome. Are you okay? Was someone bothering you or something?" the kind stranger said and you took a moment to notice his features and soon you were giggling.

"What?" he asked kinda nervous.

"You're really handsome, I just noticed now" you replied blushing a little.

The Ferris wheel began moving and you let out a happy screech.

"And I'm fine, by the way. I just really wanted to go on the Ferris wheel, but since I was alone they didn't let me, that's why I forced you to come with me. Wow, that was kinda rude of me, right? I'm sorry" you gave him a shy smile. The cart went all the way up and you were mesmerized by the night view, it was incredible!

"I love this" you sighed happily and realized how the kind stranger was holding himself on the bars with his eyes closed. Oh, no, was he afraid of heights?

"You're... you're not acrophobic, are you?" he nodded yes and you felt terrible.

"I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry, I shouldn't have grabbed you to come with me" you were sad to see him like this. "I'm gonna ask the guy to put us down"

"HEY! HEY!" you waved to call the employee's attention. "My friend is feeling sick, can we come down?"

"The technician will be here in five minutes, hold on"

"Technician?" you said more to yourself. "ARE WE STUCK?" you screamed, but the guy was nowhere to be seen.

"We're stuck?! At the top?!"

"It's okay, it's okay, the technician will be here soon to put us down" you said rubbing your fingers on his white knuckles trying to soothe him.

"Can you tell me your name?"

"It's... oh, God!" he nearly screamed when the cart moved due to the strong wind. "It's Wonho, I'm Wonho"

"Why don't you talk to me to pass time?" you proposed, but he shook his head negatively.

"I'm too sick"

"Wanna see some pictures of my dog? His name is Royalty, I know it's weird, but..." you were laughing when he opened his eyes. You thought it was a good sign, so you took your phone and clicked on the camera roll icon.

"He's so cute and so fluffy" you've never seen anyone reacting so positively to your dog before and that was nice. You were both so entertained by the pics you didn't even noticed you were already coming down.

"The ride is over, we apologize for the inconvenience" the employee said and opened your cart.

"Oh, thank God" Wonho got out first and you thought this would be the last time you'd seen him, but he surprised you when he turned around and reached for your hands to help you out.

"Thanks" you mumbled. "I'm sorry again for putting you through this tonight, I had no idea"

"I'm just glad we're alive" he said stuttering a bit. "Hey, is it okay if you send me some pics of Royalty? I really liked him." Wonho's ear were reddening as he spoke. Was it an excuse to exchange numbers with you?

"Hm, how about you meet him in person after dinner?" you were relieved to see Wonho smiling at your proposal.

[sweetmorninglight]

Valentines Drabble (Shownu)

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Your phone rang and you quickly picked it up.

"Hey, love! Happy Valentines!" Shownu greeted as soon as he heard your voice.

"Happy Valentines! Did you open my present?"

"Yes, can't wait to use my mug"

"I have the matching one here, we're gonna be a cute couple with matching mugs every morning"

"But you're already cute every morning"

"How can you make me blush through the phone? That's not fair" you laughed feeling your cheeks heating up.

"Did you get what I bought you?"

"Yeah, I just finished opening the last one. You're crazy, you know? Five boxes?"

"One for each year we're together" his reply made your heart warm. "Did you like them?"

"Hmmm" you plopped down on the couch. "I loved the presents you got me, but to be honest, nothing compares to your hugs. I miss you"

"I miss you too, love" your eyes tear up a bit hearing these words from him. He was too far away.

"I wish I could hug you right now"

"Then get off the couch and come pick me up at the airport, I just landed and need a drive home"

"ARE YOU SERIOUS? Oh my God! I'm coming, I'm coming!" you got up quickly, grabbed your wallet with the car keys and went out as fast as lightening, not minding your clothes.

"I'll text you my gate so you know where to park, but I'm hanging up now cause I don't cause an accident"

"Okay, okay, oh my God!" you were beyond excited and Shownu laughed.

"I love you so much, drive safely. See you soon" he said before hanging up.

[sweetmorninglight]

Valentines Drabble (Minhyuk)

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The restaurant pager buzzed for the third time and you didn't had the heart to go to the waitress again to tell her your date wasn't there yet. It was ridiculous how time flew while you were waiting, but if your date was this late it means you were stood up. You sighed and tried to put on a smile while returning your pager and entering the restaurant. Well, you should have known that this would go wrong since you were the one that set up everything and seemed the most excited about meeting each other tonight. The waitress led you to your table and gave you a menu saying she would be back in a few minutes. You opened the menu pretending to choose a dish and something to drink, and you felt like hitting your head on the dark wood table and leave already before being more humiliated. You're so done!

"Hi, sorry I'm late" you heard someone saying by your side and sitting down in front of you. "Traffic was terrible, they were removing a turtle from the road. Can you believe it? A freaking turtle on the road! That's crazy!" he laughed.

"I'm sorry, but who are you?" you half whispered.

"Oh, right! I'm Minhyuk, nice to meet you. I'd give you a handshake but it'd look awkward since we're pretending to know each other"

"Minhyuk, I'm waiting someone already..."

"Wasn't two hours enough for you to understand your date is not coming?" wow, that was harsh. "I know this is weird, but I was at the coffee shop across the street and saw you waiting too long for someone who clearly stood you up. You seemed distressed and quite sad, so I decided to intervene and save your face. But if you're uncomfortable I can totally leave. Maybe your date is coming anyway" he replied and you saw him motioning to get up, so you grabbed his hand over the table and looked at him.

"Stay, please. I've wanted to eat at this restaurant for almost seven months now and I never got the chance, so please, I just wanna enjoy a meal here"

"Don't worry, you'll enjoy the best one" he called the waitress with his hand.

"Are you ready to order?"

"Yes, I'd like the special menu tonight, please. It's Valentine's Day and we'd like to celebrate in grand style" he smiled politely and damn, what a gorgeous smile. You'd be lying if you said it didn't make your heart melt a bit.

"Alright, I'll be right back with your order" the waitress said and you mechanically returned the menu.

"I think it'll take a while for them to make our dishes, it's crowded in here"

"That'll give us plenty of time to know each other then" your smile reflected on his lips.

You had no idea who this guy in front of you was, but you were willing to find out tonight.

[sweetmorninglight]

Monsta X - Valentine's Day Game

Let’s play a Valentine’s game! 🌹

All you have to do is screenshot the gifs below to see the results

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Who’s your Valentine?

Where are you two going?

Which cheesy card will you receive? lol

What’s your relationship’s quote?

Feel free to share your results with me if you want to! Hope this was a little bit fun for you guys ♥️

Happy Valentine’s Day for those who celebrate it! 💋