just a little guy @swindler5000 - Tumblr Blog

the real reason I transitioned is cus I got too tired of selling all those seashells on the seashore :/ I'm glad to report that I'm finally living out my picking pecks of pickled peppers dreams

#misc #trans

*in the tune of “real love” by big thief*

real bugs, real bugs, real bugs make your lungs black

real bug is a heart attack

#misc #big thief #bigthief #adrienne lenker

adding today to the list of sleepiest days so far. I am so so in bed

#honk shoo mimimimi #honk shoo honk shoo #misc #slee ping

gauntletqueen

HEARTBREAKING: Poor girl has to get out of the soft warm bed even though she is so so so so comfy

gauntletqueen

HEARTWARMING: Since it is night, girl finally gets to crawl back underneath the covers and be so so so so comfy

gauntletqueen

HEARTWRENCHING: Morning has come again, poor girl suspects she might be stuck in a Sisyphean curse

I'm so mysterious and sexy. I'm that hot quiet guy in the corner, I'm sooooo mysterious. (I am going nonverbal)

#nonverbal #autism moment #slauyyy #misc.

extremely into all the cool books at my school's library. extremely not into them being filled with words instead of pretty pictures that illustrate their ideas.

#this may be an autism thing #medieval #calstate #reading #history

any other arfid bitches get way more stressed about deciding what to eat than eating itself? cus the moment i have to decide what to eat for lunch I get really overwhelmed cus I want to make ramen because its safe and easy, but then I remember that I’ve eaten ramen for lunch the last 5 days in a row and if I dont eat anything with more sustenance ill get all lightheaded, so then I think of two other things I could make and almost cry trying to decide between them.

#arfid problems #actually arfid #arfid #avoidant restrictive food intake disorder

simplysquamb

Has anyone else had a shitty experience with Kaiser Permanente’s mental health department? Like, the meds and advice they give to help you has done either nothing or the exact opposite of what you want? (Or leave your mom on hold for god knows how long while you are having the worst PTSD attack of your life)

swindler5000

yeah, I got prescribed antidepressants for the first time almost a year ago and they scheduled my, like, check in to make sure it the dosage was right for literally 7 months later. every time I had to change my dosage or the meds I was on i had to call, then talk to a nurse who would later talk to the psychiatrist and then call me back and tell me what to do. so its really not a good system

#kaiser permanente #mental health

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