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post suicide goal i've listened to 100 new albums start to finish so far this year

photos from walks lately

i'm up to 72 albums listened to this year and music has never sounded better

#reading AND music. look at me thriving with kidney failure lmao #i'm trying and i've come a long way #i'm learning to be proud

books i've been reading

therapy and meds have been amazing i'm reading books again! i'm writing again i go on walks with my dog i got diagnosed with ptsd and bpd and i'm doing soooo much better getting help for it. do you know how good it felt to read my first book in like 5 years

#i've realized those bitches ain't shit they didn't ruin my life and the secret service is a total joke so i am just living life freely 💅#i was imprisoned in myself for soooo many years jfc

i have to deadass write the state that the police handcuffed me and took me to the ER

this is why that ceo was shot to death, just saying. unrelated btw

popping in for a brief update but despite the kidney failure and brain damage and the months of hell it takes trying to get help from the government since i haven't been able to work a job in almost 2 years now, i'm doing a therapy program 3 days a week for 4 hours a day every week and i see a psychiatrist every week now helping me with the right combination of meds (that won't interact with my failing kidneys) and i'm just proud of the hard work i've been putting in lately and finally getting real help after i've been trying to get help for years now since i went down such a terrible spiral. i'm off drugs! i manage my sobriety much better now! my ptsd is still really bad and difficult to work through but i almost feel on the cusp of potentially feeling hope i can manage the future rather than always attempting suicide as i do.

#also someone tried messaging me i think but i can't reply so i guess they blocked me ???#sorry tumblr is traumatic for me now so i only check it like every 4 to 6 months

my kind of guy 💞💖🫶💙💜💚

more 2024 album favorites

#when i woke up from the coma i've wanted nothing more than to just listen to more music #so i've been listening to more albums start to finish

🎶why am i alive🎶

#i have not been able to cope and nowhere to talk about it rip

unfathomably based

favorite albums of 2024

watching my blood circulate outside my body sure has been an experience

i miss tumblr because i have nowhere to be insane about the silent hill 2 remake

i don't remember much before the coma but yeah this sounds like me

well, i always think i hit rock bottom and now i'm in acute kidney failure dealing with dialysis and a very uncertain future 🫤

well, unemployed for 10 months, no one will hire me, about to be homeless again in 2 weeks. i'm just here to say goodbye to tumblr. the good memories i had here have been overshadowed by my life getting destroyed last year. take care everyone. life's been a wild ride

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