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“I loved you as certain dark things are loved secretly, between the shadow and the soul.”

— Stephanie Perkins, Anna and the French Kiss

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“She shines brightly, her inner life is luminous, only not so many people have seen it, her secret, sparkling light.”

— Gunnhild Øyehaug, from A Perfect Picture of Inner Life; “Mornings,”

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To everyone

I’m so sorry. I’m just really sad. I’m really lame. And I’m just no good. I’m sorry for not respond to texts on time. I’m sorry for being too quiet. I’m sorry if I sleep too much. I’m sorry if I seem to get too clingy. I’m sorry if I get distracted easily. I’m sorry if I make conversations awkward. I’m sorry for worrying all the time, I’m sorry for wearing too much black. I’m sorry that I’m not happy enough. I’m sorry for being dumb. I’m sorry for being lazy. I’m sorry for being ugly. I’m sorry for being bad at things. I’m trying my hardest. Please don’t be angry. I love you so much. And I don’t ever want you to leave.

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It'd be so easy to take that razor and drag it across my neck, cut open my veins and just bleed to death.

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I'm so stupid

Why did I think I could actually be worth something to someone?

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I’m officially a complete waste of a functioning human body.

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Don’t lie. Don’t say I’m perfect. Don’t say I’m skinny. Don’t say I’m gorgeous. Don’t say I’m lovely. Don’t say everyone loves me. Don’t say everyone needs me. Don’t say I good enough for any boy. Don’t say I need to stay around. Don’t say I’m loved. Don’t say you love me. Don’t say you want to be mine. Don’t say you need me. Don’t say you want to see me. Don’t say I need to smile.

Don’t lie to me.