"Why did you say that?" Enjolras asked with a frown as he stood across from where R sat at a table in some Parisian cafe that he had to say that he really didn't care about. "Why? I want to know." He shuffled his lessenger bag on his shoulder with awkward fingers. "Why did you call me a robot?"
"You're like one sometimes. Tell me, Apollo, does the word crush mean anything to you?" Grantaire didn't elaborate, just looked up from the half empty paper mug of coffee in front of him. Sometimes, he wondered if Enjolras was in fact ignoring what Grantaire thought was obvious.
"Maybe android's the right word. One that's not really aware of what emotions mean yet." He wasn't trying to be rude, but he was a bit hurt, but too proud to show it.
Enjolras squinched his face up in a frown for a moment before opening his mouth to reply, only to deflate and close it again. "Yes, but what does that have to do with anything?" he asked exasperatedly, spreading his arms as he asked and then letting his arms fall back down to his sides.
"I know what emotions mean!" he protested, getting even more red in the face and obviously embarrassed. Did he know what emotions mean? Really? He wasn't sure... and that made his stomach twist. He knew he felt... something... for R but he didn't understand it and that scared him. He at least knew that.
"Why don't you go think about it? Or look it up! It has a lot to do with everything." Grantaire sounded bitter, hurt, staring down at the table top, shoulders drawn up, jaw tense.
"Do you? What am I feeling right now?"
He wouldn't give Enjolras the satisfaction to let him know that he had feelings for him, not tell him, but they were there, much as he hated having them, when they obviously weren't mutual.
Enjolras didn't know what to make of this, but it made him make a frustrated hiss. "I know what a crush is, but it's hardly ever had a lot to do with everything, at least for me!" he protested.
He scoffed and rolled his eyes, blushing a bit. "I..." He choked. He could tell R was... feeling... things. "You're... feeling... upset?" he tried simply, only to give a frustrated growl. "But even still! Knowing what emotions mean shouldn't necessitate me being a mind reader!" He wished he could hide how hurt he was, but it seemed to do little good.
"Yes I'm upset!" Grantaire said, glaring at Enjolras, arms crossed over his chest, anger in his eyes, along with no small amount of hurt.
"Oh, so you don't get what it has to do with you, do you?" Far as Grantaire was concerned, it had everything to do with Enjolras, mainly because he had a crush on Enjolras.
"Oh it's too much for you to understand? Did I say you had to be a damn mind reader? Did I? I thought it was obvious, but oh no, you don't understand a thing!"











