Woohoo! This account has managed to amass enough fics to have a masterlist. (I have no idea what I'm doing so forgive me for the bare as bones formatting, what matters are the fics)
Also have listed some WIP below
Date Updated: 5-24-2026
Legend:
📍= Fluff
🍋 = Smut
🍊= Sexy Undertones (old heads will call this lime)
☔= Angst
Guidelines for Requests
Leeteuk
[Upcoming Angel/Demon AU] 🍋
Heechul
Yesung
Sleepless Nights 📍- Yesung as a dad. Like that’s it, just random scenarios of him being a girl dad. (Drabble-ish?)
Nothing Lasts Forever (Part 1) (Part 2)- Inspector Kim Kang-hoon was certain that she murdered her husband. Unable to prove she walks away Scott free, but that wasn’t the last he would see of her. In fact, he realized he probably couldn’t shake her off no matter how he tried.(AU) 🍋 🍊 ☔
Shindong
[Upcoming Shindong 🍋]
Eunhyuk
Cool Down 🍋- After a series of stressful events at a videoshoot you accidentally lash out at Eunhyuk but things get a little too heated.
Bunny is a Gun 🍋 - When an operation that has gone wrong rendered you injured leaving your boss Hyukjae to force you to go on leave. The workaholic in you refused and things get a bit out of hand.
Donghae
Breathe In Breathe Out 📍- Over the years you keep bumping into each other. As both of you grew in your careers and as people your relationship develops as well.
Sweat 🍋 - When your workout buddy Donghae asks you to come over to test coffee for his café only to have another kind of tasting.
Loves Badly from a Distance -📍 When you and your newly-wed husband have to travel to the Netherlands for a travel show.
[Soft/Hard Smut] 🍋
Kyuhyun
Welcome Home 🍋- Kyuhyun comes back after a long tour leg and finds you in a compromised position.
Novacaine 🍋 - Shy Reader's first time with Kyuhyun after months of dating
Just Another Day 📍- When Kyuhyun tells you that he doesn’t want a big celebration for his special day, so you just have a simple nice evening together. (Drabble-ish?)
Bring It On 🍋 (Part 1) (Part 2)- When the ever-romantic Kyuhyun decides to take up a friends-with-benefit relationship with you and you somehow agreed. Surely nothing will go wrong with this.
There is one Leeteuk AU on request and actually it's the next one I will write but it's quite . . . there's a lot so it might take awhile. But it is coming soon.
Summary: When you and your newly-wed husband have to travel to the Netherlands for a travel show.
Warnings: Fluff probably very cheesy
Words: 1,461
Request: Your last reaction made me think about married Donghae, can I request one where him and reader are doing a show (like we got married but for real) and they have a cute moment where he tries to learn/ get better at English? (I feel like he's the type of partner to try) Reader can be famous or not, your choice
Notes: Italics is supposedly spoken in English
He had that youthful boyish charm that he carried wherever he went. Despite him approaching his forties he somehow managed to maintain his innocence, one could even say that he probably never grew up if you compared him to photos from his debut. But underneath all that childlike wonder was still a grown man who far from the public eye had the trappings of all people his age.
Some people may think he was too innocent or naive but you knew him well enough. While it was true that he did have some shortcomings and would take awhile to catch up to certain things he would always tackle them wholeheartedly. This was the one thing that you admired and loved about him.
It was the thing that made you marry him in the first place.
You were still getting used to the idea of the fact that you were married, much less to someone like him. Around two months after the wedding was the start of promotions for your next movie. Usually this meant a whole round of going on to various interviews, events and variety shows.
Though it seemed your agency had . . . different plans or at least something that was quite not usual at least in this industry.
"You want me to do a variety show with Donghae?" the mere fact that this was even on the drawing board was an absolute surprise. You could still remember how nervous you felt when you decided to go public with your relationship, while as an actress you were given a little more leeway for idols (particularly male idols) was a whole different story.
Like even now you were still a bit conscious of whether or not you were to wear your wedding ring or not. Even among actors it was rare for married couples to be in one project.
And if you remembered Donghae wasn't exactly that keen on variety shows despite him being a Super Junior member. He didn't hate them but he had come to realize he was more comfortable if the other members or at least Eunhyuk was with him. It was hard to be entertaining by yourself if you weren't singing or dancing.
"Umm . . . is it okay?" you asked in fear.
"There's this new travel variety show and the theme is all around celebrity couples. You'd be perfect for it!"
"Uhmm . . . I'll ask him . . . if its alright."
"Think of this as two birds with one stone, one you get to advertise the movie and two you get good PR on your marriage."
Since when did people need to get good PR on their marriage you wondered.
You being surprised he decided to go along with it was an understatement.
"Are you sure you're okay with this?"
"I mean . . ." he shrugged "It's a travel show, so it can't be that bad."
"I can say no . . ."
"No it's fine, you have to do it to promote the movie."
"I can do that with other things, I don't want to make you uncomfortable."
"It's fine, heck it could be fun. I mean worse case scenario we get a free trip anyway." he gave you that little smile "I mean it's probably just Jeju Island or something"
"Actually . . . it's in Europe."
"Europe?"
"They said they would either give us Netherlands or Croatia?"
"THEN WE'RE GOING!"
"Hold on!" you waved your hands "WE CAN GO THERE BY OURSELVES!"
And that was how you got an extended honeymoon to the Netherlands, with the stipulation that you had a camera crew following your every move.
There was a bit of an awkward start as one: You were not Korean so it was a little difficult to communicate (while yes you could make little mistakes with Donghae because he found it cute that could not be said for a broadcast), Donghae himself took awhile to get used to the idea of constantly talking to the camera while also trying his best to use the limited English he had (he's trying his best to learn but some phrases were too hard to register), and lastly the two of you were just a little awkward doing a broadcast in the first place.
The two of you now were currently at a local market trying out different produce until you stumbled upon a cheese salesman.
"Ahh . . . cheesu . . ." Donghae pointed at the vast array of wheels he then turned to the vendor "Excuse me . . . can we . . . uhh . . . test one of the one?" he raised a finger his goofy smile present.
You couldn't help but giggle he was just so cute whenever he tried another language "One by one?"
Donghae looked at you confused "Did I say it wrong?" he switched to Korean.
The cheese vendor did not seem to mind and just prepared two slices for you "Here you go"
"Ah thank you thank you . . . one for me and my wife!" he eagerly took the cheese slices.
This made you blush "Donghae!"
The cheese salesman found it amusing "This is your wife?"
Donghae's smiled even wider "Of course yes, beautiful wife right?" he pointed at himself "Me so lucky to have her . . . ahh . . . marry me"
You slapped his back as you were now covering your face, the producers were now chuckling with one of the camera men trying to get your face.
Later you went out for lunch, you were in one of those restaurants that was on a barge near the canal. The whole time he held your hand as you got on the floating structure.
You had done several dangerous stunts throughout your career including jumping from a moving truck to another one in the middle of the highway. Yet despite this your husband still insisted that he held you until you sat down.
"You're really hamming it up for the cameras" you muttered under your breath.
The man smirked "The camera crew is still trying to get inside." he pointed and you looked over your shoulder and saw one them looking nervous trying not to drop their million won equipment.
This made you blush harder as you looked back at him "Then you should have waited . . ."
He gave you a look and tucked your hair behind your ear "No, I rather save this for the two of us" before you could respond he gave you a quick peck on the lips.
On cue the waiter came by to take your order and as he approached your table he was confused to see you constantly hitting Donghae, who was now loudly laughing.
"Uhh . . . sir . . ." the waiter asked "Is everything alright?"
Donghae still grinning "Don't worry . . ." he pointed at you "My wife"
You were this close from jumping into the canal out of embarrassment.
The next location was a tour of a factory for Delftware. There was a demonstration of how the famous eartenware was made and since you were there for a show you were given a special opportunity to attempt making ones yourselves (with of course the guidance of the staff.)
Surprisingly Donghae despite not being adept to pottery decided to take things very seriously.
While the molds were mostly premade one still needed to be precise when cutting it out from the cast. Then there was the whole process of trying to clean the wholes then start assembling the pieces together.
It was the finally time to pick out a design and Donghae saw you looking at all the different patterns provided in the factory.
"What are you looking for?" he asked.
You scowled "I'm looking for one with your birth flower."
This time his cheeks went pink "Hey . . ."
You looked up at him with a small smirk "What, can't I do something sweet for you."
"It's kinda embarrassing."
"Then you know how I've been feeling the whole time today." you raised up a plate "Hmm Cosmos right?"
"I thought it was Marigold"
"I think it's both." you stood up then turned to him "So what design did you pick?"
Donghae quickly turned away "Uhh . . . it was more . . . you know . . . custom . . ."
Your brows raised "Donghae . . . what did you ask them?"
"It's nothing serious relax!" he waved his hands "It's just . . . song lyrics . . ."
"Oh . . . which one?"
"Flower . . ."
At this you chuckled "Aww that's sweet why did you pick that one."
He muttered something under his breath.
"Speak up will you."
"I wrote that song thinking about you."
You stopped walking and closed your eyes, you could feel your face once again warming up.
Meanwhile the cameraman and producer who had been following you this whole time let out a sigh.
"This whole day is them reminding me how single I am" the producer let out a deep sigh.
"This is probably the one couple we followed who are fighting because they're flirting too hard." said the cameraman.
I’m sure you being bombarded with requests right now, but could you do a Yesung x reader fic? One where the reader is an idol under sm and the reader and Yesung are friends. But, they’re slowly falling in love over the years. And they are secretly obsessed with each other and everyone knows but them. And then they actually confess! Sorry if that’s a lot, but I think it would be cute! I love your writings 🩵
I will try but yes there are like a couple of request on the list, will try my best to address them all eventually and thank you for appreciating my writing. 🩵
Wishing you to get better!!! ❤️🩹 I was just thinking about you the other day and where were you. But everything will turn out fine. Thank you for your writing and now hoping for you to get better!
I'm sorry it's taking me so long to upload these days. Thank you for thinking about me. I will do my best to write cause I honestly got so many ideas.
Summary: When the ever-romantic Kyuhyun decides to take up a friends-with-benefit relationship with you and you somehow agreed. Surely nothing will go wrong with this.
Warnings: Blowjobs, grammar
Words: 2,235
Requests:
Omg i love the friends with benefits scenarios, i was so fun to read, thank you your writing is so good, it flows. Would it be so greedy of me to want a continuation for kyu's part cause that felt like a full one oneshot story (donghae's too, but im trying to hold myself from wanting too much) 😅
100% SUPPORT FOR THE CONTINUATION OF FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS WITH KYU!!!! Oooooooooh it’s going to be funny to see him trying to fit and handle this
No, wordlessly you told him as you left his apartment on the day he offered the deal. He never brought it up afterwards and the two of you went on with your lives as though nothing happened.
Despite your instant denial you couldn't help but think about it. You could be piled up at work busy organizing a shoot, fixing next month's editorial or in a meeting but your mind was completely somewhere else.
"Well he did say it was for convenience" you said out loud in the middle of a meeting leading to several questions from the head designer and your boss wondering what precisely did you mean.
You decided this was not helping you at all and told him that you weren't available for awhile. This was getting ridiculous, you needed to get away from him now.
He had to go abroad again, this time it was for a week. He sent you a message asking if you wanted anything.
In here you asked for a key to his apartment.
For a moment he was confused asking if you were serious.
Yet the next day on your desk placed in a tiny neat envelope were indeed his keys.
Kyuhyun didn't know what to make of you. He was normally a good judge of character and since you had known each other for so long he should know you like a book right now.
Yet the moment you started your agreement everything shifted.
Maybe you were right all along maybe this sort of relationship was truly beyond his depth. Perhaps he was not built for things like this no more.
He had no clue what possessed him to make that decision and he knew he probably blew it the moment he mentioned it.
He decided to just get you a nice backpack while he was in Japan. Jewelry would have been too much and he knew you hated handbags despite working for a fashion magazine. So a nice, cute and sturdy backpack was the next best thing as a sort of . . . apology gift.
It was only when he got on the plane back to Seoul when he remembered.
Wait she has my keys.
He didn't have a dog to feed and he didn't have plants in his apartment because they would die from the humidity from his purifiers.
So why did she ask for his keys?
And why the hell did he give them so willingly?
He didn't know what to expect as he entered the building. Would you be there? Would the place be empty as normal? Perhaps you made some elaborate prank and even asked Heechul-hyung for help.
For a moment he was even hesitant to enter the apartment but he walked in anyway. As soon as he stepped in he was immediately greeted by the smell of gochujang.
Quickly he heard footsteps and there you were your hair tied up in a messy ponytail and wearing an oversized shirt which he slowly realized was one of his and a pair of sweats.
"Oh you're back." you blinked.
He took off his shoes "I told you I would."
"I . . . expected something at like the crack of dawn or something."
"I got the first flight out as soon as I was done with my schedule." he eyed you "What were you cooking?"
You looked away ". . . Tteokboki . . ."
He snorted and stood up straight.
You were about to return to the kitchen when suddenly felt his arms wrap around you from behind. You stopped at the sudden weight, his head was rested on your right shoulder.
For a moment you just stood there, he was still wearing his cap so his face was blocked.
"Kyu . . . I'm still boiling something . . ."
He just mumbled something.
"Kyu . . ." you tried to nudge him again but he just held you tighter.
You let out a sigh "You really are impossible."
"So she lives with you?" Changmin asked on another day he and Kyuhyun went out for drinks.
"Yes."
"Are you dating?"
"No"
"So you just . . ."
"We don't "
The man paused for a moment then smacked his single friend by the back of the neck.
Kyuhyun yelped and looked at Max in confusion "What the fuck?"
"I should be telling that to you!" he smacked him one more time but Kyuhyun managed to block it with his hand.
"Why the hell are you hitting me!"
"Because you're being a damn idiot!"
"THIS WAS YOUR IDEA!"
"Do you even realize what you're even doing?"
If you were being honest even you were somewhat confused on how things shifted. You now lived with him, if you came home early you would do the cooking and if it were his day off (which was rare) he would do the shopping and prepare dishes so that you would just heat them and not need to cook for yourself.
Sometimes in the middle of the day he would ask if you were free and you would go to a ramen restaurant together.On the evenings that both of you were in the apartment it was spent usually just playing video games or watching a movie together.
This has been the comfortable routine that you had developed for the past month or so. And while you do sleep on the same bed not once had the both of you had sex.
Initially you didn't mind and it was understandable as both of you were busy and tired.
But . . . wasn't this whole arrangement made because of that?
Also you were living together now wouldn't that give you more opportunity?
What were the two of you doing?
Out of fear of losing your mind you relayed this to your friend (without identifying who he was) and the first thing she said was.
"Well the two of you have been dating for awhile maybe you've just reached a comfortable state"
". . . but we aren't dating . . ."
And now here you were one evening pacing around the kitchen and racking your brain on trying to figure out how to bring this up.
Maybe he assumed you were tired to? That seemed like a conclusion he would have.
So on the one week you had a normal schedule you decided to go all-out. You pulled out that lingerie set your ordered months ago but didn't have the time to use. You shaved your legs, made sure your body smelled nice and even curled up your hair a bit. You even went as far as to try and find clams even though it was definitely not in season right now.
He came home late after finishing a musical and you greeted him wearing a robe.
He raised his brow immediately "What are you doing?"
You beamed "Nothing."
He continued removing his shoes "Have you eaten?"
"I was waiting for you"
"I keep telling you not to do that" he squeezed your face before entering the house and getting changed.
You observed him then adjusted your robe so that it had a good angle of your bra which was framing you cleavage.
You reached over to him "So how was the musical?"
"Didn't fumble a line this time."
"Oh that's nice." your finger stroking his arm.
Finally he turned to you "Seriously what . . ." his gaze quickly shifted to your chest, internally you thought finally but then once again he turned away and continued to the bathroom.
In here you were dumbfounded and blinked "Kyu?"
"Yeah?" he closed the door.
"What was that?"
"That was nothing."
You crossed your arms "Did I do something wrong?"
"What? No."
"Then why are you avoiding me?"
"I'm gonna take a shower" on cue he turned on the faucet.
Sighing you took a seat on the edge of the bed, you sucked your lips then turned to face the bathroom door. Finally you asked "Is your libido down."
Almost immediately he opened the door, he hadn't even changed "What?"
"Oh you were actually showering."
"I just washed my hair."
"Oh I see."
"What did you mean by my libido?"
"Oh so that's what ticked you off?" you stood up "You're joking with me right now."
He bit his lower lip "What's going on?"
"I should be asking you that."
"There's nothing . . ."
"Why haven't we fucked then?"
He closed his eyes, he knew this question was going to drop.
"What did you suddenly lose interest? Did you find someone else?"
"Why would I be finding someone else?"
"I don't know, you asked me to live with you and you barely touched me since I've been here!"
He looked down "I thought you were tired."
"Now you're thinking like that?"
"You literally would come home at like 2 or 3 in the morning. Like I get it you're busy but there was literally one time you came from a work drinking party and I found you asleep on the front door."
For a moment you thought he was joking then immediately remembered you actually did "Ohh . . ."
"This is why I keep telling you to just call me I or manager so we could you pick you up."
"That isn't necessary."
"And that's what I mean."
You pursed your lips "That was only last week, the rest of the month I wasn't that busy."
"Well sadly I was."
You sighed crossed your arms and looked at the sky "Why are we always so damn busy?"
He just shrugged.
"So you're not tired of me?"
"Why would I be, I literally get a bo . . ." he then cut himself and started to escape to the bathroom but you pulled his arm.
"So you were horny this whole time!"
"Look I didn't want to bother you!"
You spun him and lo and behold peeking out from his sweatpants was a dent you faced him "You could have just asked."
"It seemed rude."
"This is literally the basis of our entire relationship." you rolled your eyes and quickly went on your knees.
"Hold on I didn't . . ."
"Shut up, stay still and let me do all the work." in one tug you pulled down his pants you nibbled your lower lip seeing his cock constrained by his briefs "See how pent up you are?"
Before he could say anything else to stop you started rubbing his bulge and he let out a gasp and a hiss.
Seething through his teeth he tried to scold you.
You fingers playing with the band of his underwear looking up at him, he once again was shaking his head at you and giving you a glare. This just made you pull it down and finally release his member from the fabric prison.
Licking your teeth "Boy it has been awhile since I've seen this guy." you gave his tip and peck and man was already shaking "Look how backed up you are." your fingers stroked his ball sack.
His head was looking up but he had his hand covering his eyes with his other hand raising his fists but he did not say anything.
You started to peck around his appendage, you had never seen him this hard before you were actually surprised he just didn't snap at this point. When you brought out your tongue to lick his shaft Kyuhyun let out high pitched squeal.
You chuckled and continued to treat his dick like a popsicle stick making sure every crevice was covered. You made sure to spin circles around the tip, your hands were now wrapped around the shaft area and doing mild strokes.
At this point he had a hand behind your head but he was not gripping your hair nor was he pushing you. Eventually you finally pushed the tip into your mouth and started to suck, tongue still twirling while your hands were pumping him.
He didn't bother in hiding his moans anymore, the man was truly a singer because even in this situation he sounded melodic. Initially he was groaning as though he were holding himself back, then you started to shove more of his cock into you mouth and got quicker in the stroking.
He was now panting heavily, his hand now grabbing strands of your hair. He started to whimper and gasp, his legs were somehow about to give in and he placed his hand on the nearby dresser so he wouldn't stumble.
It was in here you finally fully shoved him inside your mouth. Your eyes looked up to him but he was practically lost at this point. His pale skin was now flushed red, his eyes were closed and his mouth was wide open with the most pathetic sounding moans erupting.
You breathed through you nose as stroked him with your mouth, your one hand was now tickling his balls and this almost made him trip that you had to hold his back.
Despite all this however it did not stop him from release. He let out a loud howl as all his pent up energy from the past month erupted into your mouth. Your hands now gripping on his thigh and leg as you tried to swallow everything.
His head was lowered, his eyes were still closed and he was gritting his teeth. His arm was now in an awkward angle as he prevented his own fall.
Cock still inside your throat you looked at him with concern despite tears falling from your own eyes
He eyed you, catching his breath his said in the lowest tone possible "Get on the bed."
Summary: When the ever-romantic Kyuhyun decides to take up a friends-with-benefit relationship with you and you somehow agreed. Surely nothing will go wrong with this.
Warnings: Normal sex, cunninglus, grammar
Words: 4,089
Requests:
Omg i love the friends with benefits scenarios, i was so fun to read, thank you your writing is so good, it flows. Would it be so greedy of me to want a continuation for kyu's part cause that felt like a full one oneshot story (donghae's too, but im trying to hold myself from wanting too much) 😅
100% SUPPORT FOR THE CONTINUATION OF FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS WITH KYU!!!! Oooooooooh it’s going to be funny to see him trying to fit and handle this
There was no denying that at his core, Cho Kyuhyun was a hopeless romantic. While he may come off as standoffish and pessimistic that was only an act (well it depends also if he is just tired) his true nature is actually quite loving. He was a man raised on nothing but pure love, he may be a grown man now, but he still takes time to call his parents to tell them he loves them and would even kiss them on the cheek whenever they see each other.
Anyone who has ever worked with the man whether be it in the recording studio, variety shows or in the theater they would always say one thing: he was a warm person. Almost everyone who has ever met with him has fallen for his charm, he was like a little puppy that you couldn’t help but fawn over (if that said puppy was almost 6 feet tall.)
So, if his normal relations were like that, then what more for his romantic ones. Despite his many hats in the industry, he was a balladeer at heart. He was meant to sing songs about love, the beauty and the tragedy. And that was a pretty good summary of how his love life generally went.
Due to his occupation, he was a person who was very careful about his relationships. He often dated in secret and was notorious for dating non-celebs in order to avoid complications. No one really knew about his personal life, and he wanted to keep it that way.
Though because he was a ballad singer sometimes what happens in his personal life also grows into his music. That was just how things went.
Since he returned from his military service, he had gotten busier than ever, even more so when he switched agencies for his solo work. There was always a comeback, a musical, a variety show and random appearances that he had to attend to. As a result, it had gotten more and more difficult for him to have time for himself much less for a whole other person.
So, this was why he took a break from the dating scene altogether.
But all in all, he was still human, and human beings such as himself would crave for attention. Sometimes he wished he didn’t come home to an empty apartment, sometimes he wished there was someone waiting for him at home . . . and sometimes he simply just had ‘cravings’ and the only thing he could do about it is just double his workout.
One day on a very rare occasion he was out drinking with Changmin, things were going fine and well like normal until he made a crazy suggestion.
“You want me to do what?” Kyuhyun looked at him as if he had lost his mind (probably not the first in their friendship if he was being honest, this man just says the most insane things from time to time).
“I mean why not?” his same age friend shrugged “You’re too busy to commit, and you just wanna fuck.”
Kyuhyun rolled his eyes “You know I’m too old for that sort of thing, also it would be too risky for me to . . . well go to a club and have a random fling.”
“You’re not old!” Changmin slapped his best friend’s back “Also girls dig ‘mature’ men.”
“I rather just deal with it on my own that go through a probable risk of a scandal.” He groaned “Also you know I’m terrible at picking up random girls.”
“Then don’t get a random stranger . . . how about a friend?”
Kyuhyun gave him a look “Okay, childcare has really done a number on you.”
“Don’t tell me you don’t have female friends.”
He tried to hit him, but the TVXQ member dodged “You know very well I do.” Kyu hissed.
“Then why not?”
“I don’t know, maybe I don’t want to risk the friendship?” the man rolled his eyes “Also half of them are married and or have some long-term relationship anyway.”
Changmin took a sip of his drink “How about her?”
Kyuhyun raised a brow “What do you mean her?”
Changmin mentioned your name.
Kyuhyun almost spat his drink “Have you lost your mind?”
“What, didn’t you actually try to hit on her before?”
“Yes, and it went badly.” The man shivered upon recalling that moment “It’s a miracle she even considered being friends with me.”
“I mean” Changmin rubbed his chin “You were pretty touchy the last time we went drinking.”
“I have no clue what you are insinuating.”
“She was sitting on your damn lap.”
“Because there was nowhere else to sit.”
“She was resting her head on your shoulder and had her arms around you.”
“Because she was drunk and almost fell.”
“You are not a naïve man”
He groaned “She’s a friend I can’t cross that line with her. Also, what if she wasn’t interested?”
“She was practically offering herself to you. We’ve been drinking together for so long and not once has she done that with any other guy. Face it, she’s interested.”
“You’re off your rocker . . .”
“Do you wanna bet?”
You almost choked on your water when he brought up the proposition. It was the middle of a work week when out of nowhere he asked if you were free for dinner. The day had been rough, and you were honestly exhausted but the idea of having a free meal at what would probably be a nice restaurant was a very tempting offer.
Not to mention looking at the man himself was quite an energy booster.
So here you were at this nice steakhouse when he out of nowhere mentioned Changmin’s idea to you, you wondered if maybe this was all just a daydream and you had once again fallen asleep on the office due to overwork.
“Say something.” Even from his face he looked quite unsure with what he just said.
You blinked your eyes “You . . . want . . . what??” you pointed at yourself “With me??”
He closed his eyes “You know what forget what I said this is just ridiculous.”
“Hold on hold . . .” you started to use the menu as a fan “Don’t you . . . oh right you can’t pick up women.”
“EXCUSE ME??”
“I mean . . .” you gestured with your free hand while your other hand still fanned “You attract the women, but you don’t seem to be aware of it half the time.”
“Okay that was just one time . . .”
“Then how come you hadn’t picked up one then?”
“Cause I’m too busy?” he looked at you mildly exasperated “Also if I go to a nightclub here the media would have my head.”
“Oh, right you have a family friendly image now.”
“What do you mean now.”
“True you were always family friendly.”
He almost threw the complimentary nuts at you. This made you let out a laugh and before he could do anything else the waiter had come by.
Later the two of you were busy eating your respectively meals when you suddenly said.
“You probably couldn’t handle it.”
He looked up at you.
“A casual relationship.”
He raised a brow “What do you mean I couldn’t handle a casual relationship?”
“You’re a romantic at heart, you’re looking for a spouse not a fuck buddy.”
The man’s jaw dropped “Excuse me?”
You put down your utensils and waved your hands “It’s not the insult that you think it is! It’s just you probably couldn’t handle separating feelings.”
His mouth still opened he turned away as though asking an imaginary audience member if you were for real.
“Don’t go looking like you’re shocked!”
He finally faced you and shook his head “You really think I haven’t done stuff like this before.”
“No, I don’t.”
“How naïve do you think I am? I’ve been in the entertainment business for twenty years. I’ve been through stuff.” He put down his fork and leaned against the table “If any it’s you whose inexperienced.”
Now it was your time to glare “Now listen here boy, I’m a grown ass woman who lived in the actual world. I’ve been through shit.”
“When was your last serious relationship?”
“Let us not discuss the past.”
“You’re still not over that guy?”
“I AM!”
“Then why aren’t you dating anyone?”
“Same reason why you can’t get laid! I’m busy! I’m an editor in a monthly publication I don’t have time for relationship drama!”
He shrugged and went back to his fish “It’s been three years . . .” he muttered.
You slammed your fist on the table “Listen here Cho-Pierrot, you want to play hard ball? Fine, but if someone gets hurt don’t you dare go on your knees . . .”
It took you a lot of pride to resist the urge to scream right now. Somehow you had found yourself in bed, your legs spread apart and Kyuhyun on his knees eating you out as though you were the actual main course.
You shouldn’t be surprised he was good at this, of course he should probably know a thing or two you know he wasn’t green that was just teasing. But good grief you did not expect him to be skilled. Your hands had ruined the bedsheet with how many times you kept pulling them each time he hit a spot. You were sucking your lips hard trying not to let out a noise, but your body was squirming.
It doesn’t help that you could feel his smirk. His eyes had been eying you the whole time, he didn’t say a word, but he didn’t have to. Just one flick of his tongue on ‘that spot’ and he knew you would eat your words.
It was truly utterly unfair.
You tried to bury your head on the mattress, and you felt the warmth coming closer. You were almost there but you still refused to give him the satisfaction of your moaning. It was getting harder however; your face was red just from holding your moans.
He then pulled away and you let out a gasp.
“You really are hardheaded, you know that.” He spoke.
You were trying to catch your breath when he inserted a finger.
Glaring at him as you panted “You bastard.” You hissed.
The man just let out a chuckle, and he positioned himself again “I’m just making sure you feel good.”
You needed some form of control over this, if you just let him hold the reins it would be hard for you to go back. You grabbed him by the hair and pulled him up towards your face. His wide almost bead like eyes stared upon you in surprise reminding you of a puppy. Your eyes then shifted to his supple lips, how perfectly shaped his upper lip was that whenever he pouted you couldn’t help but want to rip it off with your mouth.
And so, you did.
Initially the man was in shock when you suddenly attacked his lips but he dived right into it. Your mouths moving into some sensual dance, tasting and exploring each other.
You wanted more.
Reality hit you hard when you finally woke up the next morning. He was still asleep, his back was against you and you could hear his snoring. His back was so large he was practically blocking the sunlight from hitting you and in your daze you managed to notice faint marks on his back.
This made you quickly jolt out of bed.
Why did you both think this was a good idea.
Quickly you checked the time, there was no time to think right now you needed to get out now.
You refused to look back at him and tried to gather your clothes and leave the hotel room as fast as possible. Everything felt like a blur, you don’t even know what mode of transport you did to get home. By the time you arrived at your apartment you fell down on your knees behind your door.
You covered your face and let out a groan.
This was not going to end well.
The two of you have not spoken since then. It had been around a month or so. He didn’t message you, and neither did you. It wasn’t like this was a weird thing, sometimes you’re busy to message anyone because of work, he was as busy if not busier than you but somehow, he found time to message people occasionally. Most of the time it was him just messaging you whatever restaurant he’s been in and recommending a dish he thought you would like.
Several times you would find yourself staring blankly at your computer trying to reply to him somehow. What you were to tell him you never really know. Should you tell him this was a mistake? Apologize? End the friendship entirely? But before you could wrap your head around it another task or problem would be raised at work and you’re back to thinking about that.
It was by this time you remembered you had tickets to one of his musical performances. Technically you could back out from attending but you remembered how hard it was to get the tickets in the first place even with your job. (You even bragged how you got them easily while Kyu himself struggled to get one). You were also attending with a friend who was actually a musical fan, and it seemed rude to suddenly back out on them.
So, you decided to just suck it up and watch the performance. It’s not like you would see him anyway. You could just watch and leave like a normal person.
It was here you remembered, damn he was good at his job. For some reason he always played some sort of psychopath in his musicals despite his actual persona. But there was just something about the intensity in his eyes when he performs, the way his voice would carry throughout the room that even if you sat on the back, you could feel his presence, just the way he commanded the room was an awe to behold.
The performance was over and you were hit back to reality. It was time to go and you followed your friend outside the theater. For a moment your head was in a mild daze and your friend was talking about a particular scene when you received a message.
It was from him.
He was genuinely surprised you showed up. He actually had completely forgotten that you were coming. He had been so immersed in his character that it was only half-way through the musical that he realized you were watching. He was that genuinely surprised he actually fumbled a line, while most of the audience wouldn’t notice because he still sang it perfectly . . . his castmates did.
“Seonbaenim! You forgot your lines!” one of his castmates exclaimed when he came back before the next act, in fact a lot of cast members started to tease him for that line fumble.
“I guess you really are human.” A senior actor patted him on the back “You’ve got too many jobs its messing up with your concentration.”
He could only grin and nod his head, this wasn’t the first time he had fumbled a line, and it won’t be the last. But this was probably the first time he actually messed up because he was genuinely distracted.
Suddenly memories of that night returned to him. He tried everything to forget about it. Thankfully he was busy with other things like group schedules, the musical and the dozen of shows he appeared on. But despite all that one way or another when he would be dazed from exhaustion the image of your face pops up.
The two of you had been avoiding the topic . . . in fact you had been avoiding each other . . . for a month. As he was changing his clothes getting ready for the next scene, he made up his mind. You two were grown ass adults, this was an adult situation, and it should be discussed in a grown-up manner.
Yet between the time he sent that text and the time he went to met you his head was in an absolute panic.
What if she was already over it? Maybe she didn’t say anything because he wasn’t that good? Maybe she didn’t want to hurt his feelings and was being nice? Or maybe she just really hated at him at this point.
Initially he just planned to take you out to some random restaurant, and he was looking up a place when she raised a hand.
“You look exhausted, I’ll cook you something instead.”
And that was how you ended up in his apartment making him Chinese steamed chicken with ginger scallion sauce for dinner. He was a decent cook himself, and he would give you the ingredients you need and help you chop which is how you managed to finish in record time. Through the cooking until the eating neither of you had brought up the topic.
It was only when you were doing the dishes when he finally broke.
“So . . . about last month.”
You almost dropped the plate in the sink, but he caught it (barely).
He avoided your gaze, both of you were looking at the sink “I mean . . . we have to address it at some point.”
“Yeah . . .” you said absentmindedly, not like it was the one thing driving you crazy this whole month.
There was silence as he took the plate wiped it then put it back on the rack “I guess . . . we both agree . . . it was a mistake?”
This jolted you awake to turn to him “What do you mean it was a mistake?”
He looked at you his face in mild surprise “Uhh . . . I thought . . . since you didn’t bring it up . . .”
“You didn’t bring it up either.”
His eyes shifted “I was busy . . .”
“So was I . . .”
“We were both too busy to discuss it then.”
You looked down, you could see he was wearing his ever-present Frankenstein merchandize slippers “Did you regret it?”
He gulped “No . . . not . . . not really.”
You faced him again “Really?”
“I mean . . .” he shrugged then rubbed the back of his head “Look I . . . I mean it’s . . . I was . . .” he bit his lower lip trying to find the right way to say, well yes, he hasn’t gotten laid in awhile so of course he was fine with that.
Yet somehow you knew exactly what he was thinking about “I don’t mind.” You found yourself saying.
His large eyes blinked “What?”
“I . . .” now you looked away and rested a hand under your chin “I didn’t mind . . . what we did.”
“. . . you’re serious?”
The corners of your eyes looked at him “I wouldn’t mind doing it again.”
The gist of your arrangement was pretty simple: call them up when available or needed. You didn’t know what to expect but you definitely didn’t think he would be that ‘needy’. Like surely, he would be too tired from taking a red eye flight from one schedule to another. But apparently the more stressed he was from his schedules the more he needed it.
And it’s not like you were complaining, he was a VERY good stress reliever for your own stress from work.
It was around three in the morning; he had just finished his workout of all things yet here he was still up and ready eagerly deeply thrusting you into the mattress. Your legs hooked around his waist and arms clinging onto the headboard. How this man managed to have accumulated the energy despite not consuming coffee was astounding.
His head resting on the crook of your neck as he spread soft kisses and low moans as he could feel your walls clench around him. His voice on a normal basis was enough to send people on their knees, but the sound of this man moaning in your ear as he continued you to fill you up was another experience of its own.
It felt weird the first time you moaned his name. Even he felt unsure at first, like was this the line they wanted to cross? But now here you were chanting each other’s names like some ancient mantra as you were both close. You wrapped your legs tightly pulling him as close as possible to you. Grabbing him by the hair (you got very annoyed he got a haircut again) for a kiss, your mouths lapping as he exerted the last of his strength to shoving his cock into your very needy pussy.
Your let out a loud moan into his mouth as you came undone which broke his as well that he almost choked. Bodies shaking from the absolute pleasure of release, both of you still clinging onto each other just to make it last a little bit longer before you both eventually submit.
Eventually he fell on you (but still made sure not to completely crush you). Still he was quite a large man especially when he started to take working out seriously that he practically covered you.
“Just . . .” he panted, his hair sticking onto his forehead covered in sweat “Hold on a moment . . . let me catch my . . . breath.”
You didn’t say anything and just patted his back, your head was in a trance but in a good way. You just breathed in the bliss of your afterglow, in fact you could have fallen asleep right then and there.
Eventually got up and pulled out and headed for the kitchen to get both of you a drink. You checked the time, it was almost 5 in the morning, and you should probably be getting ready for work. You groaned, this was one of the caveats of this arrangement, your schedules were completely not in sync.
He got in with two glasses of water and even a cup of tea for you when he noticed you were getting up to change.
“You’re going?”
You were begrudgingly putting your underwear on “It’s like 5 in the morning, I have to go home and get ready for work.” You were looking around for your pants “Unlike you I work in reasonable hours.”
“You once stayed in your office for a week, your sister asked me to deliver you food once.”
“Well most of the time.” You put on your pants seeing as he had been butt naked holding drink you went over to him and took the hot tea from him “Look I’m exhausted but you know how it is.”
Without skipping a beat “Why don’t you move in?”
You almost spat the tea “Excuse me?”
“It’s more convenient.”
“Sir . . .” you looked from your tea then back at him “We . . . this . . . we’re not dating . . . this is only for sex.”
Looking at you dead serious “Your office is five minutes away from here, it would take you another ten minutes to get home then who knows how long for you to shower change and probably get breakfast because we both know you can’t function without it.”
You covered your face with your hand “You’re mad . . . this . . . while . . . that is . . .”
He opened his water bottle “This is only a suggestion.”
You gaped at him then chuckled then guffawed “You know what fine, sure whatever . . .” you sipped your tea,
Now he was surprised “Wait you’re okay with it.”
“You’re the one who suggested it now you’re surprised?”
“Didn’t think you would actually agree.”
“You know what I should . . . this is all your fault.” You gave him the tea then walked out of the room. He watched you away for a moment, he mentally counted before you walked back in.
“You forgot something?” he smirked.
“Shut up” you grumbled as you tried to find your bra and your top and not punch him in the face.
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