hani

life's been tough to live in

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offline

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to know youre already out and about the dating sites 💔

guess it was definitely easier for you each time.

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so many pretty girls out there sia....

i cant compete

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i know its bad again when i am still searching for answers.

because i will deep dive until its suffocating.

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i think about you constantly.

every good and bad moments.

i promise not to call or text

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its painful being the one having such strong instincts

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stupidly, i have trauma over donuts.

and uss,

and luge,

oh, sentosa in general.

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thats crazy. i am so easy to roll back.

when you are just checking if i am still sticking around...

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for three times i told my mum of your return, when actually i begged for you to come back.

never again.

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genuinely disgusted just thinking about it

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my meds makes me hungry but i truly cant swallow food anymore. it hurts.

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makes sense now why the random picnic,

3 days before your guilty pleasures.

nothing was real hah.....

blinded me into thinking nothing was going wrong.

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i could only wish it'll be easier on me in time.

but its impossible being the person that remembers every single detail.

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never once there for me when i flew off or landed...

when i was always there for you, no matter the risk/ situation.

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im left with attending another wedding and a buffet to exist in and theres nothing else holding me back!

[love]

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i cant wait when its time