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♡18♡ èd/sh ♡ dni: non-éd, fàtphobic ♡they/xem♡

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hello!! not new to ëd

♡ 18

♡ they/xem

♡ dni: fat-phobic, non-ed

♡ autistic

♡ ednos

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why does mental illness come buy one get one free like oh you got CPTSD oh here’s an ED, Depression, Anxiety, Body Dysmorphia and more!!

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the ed playlist is hitting home recently

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theme change :D

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fuck No Nut November it’s time for No Nutrition November

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reblog if your an active ed account oct 2023 ♡

my edblr is dry looking for mutuals!

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guess who is back :>

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Relapse has never tasted so good

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it’s so sad seeing disordered people helping disordered people, when are we going to receive actual support from the system

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I’ve noticed how much better my skin has been since i’ve been fasting it’s actually a blessing

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ed’s are so misunderstood in media. men get ed’s too. bigger people get ed’s too. it’s not always skinny white teen girls.

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rèlapśe has never tasted so sweet yet bitter :(

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my friends know about my ed and i feel so guilty

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professionals really need to start understanding BMI isn’t always the key indicator for an ed

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Why I want to lose weight (reminding myself of the reasons to keep going)

-to make little me happy

-to not feel my thighs rub as I walk

-to see my collarbones and chest bones jutting out

-to gain control over the one thing I have left to control

-to look in the mirror and not feel disgusted

-to be the skinny dainty friend that everyone loves

-to prove to others that I have the willpower

-to show the professionals that shut me down when I asked for help that I can be “sick enough”

-to have people comment on how skinny I am now and how much weight I’ve lost

-to show all my bullies that I’m not the fat outcast

-getting skinny is the only way to heal from my dance trauma

-to be able to wear cute clothes and feel confident

-to be able to go in public and not feel like I am the fattest person in the world

-not feeling like I need to hide

-taking up less space on this earth

-I deserve to starve

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ed playlists my beloved

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professionals don’t always support us with ed’s so we have to support each other which is very sad