Currently Under Reconstruction

They say that most lives are boring, mundane things. Well, I beg to differ. It is remarkable how different and varied the lives of another can be. And just how connected these lives are to each other. These are the stories of inhabitants of Seoul.

[seungwanson]

🔥

[femaleidols]

tiny-g’s dohee, for anonymous 🧡

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This reconstruction is going to be a very slow process and I am sorry I am the worst.  But I swear once I am done I am gonna do my best to be here as often as I can and do all the cool things.  I keep following cool new people and I just wow you guys are like so cool???? I am an old woman idek what I am doing anymore.

[queen-with-goals]

I wish the person who I reblogged this from happiness, good eyebrows, and clear skin.

[ellawritesstuff02]

SOMEONE REBLOG THIS FROM ME PLEASE

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lookitsohio: 

Even though he hadn’t been keeping Charlie completely up to date, she knew more than anyone else already, and he was surprised at how relieved he was that he didn’t have to go ahead and explain everything from square one. “Okay, yeah, that’s good that you remember.. So..” Lincoln sighed, moving to lean back against the counter and crossing his arms. 

“I feel dumb making it a big deal.” He shifted uncomfortably and looked away from the other. “We’re not exactly together, but.. Anyway, he’s great, just super kind, and like.. jeez, Charlie. You should see the way he looks at me sometimes, like I’m the goddamn universe.” But he forced himself not to think about it right now, lest he backtrack and call off the whole conversation. “.. Yeah.” Focus. “Other times it’s the complete opposite. Like..”

There was a scoff, and suddenly he really was getting defensive, extremely uncomfortable hearing himself almost voice out those thoughts. “I’m probably just being stupidly sensitive. The fuck-up is this: getting involved with people, and then complaining about how they act later. It’s not even a huge deal. The fuck-up is me, saying stupid shit during arguments and expecting to get away with it. That’s literally it– I’m just here to complain to you.”

Charlie isn’t sure how she should explain to Lincoln that just about everything he says is committed to memory by her.  Too often in the past, friends had told her that her forgetful nature was going to get her in trouble and as such, she endeavored to change it.  This, however, did mean that she remembered things that perhaps she shouldn’t.  And she had a nasty habit of picking apart those memories until she couldn’t anymore.  But all this she keeps to herself and instead focuses on Lincoln, waiting to see what it is he would want to talk about.  She waits to see what could be so important that he felt the need to be vague about it to avoid question and concern.

At his attempt to divert the situation or downplay his feelings, Charlie bristles.  She’d never much cared for any sort of self-deprecation when it came to her friends.  Lincoln is no exception in this matter.  On the one hand, she is grateful that Lincoln is happy with this guy--for at least most of the time it seems.  But on the other, she recognized that concern a little too easily.  Certainly, her own situation had been extreme and a little remarkable but it is the closest relatable piece she has to compare Lincoln’s feelings with.  She wants to yell and snort and tell him that his feelings aren’t stupid and that he shouldn’t feel sorry for telling her.  But instead, she waits, ever so patiently, with the same sort of expression she might have given a patient back in the day, perfectly attentive and non-judgemental.  Only with Lincoln, it isn’t one she uses for show.

When he finishes, she licks her lips slowly, smacks them a few times and drums her fingers against her knee.  “You can always complain to me love, you know that.  And you aren’t being sensitive if anything the fact that you are concerned at all shows that you care.”  She pauses again, taking a moment to fiddle with her bangs.  “There is a lotta danger in letting your emotions stayed all bottled up anyhow.  And we all say stupid things in arguments, I’m sure he’s said more than his fair share of things to cut you to the quick.  It’s cause we want to hurt the other person, intentionally or not.”

She’s not sure where to go from there.  Or at least, not sure how to approach the situation delicately without letting it be known just how completely biased she is in the situation.  She’d almost always take Lincoln’s side, even when he wouldn’t take it himself.

“How often do these arguments happen?  Cause that matters more to me than anything else.”    

[fyhyunah]

Hyuna X19 – Episode 1 / 160816

[roleplayanons]

REBLOG IF YOU'RE FRIENDLY TO FEMALE OCs.

I feel like everyone only wants to play with my male OCs.

[jeonjiwwoo]

she looks so beautiful in her element

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lookitsohio: 

He knew better than to keep Charlie in suspense for too long: it was always something he should avoid, but with her especially because he felt like it would almost be disrespectful at this point with how close they were. She wouldn’t judge him for anything, and he knew that, so why delay if he wasn’t worried?

Lincoln smiled back before letting out a breath, moving to close the door behind her. “Yeah, I know. You’re awesome. No need to remind me.” Still, it was reassuring to hear. He gave the door an anxious glance before carefully ushering Charlie away from it and towards the kitchen area so they could talk.

“So I, uh.. I think I fucked up pretty bad.” He stopped to gather his words, also not wanting to blurt out too much to Charlie at once and be overwhelming. “You remember that guy I told you about a long time ago? The.. I mean, I only talked about one,” he muttered to himself, almost scolding himself for that fact being obvious before starting to tap his fingertips on the table in an effort to relax himself. “They’re still around. And.. yeah– I mean.. I dunno. I fucked up.”

Letting Lincoln lead her away to the kitchen, she has to refrain from bursting with a thousand and one questions.  Knowing him, he’d let her know in his own time and way even if she didn’t want to wait.  And even when she was horribly impatient and nosy, Lincoln’s comfort is of a much higher priority to her.  Always.  Still, her fingers drum against her leg, trying to expel the sudden energy.

Once at the kitchen, she shuffles over to the counter, pushes herself up, and makes herself quite comfortable on the countertop.  Facing Lincoln, she waits as patiently as she can, expression neutral and arms resting on her legs.  At the mention of the ‘guy’ Charlie’s brow furrows but she says nothing at first.  Sure, she remembered her friend mentioning that before but she hadn’t put much thought in investigating it much.  Maybe she should have.  She had been so distracted as of late that it hadn’t occurred to her to do so.

She waits for a moment, trying to decide how to best breach the subject.  On one hand, Charlie didn’t want to overwhelm him with her staunch overprotective attitude.  On the other, she doesn’t want to accuse anyone of something before she had all the facts.  Still, she can’t mask her concern as she leans forward and speaks, “Yeah, yeah I remember but I’m kinda confused.  You fucked up?  What do you mean?”  

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lookitsohio:

@SXOULFRAGMENTS

Lincoln could absolutely not sit still from the moment he invited Charlie over that morning. He cleaned the apartment, re-arranged anything that could be moved, went through his closet, and even took care of any chores he had been putting off for the past week. It was probably his most productive day ever since.. who knows how long. He just had too much nervous energy to sit still and do nothing.

Not that he was worried about what his friend would say. There was a tiny part in the back of his mind that said she’d scoff at him or say it was no big deal, but he knew better than to listen to it. Instead, he was nervous he’d be the one to mess up and not say what he wanted to in the right way: if he explained everything wrong or not well enough, then there was no point in saying it in the first place.

“Hey! Welcome as always.” Lincoln held the door open once she arrived and stepped to the side to let her pass. “Sorry about the short notice– I just figured, you know..” He had no idea what he was saying, and that was probably obvious. All he made clear on the phone was ‘I wanna talk to you about something, but it’s not about you, so don’t worry’. Otherwise? He was as vague as could be.

Despite Lincoln’s attempt to not worry her, Charlie was nervous.  She never likes it when he’s vague about something.  In her experience that meant there was something off and she really, really did not like being unaware of things.  Perhaps that made her nosy, but she had always preferred being aware.  Especially when it came to those she was closest to and Lincoln is no exception.  Even when he assured her it had nothing to do with her, a thousand questions bounced through her head.

She came to three conclusions very quickly.  

One, if it did have something to do with her then she’d work to correct it immediately.  Two, if he was in some kinda trouble she’d help hide the body. And three, if there was something going on she’d offer whatever support she could...and then kill whomever it was herself.  

When she is satisfied with her plan, she makes her way over to Lincoln’s.  As soon as she’s inside, she smiles warmly at him and pats his arm.  “You could call me at 3 AM and I’d be over at 3:30 AM.”  He had to know that but she’d say it again and again until he was sick of hearing it.  “Now, tell me whats up because you know I’m gonna worry about you any darn way.”  

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Tiny updates

Muses definitely staying: Charlie, Sohee, Annabeth, Daeryong, Hyojin, Seungho, Changjo

Muses probably going or at least becoming NPC status: Hwasa, Song Jieun, Glyn, Youngjae, Minah, and Hoseok

1x1 muses sticking around and maybe becoming solid: Sojin, Yejin, Hyojung  

Possibly being added: Dohee, Somin

Things I need to do:

Update the masterlist: streamline it, fix it, make it more appealing???

Change the theme maybe

Update character pages cause good lord they’re old and need revamping

Probably gonna get rid of a lot of pages cause looking at them makes my brain hurt lmao

Follow more people

Post open starters

Profit?????????????

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He walked over and cleared his throat. "This is lame, but I didn't wanna just write you a note like everyone else, so." Pause. ".. Roses are red, violets are blue, you're the best person EVER and I love you-- like a best friend, obviously~. You can probably kick more ass than me, but that's okay. Thanks for being there for me always, Happy Valentine's.. Day." Lincoln struggled a bit at the end with the amount of cheesiness, chuckling and rolling his eyes. "Okay, that's enough love for forever--"

“Never enough love ever.  Ever.  You’re like stuck with me okay?”  She shuffles forward a bit and leans forward, lightly bumping him with her forehead.  “Imma get me some handcuffs and I’m gonna handcuff your ass to me so you are stuck forever.  Best friends, best baes, whatever you wanna call it I am there.  I love you too you dork but you knew that already.”

[sxoulfragments]

senpai! i miss you and talking to you. hope everything is going well!

Y’all I suck so much -12124/10 would not recommend I am sorry I’ve disappeared for the 232343234 time.  Do I have an excuse?  Ehh not really, work kicks my ass on the daily but you know.  I miss you too though my dear and I hope things are going well <3  

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lookitsohio: 

“Uhhhm, I’m actually offended you didn’t just tackle me instead of asking..” He gave a sigh, but then quickly grinned and pulled the other in for a tight hug.   “Oh, holy shit, I forgot how short you are–”

Charlie sniffs as if thoroughly annoyed by the impertinence of the statement though it hardly bothers her at all.  “Well I wanted to be polite for once?”  No, it wasn’t really a good excuse but it would do for now.  As soon as hugs her however, she grins and hugs him tightly, suddenly leaping up and wrapping her legs around him.  “We can’t all be giants!  But that’s okay cause you’re my giant.”

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lookitsohio: 

“Loveliest person? Me..?” He pretended to look confused before chuckling. “I don’t agree, but sure.. What’s up, actual~ loveliest person?”

“I’m gonna just--”  She stops and instead holds out her arms, grabbing at the air.  “Can I have a hug?  Or maybe like twenty?”

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@lookitsohio

“Excuse me dear loveliest person, I have a question for you of great importance.”

[sxoulfragments]

So I am going to try and be here a little more often.  Maybe at least on weekends????  Idk fam.  But shoutout to @lookitsohio and @jaebbongi for reminding me that I’m still kinda cool y’all the real mvps. This does mean there will be some changes tho muses wise and such until I feel like I can rebuild and develop my muses interactions again.