#arfid

[pluesclues]

Suppose I should make an intro post :]

I'm a cis aro gal who may or may not be on the ace spectrum too idfk know anymore it's been 5 years. I love women tho and go back and forth between being chill with romance and being repulsed by it.

I'm a very young adult with autism, selective mutism, ARFID, and social anxiety. Apologies in advance if I don't respond to any messages I'm just bad with social interaction lol. (Been getting better recently though)

I have 3 cats whom I love dearly named Sunny, Moony, and Bubbles. Bubbles was more recently taken in when he needed a new home which is why he doesn't have a matching name lol. They probably won't be that relevant to my blog but I just wanted to bring them up :3

I'm usually not too deep into all of them all the time but going alphabetically my fandoms are

Chonny Jash

Deltarune

Dragon Striker

Gravity Falls

Lemon Demon

My Little Pony

Omori

Owl House

The Summer Hikaru Died

Undertale

Undertale Yellow

Will Wood

(I've been meaning to get further into In Stars & Time for awhile now so that'll probably be added too eventually)

It's gonna be mostly reblogs around here but I do make original posts from time to time. I also adore making bracelets centered around my interests which'll probably get posted here <3

[my-arfid-recovery]

breakfast and lunch

I always have my protein things and then I had McDonald’s. I didn’t eat all of it, but I just have a little bit more than I usually do. I had four chicken nuggets and half burger and a few hands of fries. and yes, my stomach hurts again but I still have two every day protein shake so I’ll eat later 



[refurbishedconstruct]

ADVERISMENT: here’s a food tracker for people with ARFID!

Me: OMG YEs!!

*looks inside*

…it’s gamblified AI garbage

[tiredgreenbean]

when i was growing up i remember a lot of my teacher's favorite words were "never say can't, because you can do anything you want to!" girl i cant eat spice. i want to because most of my cultures food is spicy and i love my culture but i cant. i cant run. i want to because i love playing with my friends but eventually they'll run off and i cant. i cant jump. i want to because i love being off the ground and skipping and showing my joy when my words aren't enough but i cant.

[my-arfid-recovery]

lunch and dinner

my stomach hurts but it’s yummy so I do it anyways.

[arfid-is-dumb]

Here’s a random: damn this would have been impossible a decade ago go post

Went out to Pride with friends and was not particularly stressed about food and we got Ethiopian food after and I have no idea what exactly any of this was but it was good.

I still struggle all the time with actually eating enough but my ability to try random foods is way better than I would have ever expected 10 years ago when I first started treatment.

[my-arfid-recovery]

Breakfast :)

[cmputergrl]

tw: ED

sometimes i think about how i was basically cured from arfid by age 12 and everybody started calling me "thunder thighs" at 120 lbs pushing me into starving myself again, instead on purpose as a teen, gained confidence again in my 20s only to realize my arfid is back and i'm back at square one all because people glorified justgirlythings on tumblr