.

Shivy. She/they. 27. Over-caffeinated. Under-motivated. Existing on a pale blue dot.

[ceejoules]

not writing, not not writing, but a secret third thing

[lady-grace-pens]

letting my stories spin around my head like a microwave

[tacosoupmate]

the little glass dish in the microwave

[homosexuality]

and on the sixth day god created the gas station convenience store refrigerated beverage section

[tacosoupmate]

and on the seventh day god said to hell with that and created bodegas

[anxietyproblem]

What do you want for Christmas?

[ongerustheid]

therapy

[ihni]

Tell me an inside joke between you and a friend, without context.

[ihni]

I beg of everyone to read the tags to this post, as they are all random and hilarious and read kind of like a poem, if the poem was written by someone who was on a lot of drugs.

[spelldealer]

the moon is insane. like. there’s just a rock up there.

[andhumanslovedstories]

had a genuine revelation in therapy that made me burst out laughing, been a while since I had one of those

[andhumanslovedstories]

therapist was talking about urge surfing (the idea that urges are waves that come and go if you ride them out, so the more you delay acting on the urge, the more likely you are not to do it) and then I was talking about how the transient nature of my emotions is actually what gets me so mad, like it's actually very very annoying to be so so sad but to also be thinking "I know I'm very sad right now but unfortunately I am going to feel better later so I can't destroy my life for one minute's gratification," and it's just so annoying because if I knew or at least believed that I was gonna be sad FOREVER it would make things much easier, but instead I'm so mad at the knowledge that this too will pass. like it's a manifestation of weak will to not feel bad forever.

and my therapist was like, "so even at the worst times, you still have hope"

and I was like "holy shit dude" because never once in my life have I considered that the little bastard voice that tells me not to smash all the dishes because they'll be a pain in the ass to clean up in ten minutes is the last gift/curse of Pandora's box

[andhumanslovedstories]

hope is a thing with wings, i.e. a bird and like most birds is 1) very beautiful, 2) very annoying, and 3) sometimes shits on you

[dankmemeuniversity]

[kiwipeel]

this shit sucks. wish bulbasaur was real . 

[shamedisplay]

This was very mature of me.

[toxxymoxxy]

You don’t fuckle with shuckle

[lild3m0nsworld]

[im-okay-mj]

@pathologising

[doebt]

i love you people in my phone i know the seasonal depression is setting in so we need to hold eachother like a litter of kittens in a cardboard box okay...its important

[farmlesbians]

stole this from the tl but i need to know

[typhlonectes]

[oneman-wolfpackk]

I know you’re tired bitch but keep fucking going

[90000000bc]

[luntfontanne]

annihilation (2018) dir. alex garland + annihilation by jeff vandermeer // hozier, “in a week (ft. karen cowley)” // taylor swift, “the lakes” // fiona apple, “heavy balloon” // littlestpersimmon - “reclamation” // meganluddyillustration - “So long, we’d become the flowers” // hermann hesse, “farm,” from wanderings // czeslaw milosz, “longing” // ada limón, “mowing,” from bright dead things // mary oliver, “sleeping in the forest” // conceptualsolitude

[luntfontanne]

ana mendieta // aron demetz // dustin yellin // haruko maeda

[luntfontanne]

florence + the machine, “mother”

[notkatniss]