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"sy" | it/its | 28 i am ever coiling

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[q4u-deactivated20260204]

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touch my flame be my candle i'll give you a name and tug your handle

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the purpose of a system is what it does

harm is inevitable and independent of morality. until this is acknowledged, it will be unable to recognize and rectify the ways in which it harms

"demons" are a cultural semiotic that represent a change in the function of the cult

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lol she doesnt even know that the body is a loan or that earth is the true flesh

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what do you do when you are a different person. when u dont feel loved or love in your one relationship you sunk all your time into. what do you do when u are not self reliant. what do you do when you are alone and scared and want to be saved but fear that if someone saves you you will fall into the same dependancies. where do you go?

im sorry sy its a loaded question. it doesnt even go into the material consequences of what a rash decision will do. but i needed someone to hear. someone who hasnt heard before. someone not involved. maybe this is attention seeking. if you think it is. i'm sorry.

there are lots of ways of getting materials to survive, but there are not a lot of ways to live when you arent you. you just have to go and do things youve never done before to get out of the cycle of where you are now. you need to explore.. youll probably lose some stability and struggle and be uncomfortable for a bit after taking the plunge, but the big question is if not now, then when? will you change tomorrow? in a week? next month? a couple of years? how long can you continue living as a shell of a person, in places you arent loved? will it be until you cant continue and your stability change outside of your control? are you gonna make that switch or will you let yourself decay until it unravels?

always remember what you think is what you live, and what you believe is who you are. you can't stop living this cycle until you begin attempting to be the kind of person who doesnt live this cycle.