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Budak selekeh belakang mata pensel dan mata lensa; itu akulah.

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Mata itu, senyum itu bukan untuk aku lagi. Kenapa rasanya begitu perit sedang yang meninggalkan semua itu aku?

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"Let's be each other's escapisms without escaping each other's arms"

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"Don't let me go crazy alone. Please?"

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M-know-it-all And M-can-fix-everything *yawns*

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Labyrinth

Maybe thats what I’ve been looking for my whole life: an escape. Cling on to anything/anyone that offers the idea of it. That’s what I’ve been doing.. From one to another. And if I can’t, I run.. Finding my own version of escapism.

Wow, now everything makes sense.

Still searching. Still running.

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Would you go for the one yang takkan pernah bagi kau basah dengan setitis hujan atau yang akan lari kuyup meredahnya sama-sama?

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"Where have you been? Disappearing just like that? Are you okay?" I'm home, watching movies. Just to lazy to deal with things and life. It's messy. Chill.

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Didn't I say it's going to be a bad September?

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I told God about you

I told God about you

I told God about you too and the feelings keep going stronger

 I told God about you

I told God about you and I’m waiting for the answer

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The sun is filling up the room And I can hear you dreaming Do you feel the way I do right now? I wish we would just give up Cause the best part is falling Call it anything but love Please don't stand so close to me I'm having trouble breathing I'm afraid of what you'll see right now I give you everything I am All my broken heart beats Until I know you'll understand And I keep waiting For you to take me You keep waiting To save what we have So I'll make sure to keep my distance Say, "I love you," when you're not listening And how long can we keep this up, up, up? Make sure to keep my distance Say, "I love you," when you're not listening How long 'til we call this love, love, love?

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You make me write again

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And for the first time ever I saw her eyes tearing Seeing me wiping my tears away Seeing me breaking apart Maybe because we both shared the pain that nobody understands Maybe because she knew after all long, these are all too much for me to take in

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Emotionally independent ✔️

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I wish dad is here with me right now He'll tell me what to do and everything becomes so clear And every worries disappear He'll show me the way He'll calm me down and tell me everything's okay Those best 3 AMs in my life though. I miss him

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"Sakitnya berhambakan dengan yang bukan Tuhan"

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When u tell yourself 'pls dont cry' and the tears just keep on falling harder