Awkward Poetry

Sometimes I write sexy poetry and my mom follows my real blog so I gotta post it here

[sweetreleaseofyou-blog]

Light me up tonight

With the fire in your eyes

Feed it with your breath

Let the light dance over my thighs

Melt me baby

Down to my core

Burn it all up

Until there’s no more

Be my flame

My muse

Turn it all on

Light the fuse

Consume me

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Spiraling forwards

We’ve both been tossed by life

Towards that terrifying void

We can’t help but deny

But baby tonight

We hit the wall together

Reaching the purest form of ecstasy

And we hadn’t done that before

At least

Not in this lifetime

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Last night

It was a dream.

We ran across the road,

The black asphalt lit with a green halo

That matched the trees that enveloped us

On the other side.

The creaking of the bamboo shielded our giggles

As we traded kisses like currency of the heart.

Here it was dark,

And our hands had to find what our eyes could not.

Below us,

The green lingered in paint,

Like a memory.

A memory that existed before we did,

But a memory we somehow recall together.

Perhaps we’re older than we expect.

I search for the answer in your eyes.

You search mine as well.

But the eyes are not enough,

So we explore other ways of communicating.

I ask a question on your lips,

And you answer me right back.

I search for it on your skin,

And you match my query.

It’s a beautiful dance of two souls,

Just searching.

But the question becomes unimportant.

Or perhaps-

The technical answer.

Because as our minds align with our bodies,

I realize,

You are the answer.

So when you ask me-

“Is this okay?”

“Are you sure?”

What could I say but

“Yes.”

You are the answer to my question.

Do I even remember the question?

Not anymore.

Anytime I try to ponder,

Your smile occupies my mind.

And so we became a single soul,

If even for a moment.

But it was long enough that I consider you not only mine,

But me.

For apart,

We are broken.

But when we come together,

Everything is whole.

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Rollercoaster

Drive me up up up

To the tip

Let me rest

Just a moment before we fall

And we yell

The wind in our hair

Our vision lost

Take me down down down

To the deep

Don’t let me drown

But we will fight for every breath

As rain drips off your chest

Onto me

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The only water in my life

Used to be tears

But the drops tonight

Melted my fear

It may have been sweat

But if was yours,

No regrets

You drenched me in love

And it saved me from drowning

In my blood

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Choke

In a garden gazebo

Lit by the moon

Hair down our backs

Clothes recklessly strewn

Endorphins racing

Through our pumping veins

As you teach this young girl

A lot of new things

She feels like she does wrong

But your touch does her right

Her bare chest against yours

Eyes rolled back in delight

You tell her you love her

Your hand creeps up her neck

You make love to her breasts

As you choke her to death

Such poetic satisfaction

Fulfilled under the stars

Two heart bleeding lovers

Worth all the scars

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God may hold the world in his hands,

but my fingers are slipping through your hair

and my lips whisper prayers

between yours

as we sing hymns

in our breaths

my heart beats faster

to the tune of it

and the heavens illumiate

the flash of your eye

in the dark

for even as I began to faint

your arm tightened around me

and even as I only hold your face in my hand

I know how God feels

when he holds the world

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Church

I believe in God

Because I hear him in your sighs

And feel him in your skin

And the other night

A gazebo became our church

Your lips were the doors

And your hands sang hymns over me

While we both worshipped

And oh

What a service it was