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† she/her. femme lesbian. twenty two. online friend. yapper.

fair warning, i talk about not so nice things sometimes :) not a catholic blog and not very interactive. this is just a time capsule.

† men & minors dni.

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sweetvestal

Lord, please fix me and make me the most perfect girl in the world

i think my cat is dying. i wish everyone in my life would stop dying. when i said i would cover anything for my loved ones, i did not mean funerals. i never meant funerals. can i take it back?

sweetvestal

Lord, please fix me and make me the most perfect girl in the world

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“How many are your mercies, O God—mercies yesterday and today, and at every moment of my life, from before my birth, from before time itself began! I am plunged deep in mercies-I drown in them: they cover me, wrapping me around on every side.”

-St. Charles de Foucauld

i am plain and compulsive. i do not have clever interests and i have never been exceptional at anything. i talk too much, i cry to every movie. i get under your skin, i know. but i would have given you everything if you had loved me. given you children, a gleaming wife, a warm home. a cat and a garden out of a magazine. a best friend, a confidant. someone to dote on you over a small thing, over a sniffle. to fight for you. someone to grab you by the hand and take you through life when the walls close in. if you could have loved me, if i could have loved you.

ilovemolly

i asked God for a sign as the sun came up. i was tripping over my feet when you picked up that ladybug. there was nothing i could say to make you put it down. your entertainment lived until it ate from your hand. you flicked it between the windshield and engine, then got all quiet like it was done to you. i rubbed your back until the doors opened and thought of every time my friends had called me ladybug.