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Heya! Uhh...Tadashi here! Need something? Just wanna talk? Feeling down and wanna have Baymax take a look at you?....................................... (Side bar art by Yukipri)

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

My first time on this blog in ages and this is what I have to contribute.

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

Alright well this is basically how bad its gotten. If my roommate and I cant come up with 347$ today then our service will be turned off and wont be put back on until we pay 540$ total. I really dont have any other choice but to ask for help even though I really wish I didnt have to. Please please, if there is any way that you can help I would really appreciate it and bit helps and I’ll be doing what I can here to help myself even if it means selling things that belong to me. If you want to donate you can do so here please and thank you

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

So I really dont know what to do. You all probably remember I recently was having trouble with my rent and posted a link to paypal for help. Well I’m honestly just having trouble in general. I managed to make enough to pay rent but because of that I couldnt pay my light bill so now my electricity will be turned off tomorrow and once it is it wont be back on until I pay $500 which is 2 late bills and a reconnection fee. So basically I’m in a bad situation. I wont repost the paypal link because I hate asking for help but if you want to go to my blog its one of the most recent posts. I just wanted to let everyone know that I havent been on in a while because I’m really struggling and after tomorrow I’m not sure when you’ll hear from me again. If ever. I’m just really tired.

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

Hi

I know I’ve been gone for a while and its really horrible of me to show up now suddenly and ask for help but my roommate is really sick and we are 1 more late rent payment from getting evicted. We really dont know what to do so I’m turning here for help because I literally have no where else to turn I’m really sorry and I probably dont deserve to ask for help but I dont know what to do anymore. Heres a paypal link if you consider helping please let me know if you do so I can think of some ridiculous way to pay you back.

https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=X6SBKUXF3RP7S

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

Hi

I know I’ve been gone for a while and its really horrible of me to show up now suddenly and ask for help but my roommate is really sick and we are 1 more late rent payment from getting evicted. We really dont know what to do so I’m turning here for help because I literally have no where else to turn I’m really sorry and I probably dont deserve to ask for help but I dont know what to do anymore. Heres a paypal link if you consider helping please let me know if you do so I can think of some ridiculous way to pay you back.

https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=X6SBKUXF3RP7S

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

Hi

I know I’ve been gone for a while and its really horrible of me to show up now suddenly and ask for help but my roommate is really sick and we are 1 more late rent payment from getting evicted. We really dont know what to do so I’m turning here for help because I literally have no where else to turn I’m really sorry and I probably dont deserve to ask for help but I dont know what to do anymore. Heres a paypal link if you consider helping please let me know if you do so I can think of some ridiculous way to pay you back.

https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=X6SBKUXF3RP7S

[basicallydragonbait]

Hey guys I guess?

[[I’ve been almost too afraid to log back into this account because I know it’d make me sad for neglecting it for so long, and for just not having the time lately but. ..

I really miss you guys. ]]

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

Same

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

Hearing a sound when you’re home alone in the shower

[jonasliesarchive-deactivated201]

soulmate au where your skin doesn’t register any feeling until your soulmate touches you.

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

SOMEONE DO THIS WITH ME. SOMEONE GET IN MY INBOX RIGHT NOW AND SAY YOU WILL DO THIS WITH ME.

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

Tadashi shivered when cool skin pressed flush against him but it didn’t take him long to get used to it. His body remembered Jack, remembered the perfect way that the 2 of them fit together when they laid like this, but also remembered much…much more… briefly Tadashi was taken away by a daydream as pink flooded his face. He quickly shook himself out of it. How much did you have to like someone to daydream about them while they were already in your arms? Jack really did occupy 100% Of Tadashi’s thoughts sometimes.

“I’m sorry I worried you, I really…really am” No matter how much emphasis he tried to put on the words it just didn’t seem like enough. “I wanted to let you know I was going but…but I couldn’t find you” He felt himself sinking again and quickly tightened his grip on Jack to keep his head above water. no, there was no reason to be sad anymore “you’re here and I’m never leaving you again” Tadashi, almost by accident, finished his thought out loud.

He perked up when he heard about the gifts and a small scowl crossed his face at the thought of Hiro enjoying Jack’s gifts to him. “hmmm I’m sorry I wasn’t here to accept your gifts personally…” He trailed off then… “and to thank you personally” He nuzzled Jack gently running his fingers through soft white hair and brushing kisses on the top of his head gently. “I’m glad you were here when I got home” Tadashi whispered although “glad” wasn’t even the half of it.

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“Mmn..Warm.” Jack sighed happily as he got comfortable, his eyes closing as he listened to him. “it’s okay..” He tipped his head back so that he could look into those worried brown eyes. “It’s partly my fault too…I’m sorry I wasn’t around more..” Jack looked more than a bit guilty, but he smiled when he was gripped tight. “I was thinking about getting one of those little prepaid phone things…that way you could text me and whatnot so this won’t happen again.” Moon help him, he wouldn’t know what to -do- if this happened again. He’d go out of his mind.

At Tadashi’s strong declaration, Jack gave a shy laugh and smiled as he pressed soft kisses onto his lips. “I like the sound of that.” Jack said softly, giving a little smile as Tadashi’s fingers settled into his hair. A low pleased sound came from him and he instantly relaxed, the gentle touches sending pleasant tingles through his body. “Me too..” he murmured. “I came back a lot…to see if you were here…and tonight just happened to be one of those nights. Guess we got lucky..” Jack closed his eyes with a smile.

“I’ll just have to bring you more presents to make up for them I guess. I think maybe Mochi might have gotten one or two of them too.” He chuckled softly, remembering seeing the feline carting off a small stuffed wolf he’d gotten for his lover and had added it to his collection of toys.

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

Tadashi made a disgruntled face, for Jack to take any bit of the blame for this felt wrong to him. It wasnt the frost spirits fault in the slightest although he knew if he tried to shoulder the whole burden it would probably upset Jack more so he settled for sighing into the soft white locks with a look of thoughtfulness. “a phone would be nice” He murmured a small smile tugging at his lips as he imagined Jack trying to figure out texting and phone calls. The smile fell quickly though when Jack mentioned this happening again. Tadashi pursed his lips and ruffled Jack’s hair gently. This wouldnt happen again. He was sure of it.

A small blush spread across his cheeks when he caught what he’d said outloud. He wanted to be embarrassed but it wasnt like what he said wasnt true. “Yeah...” He spoke softly. “I disappear again” his voice was light but firm as he tried to convey his emotions as best as possible. He frowned when Jack mentioned how often he came back. “I’m sorry, I’m such a jerk honestly I dont know how long its going to take to forgive myself for this...” He smiled but his eyes remained sad looking down at the frost spirit. “We did get lucky huh” He breathed a small laugh but still it couldnt reach his eyes as he brushed strands of white hair aside to see Jacks face clearly. With a finger tucked under the shorter boys chin Tadashi lifted his face to look him full on before pressing his lips against the others. It wasnt until he pulled away that he realized he was holding his breath.

He pulled back with a sigh and then chuckled “That darn cat” He mumbled jokingly before pulling Jack close again. “Honestly having you here is enough of a gift for me”

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

It's 5:30am so I'm gonna head to bed but no worries I'll be back on as soon as I get up tomorrow to do replies! I promise 💗

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

Tadashi tried desperately to dry his tears and get himself together as the other held him. It’d been so long since someone was close to him like this in fact in the whole 6 months that passed no one touched him like this. While he was away he couldn’t think of anyone but Jack and the thought of holding anyone else seemed so bizarre that the dark haired boy was pretty sure if he never saw Jack again that he would never be able to hold someone the same way. Quickly he dried his face somemore.

“I promise I’ll explain everything” He whispered his voice a bit hoarse. He wanted to say more but the words “go to bed” were far too tempting after an 8 hour plane ride and 2 hour bus ride. Tadashi moved to peel off his shirt but a blush spread across his face when he noted Jack laid simply on the bed and watching him. It had been 6 months and suddenly the taller boy wasnt used to being watched especially as he undressed. Tadashi chuckled nervously before stripping away his pants clumsily and pulling on the pajamas that had been laid out. It was a particularly hot night and Tadashi tried to convince himself that that was why he chose not to where a shirt and it had nothing to do with him wanting to feel Jack’s cool skin just a bit more than he should.

With a soft sigh the dark haired boy climbed into bed next to Jack wasting no time in taking him up into his arms once more, a full warm feeling filled his heart when he breathed in the familiar icy scent. “Its been too long” He whispered absent-mindedly

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Jack copied his lover, tugging his shirt off over his head and letting it fall to the side of the bed as he laid there comfortably, pale eyes just taking in the sight of him as he stripped down and changed. He blushed faintly, recalling the fun they had had a week before Tadashi had left and he smiled at the nervous chuckle. It was rather cute to be honest. When he slipped into bed, the sprite wasted no time at all in tucking close to him, pressing his face against warm collarbones and twining his legs gently with Tadashi’s.

“Mn..” A soft sound of agreement came from him and he clung a bit closer. “Mhm…way too long. I’m glad you’re okay..” Jack whispered against his chest, pressing soft kisses over his heart before stilling and quieting. Laying there, he took it all in, the scent of Tadashi in his nose, the feel of his skin under his fingers as he wrapped his arms around to the others back, the sound of his breathing and the dull low beat of his heat. He was alive. He was safe…and he was home.

A tiny smile curled the sprite’s lips as he shifted and pressed until he found the spot where their bodies fit together perfectly. He took a deep breath and sighed out shakily, tipping his head up to press soft kisses into his neck. “I missed you so much…I left presents but..I think your Aunt took them..or maybe Hiro. I’m not sure.” he said with a small smile, nosing under his ear, his eyes closing. “I’m glad you’re home…” Jack whispered.

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

Tadashi shivered when cool skin pressed flush against him but it didnt take him long to get used to it. His body remembered Jack, remembered the perfect way that the 2 of them fit together when they laid like this, but also remembered much...much more... briefly Tadashi was taken away by a daydream as pink flooded his face. He quickly shook himself out of it. How much did you have to like someone to daydream about them while they were already in your arms? Jack really did occupy 100% Of Tadashi’s thoughts sometimes.

“I’m sorry I worried you, I really...really am” No matter how much emphasis he tried to put on the words it just didnt seem like enough. “I wanted to let you know I was going but...but I couldnt find you” He felt himself sinking again and quickly tightened his grip on Jack to keep his head above water. no, there was no reason to be sad anymore “you’re hear and i’m never leaving you again” Tadashi, almost by accident, finished his thought out loud.

He perked up when he heard about the gifts and a small scowl crossed his face at the thought of Hiro enjoying Jack’s gifts to him. “hmmm I’m sorry I wasnt here to accpet your gifts personally...” He trailed off then... “and to thank you personally” He nuzzled Jack gently running his fingers through soft white hair and brushing kisses on the top of his head gently. “I’m glad you were here when I got home” Tadashi whispered although “glad” wasnt even the half of it.

[sakura-inabi-hamada]

Petals, Bots and Flames

Sakura had just finished her registration and was currently moving her belongings to her lab when she became lost. She looked at the paper intently, trying to find where she was when she accidentally crashed into a taller boy. Sakura was sent reeling to the floor and she let out a small “Oof!” as her bottom made contact with the floor. She pushed her curly brown hair out of her eyes and looked up at the boy with green irises. Her freckles faded behind the blush that was currently creeping to her cheeks. “Oh god, uh…im so sorry. I didn’t hurt you did I? Im Such a clod.” She said nervously from the ground.

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

With all the school work, and lab work going through his mind the tall black haired boy had zoned out as he made a mild hurry down the hallway to his next class. He didnt see the smaller grl heading his way and by the time he snapped out of his education induced stupor it was too late. he’s accidentally knocked the girl to the ground. 

“Oh man oh my god I am so sorry!” Tadashi scurried to get himself together and help the smaller of the 2 up. “its completely my fault I…I should have been paying attention man I’m such an airhead” He gently smacked his palm to his forhead and rolled his eyes at himself once he’d helped her up

[sakura-inabi-hamada]

A small smile turned up the corners of her lips and she shyly tucked a curl behind her ear. “N-No, it’s okay really. Um, I’m Sakura, I’m the new transfer student.” She held her hand out to him to greet him properly.

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

Relief washed through Tadashi as he took her hand and shook it some pink flushing his cheeks. “I’m Tadashi” He shuffled awkwardly once before looking at her again “S-So were you heading to class orrr? I could help you get there if you want” He offered sheepishly

[sakura-inabi-hamada]

“Tadashi, that’s a nice name. It means loyal doesn’t it?” She blushed a bit deeper but snapped out of it remembering she was hopelessly lost in the huge campus. “Oh, y-yeah! Actually I was a bit lost um…do you know where Professor Callaghans class is? Im majoring in robotics.” She replied pulling out the paper she was looking at earlier.

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

“Oh hey it does” Tadashi said with a surprised smile. “Oh actually I’m in that class too!” He glanced at the paper briefly and then nodded. “Yep thats my class alright” He chuckled then. “Its kinda far from here, you really were lost huh” He motioned for her to follow him. “You picked the best major, and I’m not just saying that because its my major too” He laughed with a small wink.

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

“Jack!” The word was half a gasp and half a strong breath being forced out of him by the boy clinging to him so suddenly. His eyes widened a bit and he quickly glanced to Hiro who was still sound asleep before he stretched to close the divider between his space and his brothers. In seconds his eyes were back on Jack, disbelief fought with joy to fill his chest but neither won as they were both beat out by utter sorrow. 

“Jack I…I’m so sorry, I wanted to tell you I wanted to so bad but I couldnt find you a-and I was ju–st” watching those deep blue eyes fill with tears didnt just tug at Tadashi’s heart strings it ripped at them and before he knew it he was a choked up stuttering mess warm tears running down his cheeks. “Jack…I…I…Jack” He wanted to say more, wanted to tell him how he looked for him every night, how he felt a hole in his chest knowing he couldnt hold him close, wanted to tell him he missed him, missed his smile, his voice, his skin, but all that came out were quiet sobs as he clung to the shorter boy pressing his cheek against cool soft icy hair and pulling Jack’s face gently into the crook of his neck. 

“I missed you so much” he breathed into the others ear trying his hardest to keep his composure to get the words out and clenching his teeth tightly once they were said as he tried to hold back more tears. 

[snowballs-n-funtimes]

Jack sniffled and just clung so tight he was probably bruising the other but he didn’t care. Tadashi was here…he was warm, real and holding him so close. He sniffled and nuzzled into his shoulder. “I missed you too….Where…where did you go Tadashi?” Jack leaned back, wiping at his eyes and taking a calming breath. “No..y’know what? You can tell me later..” he said with a breathless laugh and he smiled up at him. The sprite lifted up on his toes to press soft kisses on his face. “Just..let’s go to bed.”

Judging by the sounds that Tadashi had made, he had missed Jack, had been hurting…just as much as Jack had been and in some small way, that comforted him. Carefully, he helped the inventor put his things down and tugged him over to the bed, throwing the blankets back and then setting to the task of getting him undressed. Aunt Cass had done some of Tadashi’s laundry when he was away and there was a pair of sleep pants there. He handed them to the brunet and crawled into the bed, flopping on his side and watching him.

“You can tell me everything in the morning but…right now..” Jack reached out, he was eager to curl up tight in his arms and just know that he was there. That he was safe, that the nightmares he had had while the other was away wasn’t true.

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

Tadashi tried desperately to dry his tears and get himself together as the other held him. I’d been so long since someone was close to him like this in fact in the whole 6 months that passed no one touched him like this. While he was away he couldnt think of anyone but Jack and the thought of holding anyone else seemed so bizarre that the dark haired boy was pretty sure if he never saw Jack again that he would never be able to hold someone the same way. Quickly he dried his face somemore.

“I promise I’ll explain everything” He whispered his voice a bit hoarse. He wanted to say more but the words “go to bed” were far too tempting after an 8 hour plane ride and 2 hour bus ride. Tadashi moved to peel off his shirt but a blush spread across his face when he noted Jack laid simply on the bed and watching him. It had been 6 months and suddenly the taller boy wasnt used to being watched especially as he undressed. Tadashi chuckled nervously before stripping away his pants clumsily and pulling on the pajamas that had been laid out. It was a particularly hot night and Tadashi tried to convince himself that that was why he chose not to where a shirt and it had nothing to do with him wanting to feel Jack’s cool skin just a bit more than he should.

With a soft sigh the dark haired boy climbed into bed next to Jack wasting no time in taking him up into his arms once more, a full warm feeling filled his heart when he breathed in the familiar icy scent. “Its been too long” He whispered absent-mindedly

[snowballs-n-funtimes]

 tadashi-hamada-the-nerd:

Tadashi stretched as he stepped off the charter bus a few blocks down from the cafe. 6 months of studying abroad and he couldnt even manage to get home on time. Surely Hiro was asleep by now. Tadashi sighed looking at his watch. Half past 3 am. He rubbed his face seemingly trying to rub the sleeplessness away as he trudged down the block. Slowly his mind began to wander…would Jack still be there? No, most likely not…not after Tadashi had suddenly up and disappeared like that. He breathed deep remembering the day he was offered to study abroad it was short notice and he only had 2 days to get everything together. 

He waited as long as possible for Jack but figured he had guardian business when 2 nights went by and he hadnt seen him. It wasnt like Jack being gone 2 or 3 nights sometimes was strange…it was pretty normal actually, it just so happened that this time Tadashi didnt have the time to spare and so was forced on a plane without being able to say goodbye. Sometimes he’d stay up in his dorm abroad and look out the window, thinking, as silly as it seemed, that maybe he could call Jack telepathically…but it never worked and so he buried himself in his studies.

Snapping himself out of his stupor Tadashi quietly unlocked the door to the cofe and made his way upstairs. His room was dark and there Hiro slept in a bundle of blankets. Tadashi refrained from turning on the light so as not to disturb his brother and silently closed the sliding door between the 2 rooms. Briefly he looked around with hope but when the room was empty a small twinge hit his heart.

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Jack knew that he shouldn’t, but he missed him. Carefully pale fingers summoned up a very thin but strong piece of ice that he used to jimmy the lock on the window. Opening it, he slowly slipped in and closed it behind him, looking around the room quietly and sadly. “Tadashi…” He sighed and sat on his bed, he put his staff off into the corner and left his hoodie there as well.

He curled up in a small ball, sighing as he pressed his face into Tadashi’s pillow. Jack laid there, comfortable and quiet, a low sigh pulling from him. “Miss you Tadashi..” he murmured, tears welling and slipping down his face. He laid there for a while crying, not having to worry about disturbing the younger Hamada, the boy didn’t believe in him anyway. After a nice long cry, Jack got up and padded to the attached bathroom to wash his face.

He was pressing his face into the towel to dry it when he heard the open and close of the sliding doors and he froze. Jack’s heart hammered in his chest and he put the towel back to peek around the doorjam and his eyes widened. “Tadashi…TADASHI!” He ran to him, right into his arms, his face pressed tight into the taller boy’s chest, the tears he worked so hard to get rid of welling up again.

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

“Jack!” The word was half a gap and half a strong breath being forced out of him by the boy clinging to him so suddenly. his eyes widened a bit and he quickly glanced to hiro who was still sound asleep before he stretched to close the divider between his space and his brothers. In seconds his eyes were back on Jack, disbelief fought with joy to fill his chest but neither won as they were both beat out by utter sorrow. 

“Jack I...I’m so sorry, I wanted to tell you I wanted to so bad but I couldnt find you a-and I was ju--st” watching those deep blue eyes fill with tears didnt just tug at Tadashi’s heart strings it ripped at them and before he knew it he was a choked up stuttering mess warm tears running down his cheeks. “Jack...I...I...Jack” He wanted to say more, wanted to tell him how he looked for him every night, how he felt a hole in his chest knowing he couldnt hold him close, wanted to tell him he missed him, missed his smile, his voice, his skin, but all that came out were quiet sobs as he clung to the shorter boy pressing his cheek against cool soft icy hair and pulling Jack’s face gently into the crook of his neck. 

“I missed you so much” he breathed into the others ear trying his hardest to keep his composure to get the words out and clenching his teeth tightly once they were said as he tried to hold back more tears. 

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[sakura-inabi-hamada]

Petals, Bots and Flames

Sakura had just finished her registration and was currently moving her belongings to her lab when she became lost. She looked at the paper intently, trying to find where she was when she accidentally crashed into a taller boy. Sakura was sent reeling to the floor and she let out a small “Oof!” as her bottom made contact with the floor. She pushed her curly brown hair out of her eyes and looked up at the boy with green irises. Her freckles faded behind the blush that was currently creeping to her cheeks. “Oh god, uh…im so sorry. I didn’t hurt you did I? Im Such a clod.” She said nervously from the ground.

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

With all the school work, and lab work going through his mind the tall black haired boy had zoned out as he made a mild hurry down the hallway to his next class. He didnt see the smaller grl heading his way and by the time he snapped out of his education induced stupor it was too late. he’s accidentally knocked the girl to the ground. 

“Oh man oh my god I am so sorry!” Tadashi scurried to get himself together and help the smaller of the 2 up. “its completely my fault I…I should have been paying attention man I’m such an airhead” He gently smacked his palm to his forhead and rolled his eyes at himself once he’d helped her up

[sakura-inabi-hamada]

A small smile turned up the corners of her lips and she shyly tucked a curl behind her ear. “N-No, it’s okay really. Um, I’m Sakura, I’m the new transfer student.” She held her hand out to him to greet him properly.

[tadashi-hamada-the-nerd]

Relief washed through Tadashi as he took her hand and shook it some pink flushing his cheeks. “I’m Tadashi” He shuffled awkwardly once before looking at her again “S-So were you heading to class orrr? I could help you get there if you want” He offered sheepishly