bleu de la mer

just simple like i love blue, and i love coming to the sea...

[sylviamulyawati]

It was rare to see him in a sadness

Left alone to see him cried his lungs out

He was not also a typical who can laugh hard

Or showing that he was upset

But one thing I know for sure

He put his trust on himself that he could be a better person each day

Little I know that he always cared of me

Little I know that he saved many miseries

Little I know he worked his fingers to the bone to keep his family happy

And not only once I felt disappointed of him

Now he's gone I found out how strong he was

I'm realizing the weight he put on his shoulder

Now he left the world, I learn how proud he is of me

I could not wish upon a star

I could not wish to turn back the time

But only if I had more time

I would trade my life for his happiness

To make him proud of me more than that he was

To ease the pain he planted on his heart

To lighten the burden he carried along

To be closer to him

To be brave enough showing how much I'm proud of him

How much I love him

Dear Pap, I miss you so much

[sylviamulyawati]

Once in a lifetime, you may not be able to hide your fear.

Sometimes, only sometimes you may not have energy to hide your pain.

It's okay because as long as you're alive, you may feel sadness.

It's okay because you need to cry your lungs out.

Just to release, the blue feelings within your heart, with or without someone who can dry your tears.

As strong as I can see you, those cries won't hurt. It won't make you less stronger than before.

It's just okay

[sylviamulyawati]

Why trying so hard to be an egocentric?

You are naturally a part of society.

There's no point to avoid it.

Don't you want to give it up instead?

[sylviamulyawati]

Tatkala rabu menjadi baru

Jarak menjadi rindu

Duka menjadi suka

Mungkin sudah harus kembali pada realita

Egosentris bukan pilihan

Banyak yang berhak bahagia

[sylviamulyawati]

A quote says a proof is not a proof until it's proven.

But for me, a proof does not necessarily need to be proven, yet you could still state that it's a proof anyway.

People who already believe, will accept it as a proof, and those who don't believe will still be resistance to accept it.

So why do we need to waste time to prove it?

Some people born to be stubborn and some are not. Let them find out what they choose to believe, who are we to decide what they have to believe? Sooner or later, a proof will be revealed, if it's the right thing to be believed.

No need to waste your time

[sylviamulyawati]

14May2017

i wish today could be just an ordinary day. Never thought a nice person like him would be passed away tragically. 😭 i'm grieving. neither because of the fact that he was my ex-boyfriend nor that i still have a feeling or something. it was because he was a nice person. one of the nicest people i have ever known. i can't imagine how his family can overcome this sadness of losing him. though his death was a mistery, he will be missed and won't be forgotten. Hope that his family can be strong. I hope that he already had his eternal happiness. God, please forgive all his faults, and accept all his worship. Place him in your jannah.. Thanks for being the closest one to me once, you will never be forgotten. Innalilahi wa inna ilaihi rojiuun. Goodbye Uy.. -Aj- 😢

[sylviamulyawati]

Setelah seharian wara wiri telpon sana sini ngasuh anak orang, skrg pacaran shantai dulu shay biar hitzzz. Nonton yang udah tau jalan ceritanya biar ga rugi klo ketiduran #namanyajugaudahtua 🙄🙄 with Saeful at Cinemaxx Gold Lippo Mall Bogor – View on Path.

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Dikasih surprise oh wow aku terkejut banget 😱😱😱 Makasih ya genk aku laff bgt kadonya. Lain kali jgn lupa beli kartunya juga keyy 🙄 (at Pancious Pancake Central Park-Jakarta Barat)

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Belum bisa move on. Any distance should not deter our relationship goal: nyusahin satu sama lain. So lucky that i found them and 'built' a family together 💋💋💋

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It's a wraaapp!! 🎉🎉 Sukses lah ya segimana mah udah uyuhan 😂 with Amanda, Bun, Irfan, Bima Lingga, omdim, Nike, Windu, Ikhwan, Dani, Riez, and Mulki – Watch on Path.

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At Kostan sylvia

Masih ada jejak gw. 😂 masih bisa cek in 😂 – at Kostan sylvia with Saeful – See on Path.

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Duh. Rindu 💔 at 144 mayfield road – View on Path.

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Won't be enough! Mo ngobrol ampe jam dua pagi pun ttp kuranggg. Mo ditinggalin k cimahi aja udh berasa ditinggal k bagdaaad 😢 #emanganaknyabaperan with rince – View on Path.

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This is for you on your birthday, kang.. We miss you here.. so much! 😢 Al-fatihah...

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Dadah kamaaarrr 😢 terimakasih sudah jadi saksi suka dan duka selama dua taun ini. Baik baik sm penghuni barunya ya 💔💔 with Saeful at 144 mayfield road – View on Path.

[sylviamulyawati]

Merayakan pengusiran dr mayfield. Alias abis kontrak. Dadah Tom ✋✋ with Dionysia, Neo, Rifqy , Randhya, Dan, Saeful, atar, and ray at Turtle Bay – View on Path.

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#throwback #nyhavn #denmark with Hendra Leo, Saeful, and mas at Nyhavn – View on Path.