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PAC: First impression of you - your aura

I was contemplating on following through with this topic, because I think that it might be too specific for collective, but it's one of the most popular questions I get from my friends when I do readings for them. So, I guess I wanted to indulge them and myself by trying to feel up energies of souls that will stumble upon here. Not long ago, I did "how people see you" reading and it is similar to that, but that was more how people in general perceive you. You can also use this reading as manifestation tool<3

This is collective reading, so not everything will be aligned with every person reading, be critical of what you will apply to yourself^^

Pile 1 -> Pile 2 -> Pile 3

Pile 1

Very enigmatic. 1920s movies. I searched up 1920s movies to see if it was what I thought and yes, it is, but I also discovered that there is an actually movie with title "1920" from India which is supernatural horror. And just the aesthetic of the movie aligns very well with the image that immediately popped up in my mind. Very elegant and gothic. Maybe that is your style, but i would definitely say your style leans more vintage (vintage is counted when something is 20-99 years old, so anything from 1920s-2007). When people see you, they think you listen to something like russian punk and watch only Tim Burton's creations. Even though people definitely perceive as cool, many also think that you are intimidating and/or stuck up. You catch a lot of eyes, but not many actually approach you, because of their own stereotypes that they put on you in their heads. Feels kind of dehumanizing, I am very sorry, please don't mind these people. Oh, this is soo chronically online of me, but if you saw that tiktok parody of french movies which was a long time ago, like that is perfect impression that people have of you; something chic (i hate this word right now but the meaning is perfect fitting here) and mysterious that people think is "too much" or too ironic. You might have dry sense of humor that not many people get at first because of tone of your voice. I think your voice itself might be higher register, but it's just more monotone. But I can tell that you dislike stupid people who categorize you even before you open your mouth, so I am not too worried.

Pile 2

I got such specific moodboard about your aura in my head, it's crazy. Imagine summer, soap bubbles, sunshine though tree branches, sunset ocean, digital camera, bird chirps, smells like heat of the day and laughter. Imagine wooden house that has everyone you love, you eat together, play together then go out to backyard which is a beach to watch that sunset while petting your beautiful-beautiful dog, everyone is smiling, the air itself is giddy with happiness and you are cuddling that one person. That one person who pisses you off so much you can't help but adoring them with all of your being, they have specific accent and you dream about their eyes at night. Woah, I could go on and on about that picture I got in my head about you. It all doesn't have to be true about you, but it's the aura or vibe that you have surrounding you. I think people like you straight away even if you just met because you have such comforting and warm presence. If there are people who are jealous of you, it's very harmless jealousy, more admiring. I can't imagine anyone miserable enough to have a bad thought about you, honestly. I don't like when readings are "too positive", yk, because I don't want to come off as insincere, but I just can't help myself with this pile. I am just very grateful to feel this energy.

Pile 3

An old friend, dream partner, reliable mentor, warm rival. I think many people think you are as good as something fleeting like sunbeams, fireworks or memory. It's kind of melancholic feeling, but it's not bad. I think it might be just exhausting for you when people who meet you first time think of you everything good but would be too afraid to get attached to you. You have nice perfume, kind of calm floral scent. People might think that you have slower mannerisms, maybe you talk slow or walk slowly. You are like old book that is very loved, obviously saw some things, reliable to come back to. If someone wanted good conversation they should go to you. But I think you are surrounded by many people who like to run after trends, hang out with only "popular" specimen, flippant and careless. Not that there is something wrong with it, they are also just people choosing to live the way they want to, but you don't necessarily get along with them. It might be difficult for you to catch onto hidden meanings of social interactions, unspoken rules and etc. Nothing is wrong with you, it's just our society works in a weird way where you have to constantly feel up the atmosphere. Please don't worry about 'fitting in' because you have a good soul, people can see you have good intentions.

I was strongly channeling song "Feel Special" by Twice before the reading started and even wanted to make pile pictures with this song as a concept, but had to rewrite this post twice (ironically) and got pulled towards different photos that I think more fitting at the end because the first impressions I was getting had very specific aesthetic going on for all 3 piles. I hope it could help those who needed it<3

NO AI

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hey i hope you are doing amazing 😊

My initial is s.y, aquarius rising .

LITTLE BACKGROUND ABOUT MYSELF

I am 20 ,preparing for mba 🥹no idea will I get a good college or not .

My question is What does my 5-year trajectory look like for career growth and financial stability, what major blocks might affect my earning power, and what key actions should I focus on starting now?"

Hi, hope you are doing good as well^^

Firstly, I will recommend you to work on your emotional well-being. Your mental state might be the biggest factor for your success and block as well. Be aware of people who will try to lead your life for you, because you should be the leader of your life and all of your decisions should come from you. If you meet some sort of mentor on your way, pay attention how emotionally wise and calm that person is. You have major self-made factor, so trust yourself and your hard work!

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18+ PAC: Sexual healing

I unintentionally started with healing theme and after doing few light readings, I am ready to continue with sexual healing. Sex is such taboo thing even in 2026 despite it being natural act. Humans are one of the very few species on Earth that engage in sexual acts outside of reproduction, but we chose to make this act something shameful. Especially for women and feminine people, sex was tool of oppression for many years and I want to emphasize how important it is to gain autonomy over your acts and thoughts of sexual expression.

This reading is not a remedy or professional medical help or a scare. This is collective reading, so not everything will be aligned with every person reading, be critical on what you will apply to yourself.

Pile 1 (Cobra Lily) -> Pile 2 (Venus Flytrap) -> Pile 3 (Roundleaf Sundew)

Pile 1

Beautiful message for this pile. Almost every card that came out for this pile was cups, so maybe someone has a lot of water placements in their chart. If not, I would recommend you to go to near body of water for healing or if that's impossible take good energy cleansing shower or relaxing bath. You need to work with every part of your chart, so for example if you have lot of air elements you should be walking, wandering, breathing fresh air when you feel stagnant. But that doesn't mean you shouldn't pay attention to what you lack. For this pile, the actual message that came out is very linear, very simple to follow but hard in execution. I think some of you were/are in comfortable situation with your sexuality, pleasure, partnership, but you have that weird gnawing feeling in your chart that tells you there's something missing. Your relationship might look picture perfect but it's not fulfilling the way you want, the way you need. I can see that you are not afraid to take action for yourself which is very admirable. You will choose to follow your intuition to broaden your horizons, seek what your soul needs. There will be big tipping point that will be start of the big shift. You will not change as a person, but others will notice something different about yours sacred energy. Your sexuality is in your full control, you control your pleasure, you control what you give and receive. Maybe for some of you your focus will shift from romantic/sexual relationships to your community, to your friends, to people who celebrate you. Nothing is wrong with that. You owe no one to be sexual all the time.

Pile 2

The energy of this group was like oversharing and them immediately regretting it. The cards came out very quickly but it accidentally got disarranged and I had to piece them together how it was. Oversharing with wrong crowd can attract unfortunate problems, but please don't punish yourself over other people's lack of empathy. Despite that, I see you as someone who likes to be in lead, strong and forward. You are independent and unapologetic about serving yourself. You might be into more kinky expressions in the bedroom, especially bondage. You seem very contradictory to me because at the same time you are this king/queen that is controlling everything but you are also restricting yourself. You fear being needy, you fear loosing control. If I can, I would advise you to be more generous, to others and to yourself. Now, greed and generosity are very different and I hope you understand that. Lot's of pentacles came out in the reading which I am not surprised at all. If you have heavy capricorn or virgo placements or saturn dominant, please learn to relax sometimes, you know you deserve it. Don't herd yourself into fear and anxiety over something that didn't even happen yet (in regards to sexual encounters). You are very right to be concerned and wanting to be responsible, but it shouldn't stop you from enjoying yourself when you want it. Don't be afraid to ask for help, also. It doesn't make you needy, it's not something to be ashamed of. You are courageous. Use that courage to be kind to yourself.

Pile 3

Very talkative and open energy, nice. You probably value good communication. Don't forget to pee after sex, you know that. Some of you I see are in established relationships, very trusting and respectful bond, you share many good memories together. For others, I unfortunately see betrayal by close person, but you stayed very empathetic and understanding despite the pain the other person caused you. For those who are in relationship right now, I would advise to keep your communication open with your partner. Don't stop being present and making an effort even if you know that nothing could change what you have. Be reliable to your partner and diligent in expressing your sexuality with them, don't let your spark die. Of course, it should be balanced and healthy given-taken. For singles, I hope you get rid of that situationship and move forward. Don't forgive so easily, let yourself feel the anger. It's not a choice worth thinking over when it involves your well-being. I think singles of this pile should connect with their sexuality through spirituality, everyone should, but you specifically. Be alone, comfortable, warm, dim the lights, light up candles, spray your favorite perfume, have something to eat beside you like grapes, strawberry or anything that you wish, imagine your bed is your altar. Don't be afraid to touch your own body and explore. Don't rush, be thorough, take all the time you need to feel and connect with deepest parts of yourself.

I hope it could help those who needed it.

NO AI

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PAC: energy check - where are you right now?

Hi! This is kind of random reading because I felt really pulled to do some channeling but the theme was kind of vague, so I chose one of my favorite's. I do energy checks a lot for my friends in real life, so I am excited to do it here, too^^. Energy checks are good to do from time to time to ground yourself and focus your thoughts.

This is collective reading, so not everything will be aligned with every person reading, be critical on what you will apply to yourself^^

Pile 1 -> Pile 2 -> Pile 3

Pile 1

immediately song came to my mind - "disco girl" by icelandic group BABA in the universe of gravity falls. I know it sounds crazy but if you don't know what I am talking about, please go search it up, it's too funny not to. Very carefree summer energy. "Dancing like no one sees us". I think some of pile 1 graduated from high school or university this year or are going to graduate next year, so there is like feeling of saying goodbye, going out of your comfort zone, change in your environment. "Last summer before serious life". A lot of cleaning up also is happening because you are moving or changing. Going through so many items that hold so much sentimental value to you. I feel 17 again through this pile. Don't be afraid to step into new life, don't be afraid of the changes coming, and don't afraid to change yourself. Only dead things don't blossom.

Pile 2

I think you are fully embracing the comeback of 2016 vibe. You love how everything was so colorful, cringe, and free. Times were easier before for you, specifically before covid. The quarantine had a toll on your mental and physical health. You are trying to consciously not to fall back into that dark pit that was consuming you. I am so proud of you, you are doing incredible. I hope you are proud of yourself, too. You are also working on your other traumas, from childhood or anything else. You are trying to bring your childhood wonder into adult life, trying to make things more creative and colorful. Please don't mind what other people have to say. You do what works for you. If wearing that "weird" skirt makes you happy, do it. Let yourself embrace your interests, let yourself be.

Pile 3

Meme monarch over here gracing us with their presence. You are gay. I apologize for the way this reading started but if I am right about who you are, you don't mind at all, in fact you probably is very happy to be big huge gigantic gay. Love that for you<3. Be safe and healthy, though. Chronically online, you know every trend, every new slang, new meme. "Stay weird, stay cool, twin" is something you would say and probably have said before. This makes me think that you are trying to embrace who you are fully and help others do that, too. It's like you hid yourself for so long, there is no more energy and desire in you to fold yourself to fit into the frame. You are taking up the whole wall and that's amazing. Maybe for some of you, you used to struggle with the way you perceived your appearance and weight, but now you know that no matter how you look, you will be always you and people who don't like you will never like you. But at the same time that means that people who stood by your side through all of your changes will always stay there.

All three reading had such different energies, it was so interesting to do this. I hope this could help those who needed it.

NO AI

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PAC: How people see you?

I can't shake off the emotionally heavy reading I did not so long ago, so I want to do something light and cute. This reading is to show how people perceive you and what they associate with you, but you also can use this as a manifestation tool!!

This is collective reading, so not everything will be aligned with every person reading, be critical on what you will apply to yourself^^

Pile 1 -> Pile 2 -> Pile 3

Pile 1

I think people start to feel nostalgic looking at you. You remind a lot of people of good times in the past, their youth, their passion. Maybe you own a lot of heart shaped things but people think of you when they look at for example heart shaped photo frame or heart shaped mirror. Your taste of whimsy is kind of warm and fuzzy with underlying, never disappearing melancholy. You know like those old photos of yourself when you were laughing, having fun with your friends that makes you realize how fleeting it was, but how important and precious. Maybe you like to keep your old belongings like 'outdated' gadgets, accessories, and table games. If I could place you as a person I would send you to attic room that contains all the warm memories of your past.

Pile 2

Okayyyy, popularrr, I get it, princess bambi^3^. If you are not individually 'popular', i think your friend group is. Really giving me popular high school friend group that everyone think is cool vibe. If you are out of high school, it is like you have very good chemistry with people around you, so they think that you were that kind of student. Maybe you have very tightly knit friend group. I think some people might be jealous of you because they perceive you to be so lucky and so well liked by majority of people but it's not bad jealousy, it's more like they think you are cool and wish to be like that, kind of putting themselves down, thinking you are too nice. Princess bambi sounds like a good nickname for you lmao even if you are not feminine or deer-like.

Pile 3

Young and fresh. So new, so free, so free. I want to associate you with wide spread wings. Pegasus. I think you might be into fashion, if not, people still notice your style. I think you are very trendy but that comes natural to you, you are not running after trends but going together with each wave. People of your age definitely think you are the coolest. You are kinda #swag. If you are older, I think you are still very youthful, 'youthful maximalism'. Don't let anyone tell you anything because you are just being true to yourself. 'Always be yourself' is you. As i said 'youthful maximalism' sounds like perfect way to describe you but in the best way possible. "You got a lot of prada, that dolce&gabbana" this song came into my head, but I think it's more what it symbolizes than the literal lyrics. You might be into thrifting.

Felt really good to do this reading. Reminded me I love to live sometimes.

NO AI

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PAC: Healing your body

My previous reading unexpectedly turned out to be much more emotionally heavy than I anticipated, with a lot of points for emotional healing. So, I decided to lean into that healing part because I guess that is needed energy for people right now. Physical body health still remains on par with emotional on how important it is. Please be kind to your bodies<3

This reading is not a remedy or professional medical help or a scare. This is collective reading, so not everything will be aligned with every person reading, be critical on what you will apply to yourself!

Pile 1 -> Pile 2 -> Pile 3

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This pile is chamomile which reduces anxiety and is anti-inflammatory. So many cards wanted to come out for this pile which I kind of take as a sign that this pile has a lot to tell or has a lot going on with their health. I am not surprised at all at the cards that came out because they indicate anxiety which is caused by you not trusting your intuition enough or mulling over your thoughts and decisions over and over. Basically all of the cards that came out indicate indecisiveness which leads to anxiety and anxiety itself leads to your physical body taking a toll. I do not want to scare anyone, I just want to say that you should trust yourself more, trust your intuition. Learn how to tell apart which feeling is your intuition trying to help you and which one is just fears. Lot of cards wants to push you into being more bold and ambitious. Don't be afraid to speak up like the cards did. Chamomile tea is actually very suitable because being indecisive, not trusting oneself, not speaking up all can lead all can lead to inflammation in your body which is hard to point out. If you want to go see a doctor, please do not be afraid to tell everything you want to!

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This pile is lavender which helps to calm down and sleep well. Lmao literally bad sleep came out together with seek help. This pile was so interesting to shuffle because at first few cards came out very politely but then I had to shuffle for some time as if the pile didn't want to tell too much but when I kept shuffling burst of cards came out two times! Then it was normal but when I wanted to pull out one last card I met kind of reluctance so I didn't want to push. Maybe you have too much inside of you that is on a verge of bursting out. Yeah, the first few cards read as "filler" cards like they don't actually tell me anything but the cards out of burst show burden, a lot of responsibilities. Cards recommend taking off your burden, sharing it, sharing your hardships with friends and trusted people. I see good support system around you that you just don't want to use because you don't to burden others. How ironic. It also might be quite literal; maybe you do physically demanding job. Maybe you have to lift and move heavy things, you have to be on your feet all day or even if you sit without much movement, pay attention to your lifestyle and understand what is causing what pain. As I mentioned at the beginning of the reading, do not be afraid to seek help in any form.

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This pile is calendula which heals wounds and soothes skin. First thing that came to my mind is irritated skin due to beard. Maybe you have a beard, but I mostly see you kissing someone with a beard and irritating your sensitive skin. This is random but maybe someone will align with this, I stopped the reading in the middle because I was feeling tired and then I watched some video and burst into tears. Maybe some people who choose this pile desperately need to cry. Please let yourself cry. Maybe someone went through heartbreak in the past, and heartbreaks can cause genuine body discomfort. But right now I see very good energy, of someone enjoying hard work and what it's getting them. If you currently going through heartbreak, it means that you will be able to process that and live through that. Oh, I was getting hyperfocused on the irritated skin that I forgot wound healing that was at the start of the reading. It makes sense. Healing emotionally will heal your body. Any sort of mental distress, changes in environment can show up on your skin! So, if any type of skin care is not helping, try regulating your emotions first.

This didn't go at all how I was planning but I think that's the purpose of this reading. I hope this helped those who needed it! NO AI!!!

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··········PAC: What is coming towards you?········

This is timeless reading to see what is coming into your life in future! You can use this reading as sneak peak into your future or as manifestation tool!

This is collective reading, so not everything will be aligned with every person reading, be critical on what you will apply to yourself^^

Pile 1 -> Pile 2 -> Pile 3

Pile 1

First of all, so many major arcana came out for this pile!! I always take that as major event or shift, transformation in my readings. I think pile 1 overthinks a lot, especially about relationships, be it romantic, platonic, anything, they overthink and try to work out things that are not working anymore. Kind of like "trying to save someone who doesn't want to be saved" vibes coming off. This makes me think that for this pile, fate will show that sometimes it's better to let things go, put yourself in first place. A lot of things will happen that will make this pile self-reflect, think about how life and relationships worked out until this point of their life. You yearn for deep emotional connection that not many people were able to provide. I see 'rebirth' for you, you will be able to let go of everything that you don't need and learn to balance giving and taking. I won't lie, there will be sleepless nights were you still think about everything that had happened, feeling like you need clarity, but eventually you will get there. Don't be afraid of conflict, there will be cost of discord for everyone involved. After that will follow new beginnings, especially emotionally, and you will find fulfilling relationships with people that strive for as much depth and connection as you do.

Pile 2

Lot of double cards fell out for this pile. These double cards and what they are showing makes me think of partnerships, but specifically business. I think this pile is planning to launch their business for quite some time now. You have been betrayed in the past by people, by both business partners and people close to you. You have felt stuck, unable to move on from that dark pit of betrayal and what it brought to your live. Other people did wrong but you were the one to bear the consequences. You felt guilty even though you weren't the one doing the harm. You blamed yourself for trusting someone so deeply, so now you have trust issues. There is a person that you want to trust but can't bring yourself to do so because of what happened in the past. But I can see mutual respect and understanding. If you were to open up to that person I think they would understand. But I get why it's hard for you because that past betrayal was monumental, those people were greedy and dangerous, you were used. But I hope you don't blame yourself anymore, you don't deserve to put yourself in such harsh place because of someone else. I don't want to give anyone false hope but I want to tell I can see brighter future for you where the thing you want to do, I saw this as some sort of business, is working out well. You are successful as you wished to be and there is someone who stood beside you through everything. Someone with big heart. Let your spirit be curious again, let yourself be eager, be happy.

Pile 3

The energy of this pile is so strong, quick and chaotic lmao. The cards just started flying one after another, so certainly and so efficiently which I honestly appreciate and love(*￣︶￣*). But who or what is dimming your light?! What happened that you of all people feel so stuck and pessimistic? I feel like there were some sort of conflict or competition. You lost but the side that won, won unfairly through deception and lies. So you kind of lost trust in universe, because well why are they letting someone be this unethical and get all the power? I don't know, too, to be honest, life is soo weird. But your energy feels so welcoming and so comforting still, like I want to yap and yap with you. Please don't let things like this get to you, I know I can feel how much it affected you and it was so so unfair! But you are so bright, so star-like!! "Loss brought deep sorrow, yet hidden new beginnings offered glimmer of hope" this literally popped up for you, I can't make this up. I don't know if you believe in karma but I will believe in it for you and everyone who did something so disgusting will be caught. Don't let anyone tell you what's your purpose or not, you know yourself the best. Trust your intuition in navigating through all of this right now. Don't afraid to do what you want to do (you know what it is without me telling). It will not bite you back because unlike them, you are actually trying to set things straight.

All three piles were so emotionally draining. When I chose "what is coming towards you" topic I thought it is going to be cute and light, but it just showed me again life can be really complicated. I even chose cute 'coming out of age' photos and ocean themed items for piles because I thought it's going to be like that(T_T). Nonetheless, I feel so happy to have done this readings because there were so many important messages and I hope it helped those who needed it!! By the way, NO AI!!! I cannot stress enough how horrible ai readings are and I didn't even proof read my writings because I don't want it to come off as cold and machine-like.